The Chi (2018) Season 7 Episode 2- The Fall Out
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00:00Previously on The Shot.
00:07Did you kill my son?
00:09Zay made the call.
00:11I need a favor.
00:13Where's Zay at?
00:15Why?
00:16Just tell me where the fuck I can find this nigga.
00:18Payday's until tomorrow.
00:20I don't want your money.
00:21What you say to me?
00:22Okay.
00:27So, who's in charge of the extra cash flow now that your plug is dead?
00:32His number two.
00:34Do you have a relationship with him?
00:36Nah, but I need to build one.
00:39Now how the fuck is that gonna benefit me?
00:41I'm here to make sure your path is protected.
00:44So how much is your guidance, Pastor?
00:46Two acts a session.
00:49I'm worried.
00:50About what?
00:51About whether or not I can really be here for EJ right now.
00:55We could take him for a few days.
00:58Oh, I mean full time.
00:59So you get mad at me for buying Tiff a car without talking to you first.
01:03But y'all can just agree on bringing another kid in the house without talking to me?
01:07We need to support Tiff.
01:10It's me or them.
01:17What do you need?
01:18A new place to stay.
01:19What you should do is enroll in school and stay on campus.
01:22Oh, I can't do that.
01:23I need you to ask your friend to give Bakari a scholarship.
01:26Alicia, if I give you this scholarship, you owe me your life.
01:33I know you killed my son.
01:35No, no, no, no, no.
01:41Nobody's going to avenge the death of my son but me.
02:08Alicia.
02:11What do you want?
02:12How can I help you?
02:14I need to talk to you.
02:15What's wrong?
02:17I'm pregnant.
02:19Oh my gosh.
02:24Oh, this is a miracle.
02:28Rob would have been so happy.
02:30Yeah, he would have.
02:32My poor baby won't get a chance to meet his baby.
02:36I know.
02:37But we'll raise him with love.
02:40What makes you think it's a him?
02:42I feel it.
02:44How do you feel?
02:46Nervous, scared.
02:48You don't have anything to be afraid of.
02:50I have a child and one on the way.
02:53Rob is gone, I'm all alone.
02:54You're not alone.
02:56You can come and stay here with me.
02:58I prefer it.
02:59I can't just move.
03:00Of course you can.
03:02I'll have my people come and pack you up.
03:04Why don't you lift a finger?
03:07I don't know.
03:09It'll be better for both of us.
03:13Okay.
03:15A new heir to the throne and about to be born.
03:29So what are you hoping to get from this?
03:33My mother forgave me for the dirt I've done and the pain I caused.
03:36That's a heavy lift.
03:38That's why I'm paying you.
03:40Just a guide.
03:42You have to do the work.
03:43What the fuck is the work?
03:44First you gotta look to God, get right with him, and then you gotta get right with yourself.
03:48And how do I do that?
03:50You have to change.
03:51Change what?
03:53Your behavior.
03:55Thank you for your time.
03:57Look, you can't just sit here and talk.
04:00When you walk out that door, you have to realize you are a child of God at all times, not just when it's convenient.
04:06Do you understand what I do?
04:07I understand it isn't legal.
04:09I can't be soft.
04:10I'm asking you to be noble.
04:12In this line of work, I have to step out of myself sometimes.
04:15When do you have to do that?
04:16Whenever I take someone's life, I go somewhere in my mind.
04:20Where do you go?
04:21I don't know, but I'm not in my body.
04:25That's interesting.
04:29I can't lose that.
04:33If you get closer to God, you might.
04:38Then I can't do this.
04:42Nah, man.
04:43When you're ready, let me know.
04:48You know, sharing your barber means you actually really fuck with me.
04:52Yeah, don't make me regret it.
04:54I mean, I haven't made you regret anything yet.
04:57That's true.
04:58You really came through when Duda was on my ass.
05:00I appreciate that shit.
05:01Man, I'm just glad we ain't got to do shit for that nigga no more.
05:05Me too.
05:06You know what?
05:07I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09I don't care.
05:10I don't care.
05:11I don't care.
05:12I don't care.
05:13I don't care.
05:14I don't care.
05:16Me too.
