The Chi – Episode 3
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00:00Previously on the shy I can't believe this shit. I can't. I pull our gang weak as hell.
00:10How many kids are there? Between all of us or? I have a son, they have a son,
00:17and he has two other children. With two different women. What is this? Some black
00:23ghetto Brady Bunch shit? You need to die smaller and move way faster.
00:28You wanna be my teacher? Mm-mm. I don't got time to train. I got a hearing in the streets that you move into LA.
00:36Come with me. I wanna be with you. I love you. I love you too. I don't want your identity to be so wrapped up in who you're with.
00:45You need to focus on who you want to be. So I should dump Jane? That's your decision to make love.
00:51I'd rather have a child without you than be childless with you. Is this it for us? I think so.
00:57There he is. You wanna play with guns? Cause we can always use another shooter. So you in now?
01:06And this shit? This shit is for life. Let me ask you something new though. Is there anything that I can do different?
01:13You have nothing to worry about. I'm not giving you no more money. And I don't work for you. Bye, nigga.
01:25I can't sleep. I feel nauseous. I just don't feel like myself. I need some time. Anything for you. For real? Yes. We family.
01:41We family. We family. They haven't beenarreположed. I can't sleep. utilize myself. I can't sleep.
02:00Hey, no one else coming with you.
02:12That's right here, the nigga.
02:15Hey.
02:17Band down, nigga, band down.
02:20Band down, nigga, band down.
02:22Band down, band down.
02:25Band down, nigga, band down.
02:27That's right here, the nigga.
02:29Hey.
02:31If you want it, you can come and get it.
02:35Huh.
02:36I got it on me.
02:39Yeah.
02:41Listen up to what I said.
02:44Said I can lie to my head.
02:46I ain't got no time to play.
02:48I'm thinking I don't want it.
02:51Band down, nigga, band down.
02:54Band down, nigga, band down.
02:56Band down, nigga, band down.
02:58Band down, nigga, band down.
03:01You can fuck with me and my niggas.
03:03Pay up to me to show you how to get it.
03:05How to get it.
03:06Been nice since a little nigga.
03:07Yeah, I know it's better than I still got it.
03:09Don't look at it.
03:10If you want it, you can come and get it.
03:13Huh.
03:14I got it on me.
03:18Yeah.
03:19I got it on me.
03:20Hey.
03:21Who cares is it?
03:22Look at my baby llamas, y'all.
03:24Y'all know what I mean.
03:25You know I know what you mean.
03:26You know I know what you mean.
03:27Oh, bless you.
03:29Hey, who kids is he?
03:41Look at my baby llamas, y'all.
03:42Y'all know what I mean.
03:44You know I know what you mean.
03:45Oh, bless you.
03:48Oh, Jesus, I guess I just have to accept it all.
03:58Look at this point.
04:00Listen, babies are a blessing no matter which way they come into this world, okay?
04:03Let's just celebrate.
04:05Be real.
04:09Hey, baby.
04:10How are you, baby?
04:12It's all right, man.
04:13It's all really late, y'all.
04:14What's up?
04:14Congratulations.
04:18I'm gonna go to the car and get the rest of the gifts.
04:20All right, guys.
04:21What the hell is that?
04:22I got y'all a snoo, man.
04:23Damn.
04:24Yeah, I heard it rocked the baby's sleep and shit.
04:26Oh, hold on.
04:28Wow.
04:28Oh, thank you.
04:30No problem.
04:32We already have a snoo.
04:34Okay, now you got another one.
04:35Well, maybe we can exchange it for something else.
04:38No, maybe you should...
04:40Look.
04:42Not today.
04:45Please.
04:46Time for cake.
04:50You need anything, I'm here.
04:52No, at least you got everything under control.
04:55She don't let me go for nothing.
04:56Mm-hmm.
04:57The rich lady that lives on the top of the hill, huh?
04:59And you're the crook with a heart of gold.
05:02My heart might be cold, but my head is cool.
05:05That's why I make it still sound.
05:06Okay, well, thank you for the snoo.
05:11Oh, no problem.
05:14It's nice to see Nuck stepping up, isn't it?
05:17Yeah, he's been real sweet ever since he found out I was pregnant.
