A 20 something woman goes back to her hometown for the holidays for the first time in several years and is not only met with people from her past.
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00:00:30You're looking good.
00:00:30Hi, Beth.
00:00:31Looks great.
00:00:32Sweater party Friday.
00:00:33How's your flight?
00:00:34It is okay.
00:00:35You're okay?
00:00:36Yeah.
00:00:38You asshole.
00:00:40This is not private property.
00:00:42Come on.
00:00:43Jesus.
00:00:44You too.
00:00:46What the hell?
00:00:48No, Mama, okay.
00:00:50I'm okay.
00:00:51I'm good, thank you.
00:00:52It's cold out.
00:00:53Oh, man.
00:00:54You're getting sick.
00:00:55You're hovering.
00:01:00Of course I am.
00:01:01That's what mothers do.
00:01:03I love you.
00:01:05It's good to have you home, sweetie.
00:01:09Yes.
00:01:14We missed you.
00:01:16We missed you.
00:01:19Let's do that again.
00:01:21That was fun.
00:01:21That was fun.
00:01:51It's called the City of Trees, but why do I feel like I can't breathe?
00:02:10Don't be so dramatic.
00:02:11High school was fucking weird.
00:02:30I was weird about it.
00:02:32I don't know, man.
00:02:32I just feel like...
00:02:33You were good.
00:02:35I feel like you're just always good.
00:02:39Years of practice.
00:02:41You know?
00:02:42You practiced at it.
00:02:43Yeah.
00:02:44I don't know.
00:02:44You do.
00:02:45I just feel like I made a decision to just kind of say fuck it and just be who I wanted
00:02:54to be.
00:02:56In high school?
00:02:57Yeah.
00:02:58I'm kind of a cool guy or anything.
00:03:02Okay.
00:03:03You can go now.
00:03:05I don't know.
00:03:07You want me to leave?
00:03:08Okay.
00:03:08I'll just get out right now.
00:03:09Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:10Get some good time.
00:03:11I think bye.
00:03:15I don't know, man.
00:03:16I just...
00:03:16I don't know.
00:03:17I think peaking just wasn't on my graph chart.
00:03:21I feel like my life has always been just kind of a straight line, you know?
00:03:25Just...
00:03:26You've never really changed.
00:03:30Not in a bad way, though.
00:03:34Yeah.
00:03:34I mean, not that I'm, like, giving you a compliment.
00:03:40Thanks.
00:03:41I appreciate that.
00:03:42No, you never, you know?
00:03:43Yeah, I feel like yours is...
00:03:49I don't know.
00:03:50It's more like, oh, hey, oh, hey, oh, hey, oh.
00:03:59And, like, waves in the ocean.
00:04:01I, like, I feel good.
00:04:02Maybe, like, maybe, like, a sound wave of a really, really complex techno song?
00:04:12You're an asshole.
00:04:15That's me.
00:04:16Or, like, a heartbeat or something.
00:04:18Like, more rhythm to it.
00:04:20One with a murmur, though.
00:04:24I guess no one knew me in high school.
00:04:35Unless the people that...
00:04:37I mean, I don't know.
00:04:39There were some that really knew me.
00:04:40Yeah.
00:04:41There's you.
00:04:42Yeah, there's me.
00:04:43The one...
00:04:44You know the ones you know.
00:04:45You know?
00:04:47You know.
00:04:48Yeah.
00:04:49I don't know.
00:04:50Do you think that's why maybe you didn't get invited to the 10-year reunion?
00:04:55Why would I care, though?
00:04:57It's...
00:04:58Don't bring it.
00:04:59I don't want to bring it.
00:05:01The popular ones are just married and have four kids.
00:05:05They're gross.
00:05:07The weirdos are making it happen in life.
00:05:09So, the fuck do I care?
00:05:11Yeah.
00:05:12Yeah.
00:05:12Yeah.
00:05:13Fuck you, Ryan Langley.
00:05:14Langley?
00:05:15Fuck you, Donna Hughes.
00:05:22Yeah!
00:05:23Where the fuck's my name?
00:05:24Name is Donna Hughes, anyway.
00:05:25Donna Hughes.
00:05:28Fuck you, Derek Malick.
00:05:31That's too many consonants in a name.
00:05:34Derek Malick.
00:05:37Shut up.
00:05:37I don't like it.
00:05:38Fuck you, Sophie Michaels.
00:05:43Ooh.
00:05:44She's actually still pretty hot and kind of nice, actually.
00:05:47How?
00:05:48How?
00:05:49How is that fair?
00:05:50Mm-hmm.
00:05:50How the fuck is that fair?
00:05:55Do I smell smoke?
00:05:56Mm-mm.
00:05:57Mm-mm.
00:05:57We're not.
00:05:58Oh.
00:05:58How is that?
00:06:01She doesn't have a glass.
00:06:02Hi, Mrs. Sadler.
00:06:03It's Teddy.
00:06:03Oh.
00:06:04Hi, Teddy.
00:06:04Hey.
00:06:05Hi.
00:06:06Good night, Mom.
00:06:07Yeah.
00:06:07Listen, you need to go to bed really soon because we've got to get to the grocery store really
00:06:11early tomorrow.
00:06:12Why?
00:06:13Because they're having a sale on turkeys.
00:06:15Okay.
00:06:15Good night.
00:06:16Mm-hmm.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:18Good night.
00:06:19Good night.
00:06:22Good night.
00:06:52I better not see anyone I know we're here.
00:07:11It was your decision to come out in pajamas, not mine.
00:07:14Do you know what time it is?
00:07:16So, when did you decide that hair color?
00:07:18I'm going to get the cranberry sauce.
00:07:20You decided it when you birthed me.
00:07:21I need a can.
00:07:22Oh, hey.
00:07:33Oh, hey. It's Sophie. Look who it is. Sophie. Hey, Sophie. Hi. Oh, hey, Mrs. Sadler. Hi.
00:07:58Look who's home. It's her first holiday home in seven years. Ainsley. Hey, Ainsley. I know who you are. We went to school together for like 12 years. Are you here for the 10-year reunion? No, I actually wasn't invited to that. Oh, this is awkward. Yeah. Yeah. I'm just here for holidays and stuff. Oh, cool. Yeah.
00:08:28Are you going to be around for the sweater party Friday night? Oh, I wouldn't miss it. It's supposed to be freezing tomorrow night, so I'll see you then, too. Okay. That's great. Thank you. All right.
00:08:39Got to go. Call my number. Bye. Hi.
00:08:46She comes over to cover the plants when it gets cold. She's a nice girl. What's her number? 39. Oh, my God.
00:09:00Oh, my God. Hey, what's the rush? Hold on. All right. And I need one, too. Get one for me. Cabernet Sauvignon. Yes, yes. I don't care. This is... That's mine.