05:21What?
05:22When you start doing that shit?
05:23My nails?
05:24I don't know.
05:25I just tried it.
05:26I kind of like it.
05:27You like girls, right?
05:29Of course.
05:30All right.
05:31I mean, I'm not going to lie, though.
05:32I kind of do want to keep an open mind.
05:34What the fuck that mean?
05:35Exactly what it sound like.
05:37I mean, does that mean you gay?
05:39No.
05:40I think it's more like...
05:41I don't know.
05:42I don't know.
05:43I think it might be like an energy thing for me.
05:45We the same age, right?
05:47Yeah.
05:48So this ain't no new age shit.
05:49No, bro.
05:50Niggas just be different.
05:51Yeah.
05:52I guess.
05:53What?
05:54I just think niggas wearing nail polish is kind of gay.
05:57Okay.
05:58What?
05:59And so having three babies by three different women is kind of straight?
06:02All right.
06:03Whatever, bro.
06:04Look.
06:05I love you.
06:06No matter what.
06:07You better.
06:08Just don't expect me to start doing that shit.
06:10Bro, I don't know how you talking shit about my polish.
06:12And that pinky ring you got on is getting curious.
06:14Huh?
06:15You know, with the black diamond.
06:16Look out of here.
06:17Mixing metals and shit.
06:22Let's get you settled in.
06:25This is your room.
06:34Are you serious?
06:37Welcome home.
06:41What?
06:55Here you go.
06:58This is all happening fast, don't you think?
07:01Yeah, I think it'll be good.
07:04For you?
07:05Or for her?
07:06For both of us.
07:08Still want us to watch EJ?
07:10Yeah, because I think staying here would just confuse him even more.
07:17How you doing?
07:20I'm pregnant.
07:22What?
07:24I know, I just found out.
07:26Oh my God.
07:28How you feel?
07:30Nervous.
07:34I just knew he would have been so happy.
07:37I'm so sorry.
07:38Me too.
07:40Can you keep that to yourself for now?
07:42Okay.
07:44You could tell Emmett, but that's it.
07:46Of course.
07:48I guess we both about to be waddling around.
07:50This is so crazy.
07:52Alicia was right.
07:54About what?
07:56About us being a ghetto black Brady bunch.
08:00She ain't have to say it.
08:02Girl, you know she gonna say it.
08:04She's not built for anything.
08:05She's not built for anything.
08:17Who are you?
08:19Oh, you must be Jamal's little sister.
08:22I have a name.
08:24Yeah, Lynae, right?
08:26Yes.
08:27It's nice to meet you.
08:30Jamal didn't tell you about us?
08:32No.
08:33That's interesting.
08:35Is it?
08:37I mean, well, we are kind of new and everything.
08:39Then why are you moving in?
08:43Shit.
08:45Lynae, this is my girlfriend.
08:47I know.
08:49Why is she moving in here?
08:51Because I asked her to.
08:53We need to talk.
08:55Yeah, we do too.
09:04Can I stay with you?
09:07For how long?
09:10Just while I finish school.
09:13Hey.
09:15You know you're gonna be on the couch, right?
09:17That's cool.
09:19I'm used to that shit.
09:22You got enough money for school
09:24or you gonna have to put in some extra work?
09:26No, I'm good.
09:28I got a scholarship.
09:30How you gonna do that?
09:32That's a garner.
09:35With some strings.
09:37Good for you.
09:44Where is Ronnie's other shoe?
09:46His what?
09:47His shoe.
09:49DJ, turn that TV down.
09:51Ronnie, where your shoe at?
09:53He knew.
09:54Why would I be asking you?
09:56Here you go, mama.
09:58His mama said he's gluten free now, Ronnie.
09:59His mama said he's gluten free now, remember?
10:01How come none of us was gluten free when we was kids?
10:03Because our mamas didn't know no better.
10:05No, they didn't give a shit.
10:07Emmett, language.
10:09Look, I'm doing my best.
10:11You gotta do better.
10:13EJ has his gym class today
10:15and I was thinking you can take Cassius and Ronnie
10:17by that community garden because I know that was nice.
10:19Some of that stuff gonna have to wait.