05:20He's complicated.
05:23Just me, I know.
05:25I don't think stay as quiet as they do.
05:28Yeah, I need things to be as calm.
05:30Oh, wow.
05:33So is your single journey coming to an end, or are you just enjoying the view?
05:37I mean, I ain't blind shit.
05:39No, horny is what you are.
05:40No, I can satisfy myself.
05:42We both know that gets old real quick.
05:45Oh, no, it does.
05:46It really does.
05:47I never said it was going to last forever.
05:51I just needed a moment to myself, so I didn't feel like I was running behind a man, you know?
05:56And I'd be lying if I said do this death didn't impact me.
05:59Oh, of course.
06:00Yeah.
06:01It really just boiled down to me taking a little time to myself and finally fulfilling my own needs.
06:06And now that you've done it, how's it feel?
06:08It's good.
06:09I got a better understanding of what it is that I need.
06:12So if somebody does come along, I can tell them exactly what I want.
06:15I ain't got to try to figure it out.
06:16Oh, I heard that sound like somebody ready to jump back into the dating pool.
06:21I don't know about none of that.
06:23It's a little scary out here.
06:24I heard it got pee and shit in it.
06:25Girl, what?
06:26It is not that bad.
06:27Yeah, but you jumped your ass out to marry Darnell.
06:30Well, because he finally got his shit together.
06:32Oh, okay.
06:33Well, I'm just trying to have a little fun for once.
06:36That's all.
06:36Well, as you should.
06:38Cheers.
06:39Cheers.
06:39Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:41Cheers.
06:41Cheers.
06:41Cheers.
06:41Cheers.
06:42Cheers.
06:43Cheers.
06:44Hey, E.J.
06:51You excited about our new baby?
06:56Don't be like that.
06:58I think you're just tired.
07:00You tired?
07:02Come here.
07:04E.J., come to mommy.
07:06E.J.
07:06You okay?
07:07You okay?
07:09Look at me.
07:10Can I play a video game?
07:11You should go play with the kids.
07:13Go play a game.
07:17Oh, now you love me?
07:20I don't like that.
07:22You don't like what?
07:23How I raised my son?
07:24You asked us to help raise him.
07:26I asked you to watch him for a while.
07:27I just don't want him getting confused.
07:29Confused about what?
07:30I think you're the one that's confused.
07:32I'm not confused.
07:33I know you're his mother.
07:35But he's been our responsibility for the past six months.
07:37You said it was cool, Keisha.
07:39It is, but...
07:40But what?
07:42I don't want to do this today.
07:47It's okay, girl.
07:50My mood is all over the place.
07:54Yeah.
07:55I can't imagine what this experience has been like for you.
07:58It's hell.
08:00And you in heaven.
08:01My life is complicated, too.
08:04But you still got Emmett.
08:07Hey, y'all done played pin the diaper on the baby?
08:10It's fine.
08:11What's wrong?
08:13Daddy's here.
08:14Stop.
08:14Can you leave us alone?
08:16What'd I do?
08:17Just go host, please.
08:19That's what I've been doing.
08:20I work all day tomorrow.
08:21I know you ain't complaining.
08:23I'm tired, too.
08:24I'm talking to us about being tired.
08:26Y'all been a lot lately.
08:27For good reason.
08:28I wish both of these babies would hurry up and come
08:30so y'all can get back to normal,
08:32because it's some bullshit.
08:32Can you just go get some cheese dip?
08:34They ran through it.
08:37Let me know.
08:45You okay?
08:56I needed that.
08:57Who is it?
09:16Who is it?
09:18Who is it?
09:18What's up, Jay?
09:44I thought you was dead.
09:53You saw somebody put me in the ground?
09:55No.
09:56Then I wasn't dead.
09:57I see.
09:58You happy to see me?
10:00Yeah.
10:02I'm just freaked out.
10:03Don't be.
10:05Just be grateful.
10:07Anybody else know?
10:08It was my first stop.
10:09How you know where I live?
10:10I gotta look out.
10:11Who?
10:12I can't tell you all that.
10:14Man, I'm your brother.
10:15So?
10:17What made you come back?
10:19I heard Duda did.
10:22Yeah.
10:23Yeah, it sure took y'all long enough.