00:09:21Ooh. Okay. Got to get Dad some soda. You know how he likes his soda. Pineapple crush. Ooh. He'd love that. Okay.
00:09:33Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Some of that. Ooh.
00:09:48Oh, yeah. I'll let you go. Just need some time. At your own pace, you need to find your way.
00:10:14I know now you'll never change your mind. Cause something that matters matters to me.
00:10:30You do not know what I have in mind. You do not know what I have in mind.
00:10:42I packed our bags. We'll be on our way.
00:10:45The night was long as I waited without a sign. A sign of what matters. Matters to you. But what do you want? What's your biggest need?
00:11:09Never done.
00:11:11Every hour we spent together...
00:11:13And suddenly...
00:11:15The chances are small just like the lottery.
00:11:19The chances are small just like the lottery
00:11:49So did you say hi to Sophie?
00:12:05Honey, go up there and help her
00:12:10I'm tired, mom. I'm really tired
00:12:13And she said her
00:12:15So you live in L.A.?
00:12:44Yep
00:12:46I don't live too far from here
00:12:50Are you sure you still have more things to do than this?
00:12:54It seems like it kind of requires a lot
00:12:58Not really
00:13:00Like what?
00:13:02Checking the weather
00:13:06I do that most days anyway
00:13:10You're not used to the cold weather anymore, huh?
00:13:16Not really
00:13:18You know, last year when I was out here covering everything
00:13:26Real snowflakes started falling
00:13:28I've never seen that before
00:13:32The real life ones?
00:13:34As opposed to the fake ones?
00:13:36I'd only seen the paper ones you used to cut out in school
00:13:44It's crazy, you know, you think you know a place so well
00:13:52But it still surprises you
00:13:54That is crazy, surprising is definitely the last word I'd use for this place
00:13:58It's kind of the beauty of it though
00:14:00I'd say it's more the anxiety inducing part
00:14:10That's a shame
00:14:12Thank you for helping
00:14:14But you know you don't have to
00:14:16It's okay
00:14:20You good then?
00:14:22Yeah, I'm good
00:14:24See ya
00:14:54Yeah
00:14:56Day
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00:15:16Day
00:15:20Day
00:15:22Day
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00:15:52Ah, shit!
00:15:57Shit.
00:16:07Does it look like an ugly sweater party or what?
00:16:10It's just a sweater party.
00:16:12And I have one here from your Aunt Sheridan you're gonna wear.
00:16:15No, mom, I brought sweaters.
00:16:18Oh, too bad.
00:16:21Oh, come on.
00:16:25Make your dad happy.
00:16:27He'd love to see you in it.
00:16:33How long has Sophie been helping you?
00:16:37She just helps with the plants.
00:16:39I don't know, like four winters.
00:16:44Why?
00:16:45Because my carpal tunnel, when it's frozen, it hurts worse.
00:16:50Do you pay her?
00:16:51No, I don't.
00:16:52She works all over town in those community gardens, you know?
00:16:55She does?
00:16:56Yeah.
00:16:56And, you know, when I tell her about your big fancy job, she's very impressed with you.
00:17:02Stop.
00:17:04Yeah, and whenever I talk about your big fancy job, I mean, ears just seem to perk up.
00:17:10I even made my doctor subscribe.
00:17:12You know, I just don't understand why they don't put your pictures in the magazine.
00:17:25You're much more talented than all those stuffy photographers.
00:17:28It's not how it works, Mom.
00:17:33You have to get it approved by a lot of people before you can get printed.
00:17:36What time does Kelly get here?
00:17:45Oh, she's going to get here about nine o'clock.
00:17:47Oh, God, I got to prepare.
00:17:48You know, she's going to show up with the whole neighborhood like she always does.
00:17:53Pumpkin pie.
00:17:54I'm hungry, Dad.
00:17:55Oh, come on, come on.
00:17:56I'm going to love this.
00:17:58I already got it started.
00:17:59I'm really not hungry.
00:18:00What a little bite it is.
00:18:02Come on.
00:18:03My poopy face.
00:18:05This is your holiday pie.
00:18:07Just a little bite.
00:18:08A big bite.
00:18:09Yeah.
00:18:11Mm-hmm.
00:18:12Mm-hmm.
00:18:15Okay, that's what I wanted, is a smile.
00:18:19Oh.
00:18:19It's a sheer sweater, huh?
00:18:26Mm-hmm.
00:18:27You're going to wear that?
00:18:30That is so sweet of you.
00:18:34Mm-hmm.
00:18:35Okay.
00:18:36All right.
00:18:38More pie, more pie.
00:18:40Mm-hmm.
00:18:47Close the door.
00:18:49Jeez.
00:18:50Jeez.
00:19:14Great.
00:19:17Cheers.
00:19:18Cheers.
00:19:19Cheers.
00:19:19Cheers.
00:19:19Cheers.
00:19:19Oh boy, the pot roast.
00:19:45Can it help?
00:19:47Nope, nope, you just, just sit down.
00:19:49No, no, no, no, it's hard to keep your ass.
00:20:19Yeah, come on, come on.
00:20:21I can't help her.
00:20:24Oh, okay, oh yes.
00:20:28Yeah, that's my girl.
00:20:29Yeah, mwah.
00:21:09We're here.
00:21:10We did know each other, yes.
00:21:13Fall on line sight, my dear.
00:21:18Fall on line sight.
00:21:22We'll take a cup of guns, yeah.
00:21:28Fall on line sight.
00:21:32It was a mutual thing.
00:21:35Yeah, right?
00:21:36Yeah.
00:21:36Yeah.
00:21:37Yeah.
00:21:37I can see what happened.
00:21:47He probably stepped on your foot, right?
00:21:49I kind of confirmed no way.
00:21:52You were in the closet.
00:21:56Mom, where's your train of thought going?
00:21:58Oh, boy.
00:21:59Let's get serious here.
00:22:00A toast.
00:22:01You worked on this.
00:22:03For a week, yeah.
00:22:04A toast.
00:22:06Okay.
00:22:06To togetherness.
00:22:07Yeah.
00:22:08And to my beautiful baby daughter Ainsley for being home.
00:22:12And to her job for allowing it.
00:22:15Hello.
00:22:15And to my other beautiful daughter Kelly and her love of many things.
00:22:21Hear, hear, Kelly.
00:22:23And to new recipes with glazed carrots this year.
00:22:27I hope you all like them.
00:22:28You can...
00:22:29It's so good.
00:22:30I have Brussels sprouts, too.
00:22:31I roast them with cloves of garlic, a toast of cloves of garlic.
00:22:36Wait a minute.
00:22:36Garlic?