10:21You can come with me to Smokey's.
10:23We need to put these kids on a routine.
10:25But I also have to work.
10:27I'm just saying EJ needs stability
10:29and I'm tired.
10:31You don't get to be tired.
10:33I'm the one that's pregnant.
10:42How you feeling?
10:46I'm grateful we have each other.
10:48I don't see how Tiff is gonna do this by herself.
10:51Do what?
10:53Oh, she said I can tell you she's pregnant.
10:55What?
10:57Yeah.
10:58I know, it's so sad.
11:00Yeah.
11:02You okay?
11:04Yeah, I'm just in shock.
11:06But I'm happy for her.
11:08Yeah, I'm happy for her too.
11:10Bittersweet, you know?
11:12Yeah.
11:16Thank you, ma'am.
11:22Ronnie, come here.
11:28Come here.
11:44Who's the first lady?
11:46There's some chick I used to mess with.
11:49You still messing with her?
11:51I ain't gotta tell you nothing.
11:53We don't go to that.
11:55Is she really your first lady?
11:56Yeah.
11:58Of a church?
12:00Yeah.
12:02Which one?
12:04Man, don't worry about it.
12:06Secretive?
12:08No, your ass is nosy.
12:10I just like you.
12:12Stop being so damn clingy.
12:14I like clinging to you.
12:16I don't know.
12:18I don't like Carla.
12:20Ronnie, man.
12:27You need to ask me before you move some random girl in here.
12:30I don't need to run shit by you.
12:32Yes, you do.
12:34I live here.
12:36I'm your guardian.
12:38That doesn't mean you don't have to show me the decency of telling me you moving some bitch in here.
12:40Don't call her a bitch.
12:42If you told me her name, I wouldn't have to.
12:44It's Dom.
12:46I know that now.
12:48Good.
12:50Good?
12:53You really like her?
12:54I do.
12:57Okay.
12:59Fine.
13:01I'll give her a chance.
13:05And I'm sorry I didn't talk to you about it earlier.
13:08It's okay.
13:12Hey.
13:14I want to have a baby.
13:17Oh, Jesus.
13:20That's your reaction to me saying I want to have a baby?
13:22Are we really having this conversation?
13:24Yeah.
13:26Why can't we?
13:32Because I'm still raising Gemma.
13:34Okay.
13:36I'd like a chance to have a child of my own.
13:38Since when?
13:40I always wanted to have one.
13:42I just, I didn't want to do it alone.
13:44And I think you're a great father.
13:46And I love you.
13:48I love you, too.
13:49And I love the life we're building.
13:52We got a good thing going.
13:54I don't want to rock the boat.
13:56It would only rock us for a little while.
13:58No.
14:00It gets harder as they get older.
14:02Trust me.
14:04You love Gemma.
14:06Of course I do.
14:08And I'm also glad she's out of my house.
14:10So you're saying no?
14:12I'm...
14:15I'm asking you to consider where I'm coming from.
14:16I'm asking you to consider where I'm coming from.
14:29What?
14:31Beet juice?
14:33Why is he drinking beet juice?
14:35Because it's good for your health.
14:37And more important, it's good for the baby.
14:41You pregnant?
14:43Chad, please.
14:44I am in my second spring.
14:46So you're not pregnant?
14:48No.
14:50Oh.
14:51But she is.
14:53Hey.
14:54Hey.
14:56Oh, she lives with us now.
14:58Oh, oh, oh, okay.
15:00Yeah.
15:01Okay, all right.
15:02Well, I'll let you two ladies handle that then.
15:06Good.
15:09Tiff.
15:10Tiff.
15:13It's important that you avoid simple carbohydrates while pregnant.
15:18Why?
15:20Because you're not getting gestational diabetes on my watch.
15:24What you eat, the baby eats.
15:26And this little boy is going to inherit everything I own.
15:29So you have to take care of him.
15:35You know it could be a girl.
15:37Well, if it is, I hope she inherits my beauty.
15:41Excuse me?
15:42Look, Tiff.
15:44This pregnancy is going to gift you a sense of urgency you've never known before.
15:49You're going to become a heightened version of yourself.