10:24I would've been popped his ass.
10:25Why you ain't come back and do it then?
10:27It wasn't worth the rest of it.
10:32You look grown, boy.
10:34Yeah, I am grown.
10:36So what's your move now?
10:41I gotta meet the new nigga in charge.
10:43What, you wanna thank him or something?
10:45No.
10:48I wanna let him know the rest is back.
10:50And the streets of Chicago belong to me.
10:53Nigga, since when you started talking about yourself in third person?
10:57Since I died and came back to life, motherfucker.
10:59Okay, black Jesus.
11:02I like the sound of that.
11:03Oh, no.
11:04Man, nigga, fuck you.
11:06My little brother, man.
11:08Cut it out.
11:09You look like you're just seeing a ghost.
11:23Yeah.
11:24What?
11:27Somebody with me.
11:29Who?
11:30You in trouble?
11:32I don't know.
11:33What the fuck going on?
11:34Look.
11:37Somebody's here.
11:37Who?
11:39The fuck?
11:44So you tried to replace me, huh?
11:49What?
11:49I hear you like niggas.
11:55Yeah, I can take a punch now.
11:56I see.
11:57I ain't with all that gay shit.
11:58Oh, but you with that gangsta shit and all that shit.
12:00Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
12:01That's the smoke.
12:07I got trust in you.
12:08I don't trust these hoes.
12:11I don't trust these niggas.
12:13I only trust myself.
12:14Counting off these fingers.
12:16And it's like your father.
12:17If I go fuck with you.
12:19I don't trust these hoes.
12:20No, I don't trust them.
12:24Think of me was getting drunk at his age?
12:25And it wasn't right.
12:28Oh, come on.
12:29We celebrating.
12:31No, we is not.
12:32I don't.
12:33You afraid I'm gonna take away your shine?
12:34Not at all.
12:35I made some of my life.
12:36What you been doing?
12:37That landlord?
12:39Blocked that high.
12:39Yeah.
12:40That's why you got your ass shot up.
12:42Bro, I'll cool down and have to do that for real.
12:46Time to turn that shit up.
12:48Why the fuck would you want to do that?
12:50Bro, I'm not no suit and tie ass nigga.
12:52I like being outside touching paper.
12:54Where you gonna live?
12:56Here.
12:57Hell no.
12:58It's his crib, Trent.
12:59It's Victor.
13:01Since when?
13:03Since now?
13:03You can sleep on the couch.
13:09Damn!
13:10I can't get to bed?
13:12No!
13:13This is my crib.
13:15These kids are disrespectful.
13:17Here.
13:20So what's your plan?
13:23I'm still figuring it out.
13:24Figure that shit out fast.
13:26And don't be bringing no shit that Jake don't.
13:29He won't.
13:30I ain't talking to you, Jake.
13:32I was talking to you.
13:33You better watch your mouth.
13:34Man, that's my crib.
13:36Damn.
13:40Listen, nigga.
13:43I'm glad you're not dead.
13:45But I hope you didn't come back just so you could get killed again.
13:49I'm invincible.
13:51That's what you think.
13:54You're laughing.
13:58For now.
14:03Oh, God.
14:16Oh, Rob sent us a new heir to the throne.
14:23He would be so happy with me.
14:28That could be us.
14:35Drop it in there.
14:37How do we agree to wait?
14:39Why are we still talking about it?
14:43You know I want to be a girl dead.
14:46Well, that's just wait.
14:50Can I try?
14:52You're too young for whiskey.
14:54No.
14:55I've seen more than men twice my age.
14:58Is that so?
15:00It is.
15:04Come here.
15:13No, no, no. What are you doing?
15:15I'm trying.
15:15No, you have to smell it first.
15:18Look.
15:21Sniff it.
15:22Give yourself a preview.
15:23Let it fill your whole nostrils.
15:27What are you laughing at?
15:29Nothing.
15:29All right, now drink.
15:32All right.
15:32Fuck that shit.
15:37That shit burned.
15:38Sorry.
15:40Now you understand why this is for grown folks.
15:44Why do you look out for me so much?
15:51Because I see something in you.
15:54I wouldn't have invested in your future if I didn't.
