00:00I was online yesterday and said that if your spouse dies, it feels like losing $308,708 a year.
00:11How do you put a dollar amount on death? How is that even a thing with the price tag?
00:18This is our home. This is our home. This is our home. This is where we're supposed to live.
00:22This is where we're supposed to live.
00:24Matt was the glue that held us together.
00:26I hate how in the beginning everyone wants to send you flowers and they stop calling and writing and doing nice things for you because they're over it and they expect you to be over it.
00:38You think you know him, but you really didn't know him as well as you thought.
00:42Do you know your husband's passcode to his phone?
00:45Doesn't everyone? Otherwise I'd wonder who he was texting that he didn't want me to see.
00:48My sister's in free fall.
00:50I just want to know things about him that I didn't get to know.
00:56Nothing makes me happy.
00:58Right now, but think about a year from now. Two years from now.
01:02Matt was my favorite person. And now I'm just mad all the time.
01:10You have to show up for yourself.
01:13Whatever you need to feel, you get to feel it.