15:52Look at the world with different eyes from now on.
15:57You act like I haven't been pregnant before.
16:01It's different now.
16:02How?
16:04Because you're carrying my legacy.
16:06Which is why I want you to become the owner of the Cigar Lounge and Barbershop.
16:10What?
16:11It's time to get to work.
16:13Especially before the baby comes.
16:15So I shouldn't be resting right now?
16:17You have to get used to moving.
16:19You have to be a warrior.
16:24Okay.
16:29I want you to go by the lounge today.
16:31Just to get to lay of the land.
16:34Thank you, Alicia, for everything.
16:36Of course.
16:39We're family now.
16:46Hey, look here.
16:47I told y'all to hang out in my office.
16:48Why y'all out here?
16:49Okay.
16:50Stop running.
16:51Eat here.
16:52See, so brother, I'm leaving.
16:54I'm leaving.
16:55I'm leaving.
16:56I'm leaving.
16:57I'm leaving.
16:58I'm leaving.
16:59I'm leaving.
17:00See, so brother, I'm leaving.
17:01I'm leaving.
17:02Hey, I know you hear me.
17:03Your mouth's on.
17:04Hey, stop.
17:05And the jackfruit.
17:06Sorry, sorry.
17:07One second.
17:08All right, y'all settle down.
17:09Stop playing.
17:11Oh, I think he got a groove.
17:12How you know?
17:13Well, like 10 minutes ago he told me he had to drop one.
17:15Hey, you know what?
17:18I'm good, bro.
17:20No, it's okay.
17:21Y'all got too much shit going on up in here.
17:22If they wear gloves in the back, grab him, grab him, grab him.
17:23I'm going to get on the fryer real quick.
17:24Rodney.
17:25I got you.
17:26I'm going to change in a minute.
17:27Hey, stop running in here.
17:29Slow down a little bit.
17:30Slow down.
17:31Oh!
17:32My monkey!
17:33Oh, his arm looks bad.
17:34I got to take him to the ER.
17:35All right.
17:36I'm gonna call Kiesha.
17:37Shah, why you didn't tell me y'all were going to Q's A?
17:38Because it wasn't none of your concern.
17:39It is if I tell you where the fuck he at.
17:40Hold up, Shorty.
17:41You owed me.
17:42I guess you'd fucking eat me.
17:43Yeah, I guess.
17:44What's up, man?
17:45You don't look like you're in a good mood.
17:46I'm not in a good mood.
17:47I'm just a little bit tired.
17:48I'm a little bit tired.
17:49I'm a little bit tired.
17:50I'm a little bit tired.
17:51I'm a little bit tired.
17:53Honey, I was talking to Bakari.
17:54Bakari, do you have your manuscript?
17:55Yes, ma'am, I sure do.
17:56Oh, I can't wait to read this in the tub tonight.
17:58I hope you like it.
18:00I'm sure I will.
18:01Oh, another transcript.
18:02We all haven't seen Conrad's transcript.
18:04She did tell us to get a text.
18:08I'm not that prone to forgiving.
18:12Can I have you to myself, Detective?
18:17I'll be right out.
18:21Okay, shorty.
18:29It's broken.
18:30Shit.
18:31Fuck.
18:32Language.
18:33You know how much it's gonna cost?
18:34Why you let him run around in the kitchen?
18:35I didn't let him.
18:36They weren't listening to me.
18:37And whose fault is that?
18:38Hey, I need to know if my son is gonna be safe in your care.
18:41He is.
18:42Hey, lower your voice.
18:43Don't tell me to lower my fucking voice.
18:44I'm gonna send a nurse in to set his arm.
18:49There you go.
18:51Of course.
18:52What up?
18:53What's up?
18:54Hey, you Amy's brother, right?
18:55Yeah.
18:56That's my homie, Ricard.
18:57Damien.
18:58Sure.
18:59All right, what you want?
19:00Yo.
19:01What the fuck is up with the name?
19:02Just give me your order, bro.
19:03Hey, look.
19:04I ain't talking shit.
19:05I'm just asking a question.
19:06I like him.
19:07Good for you.
19:08I like him.
19:09I like him.
19:10I like him.