00:22:37You're toasting the garlic?
00:22:38I am toasting the garlic.
00:22:38Mom, you're not writing a novel down there.
00:22:41Let's just toast, please.
00:22:42We're hungry.
00:22:43Come on now.
00:22:44I wasn't finished yet.
00:22:45Yeah, I thought you were winding down.
00:22:46No.
00:22:47We have more people to thank.
00:22:48That's right.
00:22:49All right.
00:22:50Thank everybody that's here and let's eat, please.
00:22:53All right.
00:22:55And everybody that's not here.
00:22:56Cheers.
00:22:57Cheers.
00:22:58Cheers.
00:22:59Cheers.
00:23:00Yeah.
00:23:01Let me out there.
00:23:02Mm-hmm.
00:23:03Hey.
00:23:04Hey.
00:23:05Hey.
00:23:06Hey.
00:23:07Hey.
00:23:08Hey.
00:23:09Hey.
00:23:10Hey.
00:23:11Hey.
00:23:12Hey.
00:23:13Hey.
00:23:14Hey.
00:23:15Hey.
00:23:16Hey.
00:23:19Hey.
00:23:20Hey.
00:23:21Hey.
00:23:22Oh my god.
00:23:24Hey.
00:23:25Hey.
00:23:26Hey.
00:23:27You look ridiculous.
00:23:33you feel okay yeah no we'll go we'll go soon we'll go soon
00:23:58yeah it was fun it was a lot of fun i'll be home in a few though i'm gonna leave really soon
00:24:04yeah try to fall asleep okay love you too bye
00:24:10hey hey
00:24:16try to outlast everyone food coma right me too
00:24:32what what no nothing
00:24:41it's weird that you're at my house it's weird right no i'm at your house more than you're at your house
00:24:50i hope they have uber here this town's not too small
00:25:06no you just call your friends they're not conditional you know not like the ones in the big cities
00:25:14ouch what do you know about big cities
00:25:18i lived in new york for six months six months
00:25:23yeah it wasn't for me which part all of it i see your work your magazine
00:25:32your mom always buys me a copy when it comes out it's really cool stuff thanks
00:25:39you work with trees now oh you make it sound so glamorous
00:25:49yeah i guess i hated the city that much it actually pushed me into it
00:25:56no i'm kidding um remember mr lawson's class
00:26:01that guy was so nuts nuts so nuts nuts but as i get older i don't know
00:26:11uh he makes more sense to me he used to have this saying on his wall
00:26:17the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago
00:26:20the second best time is today
00:26:23i think maybe i took it too literal
00:26:27why do you cover her flowers
00:26:37why not
00:26:39there has to be a reason
00:26:44why do you believe that
00:26:48that there is a reason for everything
00:26:50most things yeah
00:26:54you're probably not going to remember this but
00:27:00she gave me a ride when i was maybe 12
00:27:03and it was like below freezing out and i was waiting for the bus
00:27:08i do remember that
00:27:13i got so embarrassed for stopping
00:27:20i really thought she just wanted to embarrass me
00:27:22honestly
00:27:23i was so mad
00:27:25it's funny how
00:27:28people feel different things from the same situation
00:27:32yeah
00:27:40i should head home
00:27:49yeah you have one of those unconditional friends to pick you up huh
00:27:54no i'm gonna walk i like walking
00:27:57i can walk you
00:28:00no you don't have to
00:28:01i'm not tired
00:28:02i'm really not
00:28:03well then who's gonna walk you home
00:28:06that's a good question
00:28:08is it more dangerous around here than i remember
00:28:13well
00:28:16we did have a gang
00:28:20try to form once
00:28:22like four years ago
00:28:23but they quit
00:28:24they quit
00:28:26you can't quit
00:28:27i thought you have to kill each other or something
00:28:29yeah i don't know
00:28:31you can't hear them
00:28:44you mean
00:28:44yeah
00:28:45now
00:28:49i can't hear them
00:28:55I forgot how cold it is here.
00:29:25And I survived a winter in New York City.
00:29:30What are you trying to say?
00:29:32I mean, I never knew you that well, but I never took you for a complainer.
00:29:38That's probably why you left.
00:29:41Probably.
00:29:42Yeah.
00:29:44Sorry about your dad.
00:29:56I read about it online.
00:29:59Really sorry.
00:30:00Yeah.
00:30:01Thanks.
00:30:02We weren't super close when he passed, so.
00:30:07I think it was the unexpected part that threw me off the most.
00:30:17You know, when I was a kid, I rode up this curb too fast, and that's how I got this car here.
00:30:29This curb?
00:30:30Yeah.
00:30:31This one.
00:30:32This very curb.
00:30:34Yeah.
00:30:35Thanks.
00:30:36I just remember thinking my mom was being so pleased with me.
00:30:41Why?
00:30:42I don't know.
00:30:43I guess I was a worried kid.
00:30:47But no, I borrowed my sister's bike, and I kind of scratched up the front.
00:30:54I convinced her to let me take it, because she wanted some sour watermelon gummies from
00:31:04the store, and I told her I'd get them for her.
00:31:07That's the only reason she said yes.
00:31:10I flipped over the handlebars, and I rode back home, freaked out.
00:31:18I hid by the trash cans, and yeah, I didn't go back in.
00:31:24I just thought they'd be more worried than mad at me.
00:31:32What happened when you went inside?
00:31:35Well, I mean, I got hungry waiting outside, so I ate the gummies.
00:31:39And then, uh, they were pissed.
00:31:43They were so pissed.
00:31:46What?
00:31:47You messed up her bike, and you ate her gummies.
00:31:49Yeah.
00:31:50I mean, I wasn't that smart as a kid, sir.
00:31:53I guess you were.
00:31:54No, I really wasn't.
00:31:57I guess I was just open to learning.
00:32:04This is me here.
00:32:08Thanks for walking me home.
00:32:09Yeah, of course.
00:32:10Bye.
00:32:11Goodnight.
00:32:12Bye.
00:32:13Goodnight.
00:32:14Goodnight.
00:32:15Bye.
00:32:18Goodnight.
00:32:19Well, the mystery and the beard.
00:32:22Bye.
00:32:27So sweet of all of you.
00:32:29This always was simplest.
00:32:32This was good.
00:32:33This was the one-pin Old Hummer for five.
00:32:42Well, long story short, I'd been with them for 27 years and I had a loss in the family
00:33:02and they let me go. No, sir, it wasn't. Well, I missed a week or two, maybe two weeks, but
00:33:17you can be sure that won't happen again. You can be assured. Sure, yeah, you can call them.
00:33:25Yeah, sure, of course. Do your due diligence and all. When can I expect to hear from you
00:33:33again? Oh, okay. Well, all right. Well, thanks for considering me anyway. Yeah, you have a
00:33:50good holiday, too. Okay, I appreciate it. Yeah.