15:58And since we're on this topic, I know that my scholarship does not cover room and board.
16:03So who are you living with?
16:04A friend.
16:05What friend?
16:06Nobody you, huh?
16:09Hey, mister.
16:13Hey.
16:14Hey.
16:14Hey.
16:14Hey.
16:14Hey.
16:15Hey.
16:15Hey.
16:15Hey.
16:16Hey.
16:16Hey.
16:17Hey.
16:17Hey.
16:18You doing good?
16:22You doing good?
16:25Oh, thank y'all.
16:26Yes, welcome to the club.
16:28It's a wild ride, I tell you.
16:30But Emmett do seem different now that he was sure.
16:33I appreciate y'all coming.
16:34We're supposed to, we're family now, girl.
16:36In spite of all the shit we've been through with Emmett,
16:38we have got to stick together.
16:40I love that, y'all.
16:41We gotta include Tiff in this village.
16:43Well, she already is, well, EJ.
16:45I mean, with the new baby.
16:46If anybody needs a village,
16:48it's that baby that just lost his father.
16:49Hmm, raising a black man in this city ain't easy.
16:54Who are you telling?
16:55That's why me and Niva just buried our hatchet,
16:57so we can raise our boys together.
16:58Yeah, no, both of our kids are put in remedial classes,
17:01then diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed drugs.
17:04EJ went through a similar experience like that
17:06with his reading.
17:08They'd rather hold him back than catch him up.
17:10Hmm, Mira, see, I told you.
17:12Some of these schools ain't shit.
17:13We need to build something new.
17:15Like what?
17:16Girl, I already got a curriculum for Ronnie.
17:17Before preschool and for EJ.
17:20It's going to be really, really good.
17:22Okay, girl, I love that.
17:25So, like, you running your own little home school over there?
17:27I guess so.
17:28Hey, so I have some great news.
17:47I've been talking to this guy from New York who owns a small label,
17:51and he's going to be here this weekend,
17:53and he wants to meet with us.
17:54I thought we wouldn't go on the label route.
17:57Yeah, we weren't, but we haven't made any money.
18:00We'll get there.
18:01Not fast enough.
18:04Look, let's just meet with them.
18:07Fine.
18:11You really saving yourself for marriage?
18:13Oh, yeah.
18:14So what if we don't ever get married?
18:16Then we'll always wonder.
18:18Look, I know people say I'm losing shit, but...
18:22You've been around.
18:23And you've been in jail.
18:25It was worse.
18:27Why are we judging each other?
18:29I just want my life to be different this time around.
18:32Yeah.
18:33That's not to say you haven't already added so much,
18:36and I love how I feel around you,
18:39how much fun we have.
18:41And you think sex is going to knock you off your square?
18:44I have an addictive personality.
18:47I don't want sex with you to become a new drug.
18:51Yeah, I don't want that.
18:53I can be patient.
18:55It's hard for me, too.
18:58Literally.
18:58I feel crazy, bro.
19:02What the fuck, bro?
19:03Ain't shit changed.
19:05Yo, Hannah.
19:06So you knew my brother one dead all his time,
19:09and you ain't saying shit.
19:10Nigga, I don't owe you.
19:12I owe rent.
19:13All right?
19:13Home broke.
19:14How my nigga been living over?
19:15Man, I'm good, man.
19:17Hey.
19:18You know I'm selling shrooms now.
19:19Is big money in that?
19:21It's a slow burn.
19:22Nah, I need to raise your fire, bro.
19:24I knew your ass was going to come back to town
19:26looking for some shit.
19:27Why you think I pulled up on your ass first, nigga?
19:29Yeah, but who else you pulling up on?
19:31Don't worry about all that, man.
19:32See how you do?
19:33Go on, bro.
19:34Hey, I can ride with you.
19:37Of course.
19:39You're going to stay close to me.
19:42Well, I do be making my own clothes now, so...
19:45That shit decent, too.
19:46Good looking, man.
19:47Oh, you like a fashionista?
19:50Shit sounds kind of gay, bro.
19:52Nigga, I like clothes.
19:54So I made my own.
19:56It's called Chassis.
19:58Bro, I got some real business about you, bro.
20:00You can make some real money.
20:01I'm all right, bro.