19:11I like him.
19:12I like him.
19:13I like him.
19:14I like him.
19:15I like him.
19:16I like him.
19:17I like him.
19:18That's what I like about you.
19:19Now let me get a two-piece cheddar biscuit.
19:22Gotcha.
19:23Hey, you know those blunts are bad for your lungs.
19:28You should try some edibles.
19:30I have.
19:31That shit fuck with my stomach.
19:32That's just because you haven't had the right ones.
19:36I can find you some better ones, though.
19:38Bet.
19:39Bet.
19:40Better be that gas too, man.
19:48So, um, did she kill Zane?
19:54What, you the cops?
19:56You her lawyer?
19:58I'm her man.
20:00I hear she like him younger than you.
20:02When you hear that?
20:05I'm just fucking with you.
20:06Look at your face.
20:09Yeah, huh?
20:10You still play too good.
20:11Hold up.
20:13You want some help?
20:14I got it.
20:19Uh, look, Tiff, I just want to say I'm sorry.
20:23Rob was a good dude.
20:24He didn't deserve what happened to him.
20:26If there's anything you need from me,
20:27I'm always here for you.
20:29I'm good.
20:31You don't have to be strong for me.
20:36Um, I can use some help giving this place a new look.
20:41I can help with that.
20:42I got idle hands anyway.
20:43OK.
20:47OK.
20:49I got you.
21:03Macari told me Zay got killed.
21:06I got to tell Cam.
21:08Damn.
21:10Did she really love that nigga?
21:13I don't know.
21:13I think she really cared about him.
21:17I can't lie.
21:19I'm glad that nigga did.
21:21Don't say that.
21:22He's still one of God's children.
21:24Man, that nigga would have took us out if he had to.
21:28Yeah, well, now he's gone.
21:33Friends, I got some tea for you all today.
21:37So I heard that First Lady Tatiana on New Hope
21:40on Dion Church is hooking up with Jake Taylor.
21:44Yeah, you heard me right.
21:45See, I always knew some of these church folks wasn't shit.
21:48But that age difference is giving borderline grooming.
21:52I'm not trying to be messy.
21:54I do want to hear y'all's thoughts.
21:57Shit.
22:04What?
22:07This is crazy.
22:08Why are you getting praised and the First Lady getting dragged?
22:12That ain't right.
22:12Man, it is what it is.
22:22You need help with that?
22:24No, but I need help with the back door.
22:29It won't open.
22:31I think it might be some money or something back here.
22:35This key doesn't work.
22:38Let me give it a try.
22:39Let me see.
22:40Shit.
22:46OK, yeah, there's definitely some money up in there,
22:48because that shit ain't budging.
22:50I'll bring the guys in tomorrow, and we'll
22:52take it off the hinges.
22:53OK.
22:54Yeah?
22:56Of course.
22:57See you tomorrow.
23:08I appreciate it.
23:18Look, my bad.
23:20It's all good, man.
23:24Just dealing with a lot right now.
23:26Say, you ever thought you, like, moved on from somebody,
23:32and something happens, and you get this weird feeling
23:36in your stomach?
23:37It's strange, like, pinching your heart,
23:40because you know y'all are done forever.
23:43Yeah.
23:45You know exactly what you mean.
23:47I just can't believe Tiff's pregnant.
23:49What?
23:52Yeah.
23:55That's what I said.
24:02They tagging me left and right.
24:04You ruined me.
24:05Of course you're only worried about yourself.
24:06It's not just me.
24:07My church hangs in the balance.
24:09Oh, now it's your church.
24:10I built this place from the ground up.
24:12I helped you.
24:13And now you're burning it down.
24:15If you could have just been more careful,
24:16we wouldn't be in this mess.
24:18I was careful.
24:19Not careful enough.
24:20You do realize you're going to be known as Fatiana now?
24:22Wherever you go.
24:23Just calm down, Pastor.
24:25Look, elephants should never be concerned
24:27with the opinions of ants.
24:28These ants pay tithes.
24:30You need to stand by your wife right now.
24:37No.
24:38First ladies stand by their disgraced husbands
24:41all the time.
24:42No, no, that's true, Pastor.