00:33:57Hey. Hey. Potatoes. Celery.
00:34:17Small towns are weird. Hey, you want to get a coffee? At 4 p.m.? Yeah. Okay.
00:34:42Ah, okay. This coffee's really bad. Is it? It tastes like mud. Do you not taste that?
00:34:57I don't really drink coffee, so I don't have a palate for what's good and bad, you know?
00:35:01Then why'd you say yes to having a coffee? I was cold. It's warming me up. I can almost
00:35:08roll my fingers again, so we're getting better. Oh, I love this song. I should probably
00:35:24get going. I, uh, just celery soup without the celery, you know? My mom's gonna be looking
00:35:29for that. Just listen to this song. Okay.
00:35:36So, are you married? Or have kids? Anything? That's a funny way of asking. Are you guys
00:35:43it? Um, no. Um, no. I am in a relationship, though. Okay. Several. Several? Okay. Yeah, with all the trees that I take care of. Right.
00:35:50Right. Right. Are you? No. I, uh...
00:36:19I, uh, I almost was, I think, married.
00:36:23You think?
00:36:25Uh, yeah.
00:36:27I was close to asking, but stuff happens, you know?
00:36:33Like what?
00:36:36She cheated on me.
00:36:39It's okay.
00:36:40I'm sorry.
00:36:42Honestly, it was probably the best thing that's ever happened to me.
00:36:45The best.
00:36:46Maybe not the best.
00:36:49The trees don't mind your non-exclusivity?
00:36:56Oh, no, they're very open.
00:36:57Mmm, good.
00:37:10Should we spike this coffee?
00:37:11It's getting thicker as I sip it.
00:37:14Yes.
00:37:15Yes.
00:37:16Okay.
00:37:19So, Mr. Lawson, he married the old bio teacher.
00:37:28Do you remember Miss Richard?
00:37:30She was so old.
00:37:31So old.
00:37:32When I was in school.
00:37:35I know, right?
00:37:36Yeah, no, I, uh, I really can't.
00:37:39He obviously didn't feel the same way.
00:37:41Mmm, I don't know.
00:37:42I don't, I don't know if that's...
00:37:44Oh, man.
00:37:55What's happening now?
00:37:57What do you mean, what's happening now?
00:37:59Well, uh, there's something between us, if you haven't noticed.
00:38:02Are you going to go sit in the bleachers?
00:38:04Uh, I guess.
00:38:06Okay, wait, hold my drink.
00:38:07Okay.
00:38:08Wait, hold my jacket.
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:11Anything else?
00:38:11No, you go.
00:38:12Is this what I think it is?
00:38:23Yeah.
00:38:24Okay.
00:38:25It's happening.
00:38:30Oh, God.
00:38:31This is definitely what dreams are made of, huh?
00:38:33I'm ready.
00:38:39I'm so ready.
00:38:41Okay, you ready?
00:38:42Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:38:43These are my pom-poms.
00:38:44Oh, okay, okay, okay.
00:38:47Okay.
00:38:49This team is boom dynamite.
00:38:52This team is boom dynamite.
00:38:53This team is tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, boom dynamite.
00:38:57Now, ready?
00:38:59When I say dyna, you say might.
00:39:01Dyna.
00:39:02Oh, it's me.
00:39:02Might.
00:39:02We're trying that again.
00:39:06When I say dyna, you say might.
00:39:09Dyna.
00:39:09Might.
00:39:10Dyna.
00:39:10Might.
00:39:11Go Bulldogs!
00:39:24Oh, God.
00:39:26You still got it in you, huh?
00:39:42Oh, I still got it.
00:39:43You do.
00:39:43I think I tore my jeans when I did.
00:39:47You never came to any games.
00:39:51I went to a couple.
00:39:52It wasn't my thing.
00:39:53Oh, you were too cool for them.
00:39:56Oh, no.
00:39:56I think I wasn't cool enough.
00:39:58Oh, you were fine.
00:39:59I was fine.
00:40:01I was fine.
00:40:03Fine?
00:40:04Yeah, I mean, you didn't talk to anyone.
00:40:06Nice.
00:40:06I talked to people I knew well.
00:40:10I'm sorry.
00:40:13For what?
00:40:15High school.
00:40:17Kids.
00:40:18That was a long time ago.
00:40:26Yeah, and look at you now.
00:40:28Crazy.
00:40:33You know what we used to call you in high school?
00:40:35Maybe I didn't want to tell you, actually.
00:40:41Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:40:42Okay.
00:40:45So, Sophie Michaels.
00:40:47I can't believe I'm telling you this.
00:40:50We used to say, we used to say,
00:40:54we could buy art supplies like NU.
00:41:00That doesn't even make sense.
00:41:04I don't know.
00:41:05Like, because Michaels is like an art supply store
00:41:07and you had a lot of customers.
00:41:09I don't know.
00:41:10No, I get that.
00:41:12Still doesn't make sense.
00:41:14I can't believe I just told you.
00:41:17You know what we used to say about you?
00:41:21She always looks so sad,
00:41:23but she could look sadler.
00:41:27You said that?
00:41:29No.
00:41:30We didn't talk about you.
00:41:33Great.
00:41:34Amazing.
00:41:38Wow.
00:41:40It was really quick.
00:41:44I wanted to ask you a favor.
00:41:48I'm intrigued, but should I be scared?
00:41:51Yes.
00:41:51Yes.
00:41:52No.
00:41:54Okay.
00:41:55Would you be able to take some photos
00:41:59of some of my preservation projects?
00:42:04Hmm.
00:42:06I am not really taking photos.
00:42:10Well, what about the magazine?
00:42:12I'm the photo editor.
00:42:17I don't know.
00:42:17You always had that damn camera around your neck in school.
00:42:22Sorry.
00:42:24It's okay.
00:42:27What's it for?
00:42:28We have a couple of 300-year-old oak trees that they want to cut down.
00:42:35But don't worry.
00:42:36I'll figure it out.
00:42:37I'll do it.
00:42:46I'll do it.
00:42:48Really?
00:42:48Yeah.
00:42:50I'll do it.
00:42:51That's awesome.
00:42:51That was a really good cheer.
00:43:06I'm embarrassed and proud.
00:43:15You should be proud.
00:43:17Very proud.
00:43:19Oh, God.
00:43:27Yeah.
00:43:28See?
00:43:28This one.
00:43:31Okay.
00:43:32This is a good one.
00:43:36You can tell them that.
00:43:51You look great.
00:43:52Yeah.
00:43:57This is one of my favorite spaces.
00:43:59Beautiful.
00:44:00It's like a cave.
00:44:03Yeah.