20:03I'm making rent in that money.
20:04How much you got left over after you pay the shit?
20:06Enough.
20:08You could make way more than that hustling, bro.
20:10Cool, bro.
20:12Plus, I like having my own business anyway.
20:16I got it.
20:16Bro, bro, this is my brother.
20:18I got it.
20:19You.
20:19You the only thing I got in this world, nigga.
20:24You not finna be putting no weak-ass business over me?
20:27I wasn't.
20:31Just stay locked in with me.
20:32All right.
20:36Hey, we good?
20:39Yeah, bro, just getting reacquainted.
20:41There is no greater devil than the flesh of someone you love but can't touch.
20:53Until you make that vow before God, we must keep our legs closed.
20:59And the only place that our hands should be is in prayer.
21:04Amen?
21:04Amen.
21:05I know you want to lay down with that special someone.
21:11Come on now.
21:12I'm human too.
21:13God doesn't want us to be weak to those desires that'll have us acting out of character the
21:19minute the deed is done.
21:22We all have righteous paths to walk.
21:26But we can't walk that path in the streets doing our thing between the sheets.
21:32But if anyone who slips in our DMs or tells us we're cute, that is not what we were put
21:40here for.
21:41We were put here to build with someone.
21:46And that someone deserves to know we are only with them.
21:51Only with them before God and no one else because, oh my God, when that bedroom gets
21:58too crowded, your thoughts, they get cloudy.
22:02And you can't see the path in front of you.
22:06And you lose your way all for a desire to be wanted.
22:11I promise you, no one is sexier than the path God has put before you.
22:18Amen.
22:19Amen.
22:20Amen.
22:20Amen.
22:20Amen.
22:21Amen.
22:22Amen.
22:23is sleeping with jake's young ass i'm custom church i'm just saying i'm hearing what he's
22:29preaching but i don't know if he's living it he's preaching directly to us and i don't know
22:35if i agree with it you're not listening i can find my path and still have pleasure along the way
22:44just sleepy but it's good we have other songs don't be so desperate i'm still finding my voice
23:12you need to hurry up i told you come to new york and i can try to develop her i gotta look
23:19and i gotta sound you see this this is why nobody sticks all you artists think you know everything
23:26and you don't know some of y'all get one song to trend and you think you buried gordy
23:31please this game is a marathon and all y'all walk in laps i care about this then be humble
23:40and let somebody tell you something look we don't have the funds to relocate to another city
23:44i can get a label to get y'all in advance and y'all can stay together
23:50are y'all fucking you can't ask us that i'm keeping it professional that's smart you know how this
23:56industry should go i don't but i ain't trying to find out the hard way business is changing
24:03artists ain't getting paid like they used to let's work on your sound see if we get something to pop
24:09a bit i'm game we're in the back
24:13yeah yeah fresh up out of bed and grab the street twist the og moon rock
24:19a lot of teeth little dab underneath that's completion keep my body high high when you be
24:25talking i ain't listening to shit i'm probably high high here i probably died probably 40 times
24:31blowing back with a couple niggas with dang ties and when they get high they throw up pain signs
24:37but we only conversate about the green guys
24:41it's still bad my white boy's dad and my money born what's in the white boy's dad
24:47no fire og no oil from the hash before we twist it up we call a snake in the grass
24:53you got that puff puff pass i got that puff cough pass
24:56og dick syrup be no fucking with that ass before the grass i spend a lot
25:02since you my day one i'll give y'all a 10 discount on anything you need
25:05nah i need 20 percent off damn you look i got a lounge you can sell out of
25:10that way you ain't got to worry about folks in your business
25:13i like that look we have only buying bulk and we have purchased from you so the discount will be
25:18justified all right all right my name just my name deal deal
25:29this makes it so beautiful so i'm with you man whatever you guys need i'm here
25:36just give me a call when you need it all right yes sir yes sir
25:44never really been a fan of mega churches but we're not like others
25:47we'll see can i pray for you i don't know the holy spirit is is moving me to pray for you
25:57okay may i
26:02yeah okay
26:03um lord please cover um tracy tracy uh in her walk with you i can tell she's had her heart
26:19mishandled and her soul has been shaken to its core please father cover her she may doubt the plans
26:26you have for her please remind her to be obedient to your will for it will be done in the mighty mighty name of jesus