00:44:03Is this your secret in here?
00:44:04A little bit.
00:44:05Yeah?
00:44:06Yeah.
00:44:06I think you should get in the photos.
00:44:26No.
00:44:27Yeah, I think so.
00:44:29No, no, no.
00:44:30They're too beautiful.
00:44:31Let them stand alone.
00:44:33I just think people want to see who's saving them, though, so.
00:44:41Can we try a couple?
00:44:44Just take you.
00:44:50Here?
00:44:51Yeah.
00:44:52Perfect.
00:44:52Well, I don't know what to do.
00:44:59Well, I don't know what to do.
00:45:01I feel so awkward.
00:45:02Okay.
00:45:02I'm sorry.
00:45:07First grabs.
00:45:09Me for grabs?
00:45:10Yes.
00:45:10I didn't even do any of the work.
00:45:12Are you waiting for me to take them out, Tanya?
00:45:17Uh-huh.
00:45:22Those are good.
00:45:24Just like I remember.
00:45:26Tell your mom I offered to pay you, though.
00:45:29This is payment.
00:45:31Come on.
00:45:32You're hurting their feelings.
00:45:33No, like money, money.
00:45:34This is good enough.
00:45:39You don't like sour watermelon or what?
00:45:41No, they're delicious.
00:45:43I just don't want anyone to think that I'm taking too much advantage of you and your photography skills.
00:45:59What do the trees eat?
00:46:01Sour watermelon or?
00:46:04No, I think they're more gummy bear types.
00:46:08Especially her.
00:46:09Which one?
00:46:10Her.
00:46:11This one here.
00:46:12Yeah, she likes gummy bears.
00:46:16I don't see it.
00:46:18You have to know them.
00:46:19You would know.
00:46:20I do.
00:46:21Yeah.
00:46:24What is that?
00:46:26Bird.
00:46:29They say it's so gummy.
00:46:31They're home.
00:46:32Yeah.
00:46:34They say it's so acesso.
00:46:37They're also open.
00:46:39They say they're too Jing.
00:46:39They say they're too.
00:46:42Awesome.
00:46:55Okay.
00:48:10You're doing it wrong.
00:48:13Oh, okay. You said to tuck it in. I feel like I would tuck myself in with a blanket. That's how I'd do it.
00:48:24Yeah, but without the, without the toes tucked in.
00:48:27What? Okay, that's the best part, but we'll just make all their feet cold.
00:48:34Alright.
00:48:43Can you warm this up for me? I do.
00:48:51Does that work? Yeah, that works.
00:49:04How'd I do? I'm much better. Oh, good.
00:49:08It's freezing tonight. I know.
00:49:14Oh, man.
00:49:27Kiss me.
00:49:29What?
00:49:31I want you to kiss me.
00:49:35Okay.
00:49:40Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:45Okay.
00:49:51Okay.
00:49:57Okay.
00:49:58Okay, so let's go.
00:50:28Let's go.
00:50:58It's been 72 weeks in this town
00:51:19I still believe I'll see you again
00:51:28No matter what I got off the ground
00:51:35For something that matters, matters to me
00:51:42But what do you want?
00:51:48What's your biggest need?
00:51:51Every hour we spend together
00:51:55And suddenly
00:51:58The chances are small
00:52:02Just like the lottery
00:52:05I just hope we could stay together
00:52:11We wait and see
00:52:14But the chances are small
00:52:17Just like the lottery
00:52:19And I just think that's what you can do
00:52:23I can do
00:52:26Oh, no
00:52:27I can do
00:52:28I can do
00:52:29I can do
00:52:30I can do
00:55:01Did you do this when you were 15?
00:55:04No.
00:55:05Not at all.
00:55:10Good morning.
00:55:13Good morning.
00:55:14It's so pretty out here.
00:55:25I haven't been here for maybe 16, 16 years.
00:55:34Yeah, a long time.
00:55:36Thanks for coming.
00:55:39I used to come here all the time.
00:55:42I heard it was a spot.
00:55:44Drunken teenagers and debauchery and all that.
00:55:47You know, I used to come here all the time with my dad.
00:55:54Oh, you did?
00:55:55He taught me how to fish on that sound bar right there.
00:56:00Right there?
00:56:00Mm-hmm.
00:56:01The tree.
00:56:03I could see that.
00:56:04And I made him throw back every single fish that we caught.
00:56:07Otherwise, I would just scream my head off.
00:56:12Environmentalist from birth.
00:56:16He must have hated fishing with me.
00:56:17I don't believe that for a second.
00:56:36Have you ever gone fishing?
00:56:38Sorry.
00:56:39My dad wasn't really into that kind of thing.
00:56:43I'm sorry.
00:56:44It's okay.
00:56:45It's juicy.
00:56:46We went to school with her.
00:56:48The tall bra with the big eyes.
00:56:50I know she is.
00:56:51She's having, like, a get-together for the reunion.
00:56:53Mm.
00:56:55Nothing's changed around here, huh?
00:56:58A pre-reunion reunion.
00:57:03You should come.
00:57:05Yeah, come with me.
00:57:06No.
00:57:07Oh, my God.
00:57:08Don't worry about me, no.
00:57:10It would be so cool.
00:57:11I'm not coming.
00:57:13Please.
00:57:18It's kind of my reoccurring nightmare.
00:57:20You know?
00:57:20Yeah.
00:57:25You know, JC's changed a lot.
00:57:33I'm sure.
00:57:34She's...
00:57:36After she had kids, she really lightened up.
00:57:38I'm still not going.
00:57:44They've all seen your magazine.
00:57:46It's not my magazine.
00:57:47Still.
00:57:49They really like it.
00:57:49They all say really nice things.
00:57:52Oh, my God.
00:57:57You have fun, though.
00:58:00Okay.
00:58:00Pretty good.
00:58:23Okay.
00:58:23Pretty good.
00:58:25You know, I'm...
00:58:26I'm sorry.
00:58:27But it's.
00:58:27I don't know.
00:58:32I don't know.
00:58:34I don't know.
00:58:35You know, I don't know.
00:58:36I don't know.
00:58:45I don't know.
00:58:47I don't know.
00:58:47Toilin, toilin, little gun I'm boilin
00:58:59While you dwell within it, you are ever happy then
00:59:12Childhood, joyland, mystic maritime
00:59:27Once you pass its borders, you can never return again
00:59:41The history continues in 90 seconds
01:00:05Childhood, joy, mystic maritime
01:00:21Once you pass its borders, you can never return again
01:00:39It's not cheating if it's just there in front of me.
01:00:57Aren't you curious?
01:01:09About what?
01:01:11Their looks, how they treat you
01:01:15No
01:01:17Lies
01:01:19How? Why is everyone trying to tell me how I should feel about this?
01:01:22Literally no one's telling you that, you're telling yourself that
01:01:25It's my turn
01:01:27Yellow
01:01:29Not everyone can be perfect
01:01:31And what's that supposed to mean?
01:01:33It means you have the stuff, so don't worry
01:01:37I have the stuff?
01:01:38Yeah
01:01:39What the hell's the stuff?
01:01:40You know, the job, the location, etc.
01:01:45And that's what matters
01:01:47Thanks
01:01:48And you have two more cards
01:01:49Cool
01:01:50That's not what I'm saying, I'm just trying to help you feel better about yourself
01:01:55Just because this town stirs shit up in me doesn't mean I forget what matters
01:02:01Then what matters?
01:02:04You're asking me that, like I have to prove something to you?
01:02:07No, I'm not asking you to prove something to me, I'm just trying to give you some reassurance, okay?
01:02:14I don't need it
01:02:15Alright
01:02:16Shit
01:02:17Okay, fuck
01:02:18Message receipt
01:02:24Is it my turn?
01:02:25Mine
01:02:26I don't know
01:02:27Yeah, mine
01:02:35Sorry
01:02:36Oh my gosh
01:02:41That got me
01:02:45Okay, you can stop with the nines now, please
01:02:48Okay
01:03:18I brought you some tea.
01:03:40Yeah, of course.
01:03:48Is it good?
01:03:51Yeah, it is.
01:03:52It's nice.
01:03:55Kind of strong.
01:03:58How was your day?
01:04:00It was good.
01:04:01Yeah?
01:04:02You should have been there last night.
01:04:04Everyone was there.
01:04:07Almost everyone.
01:04:11The important ones?
01:04:13No, that's not what I meant.
01:04:16Mm-hmm.
01:04:20You don't have to do this, you know.
01:04:24Do what?
01:04:27All of this.
01:04:28Help my mom with the plants hang out with me.
01:04:32I know.
01:04:42Do you feel sorry for me or something?
01:04:44Is that what this is?
01:04:45What?
01:04:49You help everyone.
01:04:51You help the trees.
01:04:53Now helping me.
01:04:57I don't know if it makes sense.
01:05:00I'm not trying to do anything.
01:05:03Is it so hard to believe that I just want to be here with you?
01:05:10Knowing your past?
01:05:12Maybe it is.
01:05:14Yeah.
01:05:15I'm not trying.
01:05:16It's so hard to believe that I was good.
01:05:18No.
01:05:21You have a good idea.
01:05:22I'm not going to think of any kind of things.
01:05:23Oh, man.
01:05:24No.
01:05:25You don't have to believe it.
01:05:26You didn't have to.
01:05:28But you didn't have to believe it.
01:05:29You don't have to believe it.
01:05:30I don't have to believe it.
01:05:33You don't have to believe it.
01:06:05Sweetie, these knuckleheads are wearing me out.
01:06:10I want to talk to you.
01:06:13Can we turn that off?
01:06:19Hey, you.
01:06:21In there.
01:06:22What's going on with you?
01:06:24You're doing your silent act.
01:06:32Don't shake your head.
01:06:33I know you.
01:06:35There's something going on.
01:06:38I lost my job.
01:06:41That's it?
01:06:43That's why you're so sad?
01:06:45Just now?
01:06:46No.
01:06:47Okay.
01:06:48Well, geez, I thought it was going to be something, like, big.
01:06:53Job's nothing.
01:06:55Just don't tell Mom.
01:06:57She'll make something big out of it.
01:06:59You know?
01:07:00Because I'm a loser.
01:07:01Why would you even say that?
01:07:03Because it's true.
01:07:04Because it's true.
01:07:05Oh, come on.
01:07:06It has nothing to do with it.
01:07:08Your job has nothing to do with you, sweetie.
01:07:13To be honest, you're 20s.
01:07:15You're 28.
01:07:16Okay?
01:07:17Thanks for reminding me.
01:07:19Okay.
01:07:20I'm making a point here.
01:07:22You're 28.
01:07:23Your 20s are for screwing up, doing crazy stuff.
01:07:27You haven't done anything like that yet.
01:07:29I was wondering if you're...
01:07:31I was starting to get a little worried about you.
01:07:34That you hadn't screwed up.
01:07:36You know?
01:07:38Don't worry.
01:07:39Don't sweat it.
01:07:40This is nothing.
01:07:44Are you hearing me?
01:07:47Why are you so deep about this?
01:07:52Do you miss Auntie Cher?
01:07:55No.
01:07:56Sure I do.
01:07:57She's...
01:07:58I miss her every day.
01:07:59Yeah, I know.
01:08:00We had the best laughs.
01:08:02Every time we'd get together, she'd make me laugh.
01:08:05And no matter how shitty the day was, you know?
01:08:07Yeah.
01:08:08She'd find something funny in it, you know?
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11That's a talent.
01:08:12I love that about her.
01:08:16I'm sorry I didn't go to the funeral.
01:08:21Sweetie, there you go again.
01:08:23You're looking back to stuff that's, you know...
01:08:26I just don't know what's wrong with me, you know?
01:08:28There's nothing wrong with you.
01:08:32There is nothing wrong with you.
01:08:36Can you hear that?
01:08:37I'll say it again, there's nothing wrong with you.
01:08:40You just keep looking back and bumming yourself out with stuff from the past.
01:08:45You can't do anything about that.
01:08:47Just take this day and go forward.
01:08:51I've ever felt proud of me.
01:08:54Proud?
01:08:55Always.
01:08:57Your mother and I have been proud of you all of your life.
01:09:00All along with your life.
01:09:01All along with your life, and you still don't hear that.
01:09:07What is it about you that you keep beating yourself up?
01:09:11How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:09:14How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:09:15How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:09:17months yet past its borders at home.
01:09:26After the end of my life, you can never...
01:09:28stop it.
01:09:30yeah?
01:09:31And again...
01:09:35Nothing, nothing you can do
01:09:37would ever make me not proud of you.
01:09:40Is that clear enough?
01:09:43Yeah. Yeah.
01:09:46Okay.
01:09:50Mom, did you forget to roll out the dough?
01:09:53Why are we doing it with these cookies?
01:09:56I have no idea.
01:09:58Where are you going?
01:10:00It's gonna freeze tonight.
01:10:03So he's not coming?
01:10:06She has a life too, you know.
01:10:08I know. I know that.
01:10:11Yeah, she had to take her mother...
01:10:14her mother to the doctor.
01:10:17What's wrong with her mom?
01:10:19Nothing.
01:10:20She just wants to have a little peace of mind
01:10:23after losing her dad like that.
01:10:26I'll cover your plans.
01:10:28What?