26:36amen amen
26:39so you're really leaving kevin can't hold water he's just so excited yeah i guess i'm doing it
26:59how you feel like if i don't go now i never will but i've been saving up for the past few months to
27:07make sure i'm good out there so it's time i'm cool if you go i only get this for you
27:14not for my brother i mean it's a little bit of both like that that's not me oh my god you've made
27:20sacrifices to be with emma well that's different we're grown and we're parents i really like this
27:25photography thing and la has a bunch of opportunities so in order for me and kev to have a chance
27:35so you have to be in the same city i get that i don't think i could do a long distance relationship
27:41see and you're coming for me
27:46myisha you're a star you always have been thank you so when you get out there don't change for nobody
27:54always be you it's gonna get you wherever you want to go
28:02i want to spread my wings
28:06you deserve to
28:14are you okay you just inspire me that's all
28:18we're gonna miss you around here i'm gonna come back to visit you better
28:28and tell my brother he needs to call more i'm already on it
28:32have you thought of a name yet i haven't i'd like to name him robert mafia jr
28:49i already have one junior i want him to have his own legacy
28:53but i am his legacy and he's mine i'm his mother and you're living in my house
29:03and you're carrying my grandson you asked me to move in
29:10if my son died before he could make his name count and that baby is giving him that chance
29:17i think about it you do that
29:33i don't want him to be in my house
29:43hey brother you gotta start knocking you gotta be more careful
29:48give us the room
29:57what are you doing minding my business
29:59you think you're a white woman you're not married to my divorce with tatiana as old
30:03you need to get off of this celibacy kick pastor i think the people need it
30:07the people want to know you're practicing what you preach
30:11who am i supposed to be very white
30:15if it gets out that you're a white woman we'll lose half our congregation
30:20it's my congregation
30:26just let her go
30:29okay
30:40nigga your little ass can't drive
30:42man this is my car now
30:43nah you was just holding this motherfucker
30:46this is me
30:47did you buy it nope but vic gave it to me
30:50it wasn't his to give and stop calling him that
30:53matter of fact get out
30:55why i want to drive
30:56man come on bro get out
31:02hey get your little ass out of my car man
31:04now what you know about this nigga nook
31:20how much you know the niggas he be with yeah
31:23bakari his right hand where he is i can tell you where to go
31:29all right
31:37that sermon was a lot i liked it i'm sure you did
31:48should we get married
31:59are you proposing to me
32:01yeah why not you don't even sound sure if we married it's cool
32:05you just want to get married so we can have sex who else gonna want to marry us this is not romantic
32:10neither one of us that attractive on paper
32:12all right you know what me having a sexual past and you having a criminal one is not the same thing
32:17i know i know i know i know that came out wrong all i'm saying is we both gotta pass
32:23so how about me and you against the world what do you say
32:30i do
32:31when you move we leave next week that was fast yeah i don't move pretty quickly nali and britney are
32:45like two peas in a pod so you don't sound so happy i guess i just don't know what lies ahead
32:50yeah none of us do
32:56i guess i'm just scared of what a feeling if you do you can always come back and you gonna wait for me
33:07truth always i don't think so
33:12but i love you
33:22not enough to wait for me
33:26i love you enough to be honest with you
33:32i love you jake
33:35why i gotta be past us
33:39because i don't know if i love you anymore
33:42then why'd you ask me if i'll wait for you
33:46i just wanted to know
33:51well now you do
33:55thanks for the clarity
33:59i think it's the best gift i could get you
34:04thank you
34:05you're welcome
34:12so jimma is moving to new york
34:34damn that's what's up man congrats
34:36oh what's in new york she's got an opportunity with her music management thing out there oh
34:41sound like she's doing big things yeah you should be proud honestly
34:46i don't know how i feel about it jim's a smart girl she'll be all right yeah but
34:50new york's not chicago that's a whole other ball game oh
34:54there ain't nothing but playing right away if i had a daughter she was trying to move to new york
34:58i'd be moving too see man that's why i don't want no kid
35:00hey dog whatever you decide we with you appreciate y'all