01:10:29Don't worry.
01:10:30Sit down.
01:10:31Are you sure?
01:10:32Yeah.
01:10:33Really?
01:10:34Yeah.
01:10:35You didn't even finish this.
01:10:36It looks terrible.
01:10:38Thank you sweetheart.
01:10:39It looks like a chocolate chip cookie.
01:10:44I don't know what I'm gonna smear all over it.
01:10:47You think an orange gummy bear would help?
01:10:49Yeah, I think so.
01:10:50I'm gonna give it some sprinkles.
01:10:51There.
01:10:52There you go.
01:10:53There you go.
01:10:54Ooh, fancy.
01:10:55Gorgeous.
01:10:56A red gummy bear.
01:10:58Here's a green gummy bear.
01:11:00My sister is so talented.
01:11:02You can put a green gummy bear on yours.
01:11:04Here we go.
01:11:05Oh, thank you.
01:11:06There you go.
01:11:07A green one.
01:11:08Okay.
01:11:10Christmas gummy.
01:11:11Yeah, absolutely.
01:11:12Cheers.
01:11:13Cheers.
01:11:14Cheers.
01:11:15Cheers.
01:11:16All right.
01:11:17Oh.
01:11:18Mmm.
01:11:19Mmm.
01:11:20Mmm.
01:11:21Mmm.
01:11:22Let me grab some chocolate chips.
01:11:24That's a weird combination.
01:11:25I'm into it.
01:11:26Mmm.
01:11:27Mmm.
01:11:40Mmm.
01:11:42Mmm.
01:11:47Mmm.
01:11:52a
01:11:57No, I'm sorry, no, I'm old, I don't remember these things.
01:12:11Angel or a star this year?
01:12:15Ainsley, you decide.
01:12:18Okay, you want to put it up?
01:12:20You want to do the honors?
01:12:22Let's all do it.
01:12:24Okay, yeah, let's all do it.
01:12:27There we go.
01:12:28The effort, the effort's too much.
01:12:30I'm trying really hard.
01:12:31You can't even see it.
01:12:32It's totally strange.
01:12:33What are you trying to say over there?
01:12:35Let's make some candle light or something.
01:12:37Oh, where's the lighter, Dad?
01:12:39You had that.
01:12:40Mom, is it over there in that area?
01:12:43I don't see it anywhere.
01:12:45It's sitting on it.
01:12:46Aha, there it is.
01:12:48Alrighty, here we go.
01:12:49We're sitting on it?
01:12:50You had Santa's belt, and Papa had Santa's belt, and so you and I had the plaid.
01:12:57How do you remember these things?
01:12:59Well, I'm lucky.
01:13:01Okay, okay.
01:13:02I think you did.
01:13:03Good job.
01:13:04Let's hang some balls.
01:13:05I lost my job.
01:13:07You lost your job just now?
01:13:11Yeah, just now.
01:13:13No, Mom.
01:13:14Mom, don't.
01:13:15Don't do it now.
01:13:17When is it the time to do it?
01:13:20Don't worry about it.
01:13:21Let's do it after Christmas.
01:13:23You know I'm worried.
01:13:24Let's hang these balls.
01:13:25Don't worry.
01:13:26Yeah.
01:13:27Fine.
01:13:28Especially the glittery one.
01:13:29Yeah, here we go.
01:13:30Okay, you got one.
01:13:31You got a hook.
01:13:32I think they've all vanished into the other dimension.
01:13:35Yeah.
01:13:36Probably.
01:13:37With all of our socks.
01:13:38You're going to put the socks in the tree this year, or do you want to put them up over the window?
01:13:42Oh, I put mine here.
01:13:43You guys need to do yours.
01:13:44Yeah?
01:13:45Yeah, we can hang ours on the tree.
01:13:46You said gold.
01:13:47Oh, yeah.
01:13:48Okay.
01:13:49Okay, here we go.
01:13:50Dad.
01:13:51At least these have loops on them.
01:13:52I'll do yours, Dad.
01:13:53You got mine?
01:13:54Yeah.
01:13:55Alrighty.
01:13:56Nice and low.
01:13:57There we go.
01:13:59She said I'm hanging low.
01:14:02What's that?
01:14:03What does he mean by that?
01:14:04I'm not even going to touch that one.
01:14:06Nope.
01:14:07It's Christmas.
01:14:08Nope.
01:14:09Oh, forgive us.
01:14:11Hey.
01:14:12Hey.
01:14:13Do you mind if I sit?
01:14:14How'd you know I was here?
01:14:15I talked to your mom.
01:14:16She told me.
01:14:17Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
01:14:18Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
01:14:19Who loved Christmas?
01:14:20Oh, no.
01:14:21Yeah.
01:14:22Just a minute.
01:14:23A little.
01:14:24I'll tell you, I'm gonna stay with you.
01:14:25You're right.
01:14:26You're right, too.
01:14:27I know.
01:14:28I'll tell you.
01:14:29You're right.
01:14:30I know.
01:14:31You're right, too.
01:14:32I know you're right.
01:14:33I know you're right.
01:14:34I know you're right.
01:14:35I know you're right.
01:14:36I know you're right.
01:14:38Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
01:14:46Who loved Christmas?
01:14:49Any excuse for all of us to sit in the same room and buy us this stupidest presents?
01:15:07Hey. I'm sorry about everything.
01:15:19It's okay.
01:15:26I don't know why sometimes I just do the whole self-sabotaging thing.
01:15:32It's easier than facing reality, you know?
01:15:35It's not an excuse, I know.
01:15:39How would you know if you didn't try, right?
01:15:44Yeah, I don't know. It's true.
01:15:52I brought some things.
01:15:57You said that you guys loved Christmas, so I just thought...
01:16:06Oh.
01:16:11There's that. That's really sweet.
01:16:13Yeah.
01:16:25Some lights.
01:16:35Okay, got it.
01:16:36Okay.
01:16:44And...
01:16:46A letter.
01:16:47You wrote this?
01:16:48Yeah.
01:16:49You can read it later.
01:16:50Oh, there we go.
01:17:13Perfect.
01:17:14There's a receipt for a donut. Does this count?
01:17:15Ainge, it's cheating.
01:17:16Dad, you're just cleaning out your pockets.
01:17:20Those are receipts.
01:17:21It's weighing me down. You didn't say it was...
01:17:22At least they won't end up in the washing machine.
01:17:23Physical or emotional.
01:17:24No, he's right, actually.
01:17:25I didn't specify.
01:17:26She didn't specify, so...
01:17:28She didn't specify, so...
01:17:29She didn't specify.
01:17:30It's just weighing me down.
01:17:34Okay, I...
01:17:36All of these...
01:17:37None of these.
01:17:39All of these...