35:08oh my god it's a nice night tonight oh excuse me ladies we close early today
35:24no this is her son's spot i think we're good come on let's go i'm sure this man got a family to get
35:29back to a lot of them got a family oh so you're single i am
35:34oh you're so a sheep jada i don't believe that for one second here you go i'm serious i haven't seen
35:42so many beautiful black women come through that door you did with their friends or by themselves
35:46it's like what these niggas doing well why don't you tell us look it's hard being a black man in this
35:52world no you think it's easy being a black woman i'm just saying we won't try to be everything to us
35:56but we don't know how to be everything to y'all i don't need you to be my everything look i'm trying
36:01to be something for myself first what's your name it's keith nice to meet you keith i'm tracy it's a
36:09pleasure oh shoot all right i'm gonna see you tomorrow where you headed to my new lamaze class
36:24oh what's going with you nobody you want me to go you don't have to do that well i want to
36:35okay well come on hurry up because i'm already late all right
36:45the blackness how'd you feel about me moving to new york with you annoyed
36:49why because i'm trying to do my own thing i don't need you following me around i'd have my
36:56own life but i'd be around in case you needed some help like financial help maybe okay just don't
37:04live next door to me you can't afford to live near me you gonna miss marissa yeah you gonna miss jimma
37:13let's go huh huh you need jesus
37:41i don't have a ride i don't need you tomorrow we'll be
37:47oh
37:51you hear the voice of reason
37:59to jimma and britney going off to new york and starting a new chapter and to my
38:03new york who's moving to l.a and gonna run the fucking city
38:17you can't believe
38:34well thanks for coming i told you i'm here for you whatever you need
38:37well i don't like asking for help well you need to work on that stop trying to do everything by
38:43yourself lean on me okay
38:49always dreamed about having a family when i was inside
38:53i'm definitely not having no more kids
38:56you got kids yeah i had a son
38:59he was killed seven years ago oh wow
39:06i'm sorry to hear that thank you
39:13well it's time to go yep um you think i can call you sometime
39:21look i didn't mean to be too forwarder no no no no i've just been off the market for a while i don't
39:30really know how this goes be too
39:35i meant for that to be funny because i've been locked up
39:38you ever date anybody with a criminal past
39:48that's all i ever seem to date you trying to break that pattern
39:56i just want a vibe when i close off
40:00don't you close the blinds let the names talk
40:04they can do whatever you want
40:08promise that you'll be the only one girl
40:11i just want your hands want your hands on my body
40:16i'm finishing with ronnie i'll be down in a few
40:24how you doing
40:28why what you mean why you're going through a lot
40:32i just want you to know i got your back
40:35why are you a better partner now that we ain't together
40:38i'm growing
40:45i'm stressed
40:46anything i can do to help
40:50you taking ej means a lot
40:51i like having him around all the time
40:53i just need you to make sure that he doesn't forget me
40:57he would never get his money no wait a minute
41:03i'm for real
41:05i'm begging you
41:09what you want me to do whatever it takes
41:13okay
41:13thank you
41:17i love you
41:22i love you i love you too
41:31ej come here man
41:33hey uh
41:41listen
41:44your mom is going through a lot right now
41:46so we have to uh show up for her you know what that means
41:54well it just means that we gotta put what we want to the side for a little bit
41:58so someone else can get what they need your mom loves you man you know that right now she's
42:05really sad it has a lot to hold so we gotta hold some of that sadness for her
42:13her because she can't hold it all by herself okay you want to write a note for mommy yeah
42:21all right
42:27what's up jay look at me why
42:39motherfuckers just need to chop it up with him real quick
42:42too bad i don't know where the fuck he at
42:44come on boy anybody come to shoot this bitch up
42:47i know the nigga here where he at oh
42:59shit here you go thought your ass was dead boy
43:05me too
43:09the fuck you need a job or something what the
43:11fuck i look like coming back to work for your goofy ass nigga what you want
43:14the mob that's my shit i'll run that i can run it better
43:19hey you and your bitch ass little brother get the fuck out you already know i'm coming
43:22we can go to war today tomorrow whenever the
43:24fuck you want i was coming back from my that's cool
43:27just know if i kill you i'm gonna bury the body of myself
43:38i'ma remember