01:17:40At least they won't end up in the washing machine.
01:17:42Physical or emotional?
01:17:44No, he's right, actually.
01:17:46Oh, come on. I didn't specify, so.
01:17:48She didn't specify.
01:17:50This is just weighing me down.
01:17:52Jeez.
01:17:54All these, none of these.
01:17:56Alright, I'm gonna go to my car, get my stuff,
01:17:58and just dump it all in there.
01:18:00I don't even have to go to a car wash.
01:18:02Just throw it in.
01:18:04Did you bring any more underwear?
01:18:06No, just the one pair.
01:18:08I mean, he doesn't own any more.
01:18:10She doesn't own any more.
01:18:12No plastic straws, right?
01:18:14Did you want to look through your other coats, maybe, as well?
01:18:16Is that what's happening right now?
01:18:18Yeah, that's a lot of receipts, right?
01:18:20This is kind of fun. I feel lighter already.
01:18:22Oh.
01:18:24Here, let me have a couple.
01:18:26I'll throw them in for you.
01:18:28Here's one. You can throw that in.
01:18:30Alright, alright.
01:18:32Alright, here we go.
01:18:34You want to check it first, Mom?
01:18:36It's checking.
01:18:38See what he's trying to burn here.
01:18:40What evidence is he trying to get rid of?
01:18:42Yeah.
01:18:48So, why did I bring all this stuff?
01:18:50Well, we're gonna...
01:18:52Oh, I see.
01:18:54You see.
01:18:56We're gonna burn all my valuables.
01:18:58I said not to bring valuables.
01:19:00I'm kidding.
01:19:02Alright.
01:19:04Let's see.
01:19:06You first.
01:19:08Me first.
01:19:10While you're sitting on them, so...
01:19:14Okay.
01:19:18So...
01:19:20I lost my job.
01:19:22It happens.
01:19:28That's it.
01:19:30I'm sorry.
01:19:32Don't be.
01:19:34I...
01:19:38Published my own photos...
01:19:42In one of the spreads.
01:19:44Yeah.
01:19:46Um...
01:19:48I was just tired.
01:19:50Tired of...
01:19:51Publishing everyone else's work.
01:19:52And not catching a break.
01:19:54So I just did it without a thought.
01:19:56And, uh...
01:19:58Here we are.
01:20:00So, uh...
01:20:02It's a job.
01:20:04People lose them every day.
01:20:06It's not just a job.
01:20:08That's what anyone brings up in this town.
01:20:12It's my job.
01:20:18You know, no one approached you in high school
01:20:20because it was like you had everything figured out.
01:20:24It was because you were intimidating.
01:20:26That's not true.
01:20:30I don't know.
01:20:32People ask you your job right off the bat
01:20:35so they can calculate how much respect to give you.
01:20:37Yeah?
01:20:43Mm-hmm.
01:20:44No?
01:20:45No one has everything figured out.
01:20:49And if they think they do, they're lying to themselves.
01:20:56Yeah.
01:20:59So that brings me to my next unload.
01:21:02Uh...
01:21:03I definitely thought I had everything figured out back then.
01:21:06Mm-hmm.
01:21:09Oh, no.
01:21:10Yeah.
01:21:11It's pretty bad.
01:21:12Can I keep this, please?
01:21:13No, you can't keep it.
01:21:14Oh, please.
01:21:15No.
01:21:18Yeah.
01:21:19I'm gonna keep this.
01:21:21You want it?
01:21:22Mm-hmm.
01:21:23You really want it?
01:21:24Yeah.
01:21:25Okay.
01:21:26So it's your turn.
01:21:27Okay.
01:21:29I'm excited to see what you have.
01:21:35Is this your retainer?
01:21:36It caused me a lot of pain.
01:21:39This isn't gonna burn so far now.
01:21:42Yeah, I know.
01:21:43I just need to make peace with it, you know?
01:21:45It's a bit traumatic, but I get it.
01:21:48Yeah.
01:21:49You brought something that can burn, right?
01:21:51I did, yeah.
01:21:52Okay.
01:21:53Okay, this feels really good.
01:21:56This is a paper I wrote in the fifth grade, and it has haunted me ever since.
01:22:02No, don't read it.
01:22:03What does it say you wanna be when you grow up?
01:22:06A dog.
01:22:07Let's not talk about it.
01:22:08A boy made fun of me, he said it was stupid, and it wasn't a real dream, and I cried.
01:22:13Okay.
01:22:15He's stupid, because you're kinda living that anyway.
01:22:18You know how?
01:22:19I mean, not in a bad way.
01:22:21Like, everything you're doing, and...
01:22:25You know, I'm a grown-up now, so I'm gonna take out this account for mine.
01:22:27Yeah, it came out worse than it.
01:22:31I don't think we should burn it.
01:22:35Hey, you choose mine, I choose yours.
01:22:39Oh, so I get to keep it then?
01:22:40It's yours.
01:22:41Okay.
01:22:43You wanna go out tonight?
01:22:48The reunion.
01:22:50Screw the reunion.
01:22:53I don't know.
01:22:56Maybe we should go.
01:23:01Grace them with our presents, you know?
01:23:04It may be fun.
01:23:05Really?
01:23:06Yeah.
01:23:07Yeah.
01:23:12I would like that.
01:23:13I would like that.
01:23:14I would like that.
01:23:15You know, my friend, I would like it.
01:23:19I would like that.
01:23:21I'd like it.
01:23:25I would like that.
01:23:31It's a weird one last time.
01:23:33It's like a new one.
01:23:34You're right.
01:23:36It's a weird one.
01:23:37Toiland, Toiland, little girl and boyland, while you dwell with pivot, you are ever happy
01:24:05there. It's so slow. Childhood's joyland, mystical merry toyland. Once you pass its borders, you can never return again.
01:24:35Okay, I've got some time. Toiland, oh, it's the same thing. Toiland, little girl and boyland,
01:24:51while you dwell within it, you are ever happy there. Childhood's joyland, mystical merry
01:25:21return again. It just repeats the same thing I didn't know. Never return again. I never knew this
01:25:34about this song. Once you pass its borders, you can never return again.
01:25:46That's all. That's it. That's the song. Thank you. That was beautiful. Thank you so much.
01:25:58I'd say your turn, but you've already performed for me. Yeah, thank you. That was beautiful.
01:26:04Thanks. It felt really good.
01:26:14I'll let you go. Just need some time.
01:26:24I'll let you go. Just need some time. You're on pace. You need to find your way. I know now you'll never change your mind.
01:26:48I know now you'll never change your mind
01:26:53For something that matters, matters to me
01:27:00You do not know what I have in mind
01:27:12I packed our bags, we'll be on our way
01:27:15The night was long as I waited without a sign