24:44You have to do the hard thing in this moment.
24:46Fine.
24:50Do we need to put out a statement?
24:52No, no.
24:54Talking would only fuel the flames.
24:55Let's stand as a unified front and rise above the bullshit.
24:59We have to address this somehow.
25:01I agree with Charles.
25:03Of course you do.
25:05So when I give my sermon tomorrow,
25:08am I supposed to just go up there and act
25:09like nothing's going on?
25:14Let me preach tomorrow.
25:22Better not be getting ready for some other woman.
25:26Oh, you know we got the men's circle on Wednesdays.
25:29Yeah.
25:30I'm glad y'all got the men's circle.
25:31Yeah, I'm glad y'all doing that.
25:33Yeah, yeah, me too.
25:35Shoot, we need it.
25:37I think I should get the ladies together.
25:39Oh, Lord, here we go.
25:41What?
25:43All y'all gonna do is get together and gossip.
25:45That is not true.
25:46Women are more stressed than men.
25:48Yeah, we the ones paying all the bills.
25:50Please, what bills is Charles paying over at Alicia's house?
25:54Hey, leave Charles alone.
25:56At least he moved out.
25:57So he cheats on Deja with Marcus' woman.
26:01Now he laying up under Rob's mom.
26:04He's a mess.
26:06Hey, don't be talking about my brother like that.
26:07See, that's why I don't need you and your friends up in here
26:10just putting us down.
26:12Putting you down or just telling the truth?
26:15Our group is about uplifting each other.
26:17Now what y'all gonna do?
26:19Uplift each other as well and be support for each other
26:22because messing with y'all, we clearly need it.
26:26Well, if you host it, just let me know the night
26:29you're going to do it so I can make sure I disappear.
26:32OK.
26:33I'll let you know.
26:34All right, well, good luck with your little
26:36waiting to excel sister circle.
26:40Actually, I want to call it the set it off sister circle.
26:50What y'all going to do, rob banks on the weekends?
26:52I'm going to take whatever.
26:53Oh, you're going to take.
26:54Whatever.
26:55Whatever.
27:07I just wish he would have listened to me.
27:11He made his own decisions.
27:15I don't like being surrounded by death.
27:17It's not natural.
27:22I don't want to be around it either.
27:26What can we do?
27:32Leave.
27:37Somebody got to stay.
27:42I'm just scared.
27:47Yeah, me too.
27:52I'm sorry I snapped early.
27:55It's OK.
27:57It's been a stressful day.
27:59I just felt like the walls was closing in on me.
28:03Me too.
28:04I thought once Duda was dead, we could chill.
28:07But now you're being pregnant and us having EJ full time,
28:10it's like a whole other stress is swooped in.
28:12And it's just as stressful as somebody trying to kill me.
28:14I'm sorry.
28:15I'm sorry.
28:16I'm sorry.
28:16I'm sorry.
28:17I'm sorry.
28:18I'm sorry.
28:19I'm sorry.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:22And even more so.
28:26Forget Duda, these kids going to be the death of us.
28:29We got this.
28:35We all numbered now.
28:39I'm sorry I didn't discuss EJ moving in with you.
28:43You made the right decision.
28:45But we a team.
28:47Yeah.
28:48We just got to keep rolling with the punches.
28:50That was from back?
28:52Yep.
28:54We splitting the hospital bill, though?
28:58I'll bug my mama for some money.
29:04I knew that was coming.
29:08I hate this.
29:09We knew something like this was going to happen sooner or later.
29:12I'm just happy I was here when shit hit the fan.
29:15Yeah, your timing is interesting.
29:17Come on, Pastor, don't do me like that.
29:19I'm genuinely here to help you.
29:20You're also here to preach.
29:23I'm here to lift you up.
29:29I appreciate it.
29:32Maybe you and Tatiana go on a trip, you know?
29:35Get away for a while.
29:36I think it'd be good for you guys.
29:37I can hold down the fort.
29:39I'm not running.
29:41We're going to walk through this.
29:45OK.
29:46Amen to that.
29:49So I hired Victor to help me manage the lounge.
29:53One day in power, and you're already sharing it with a man?
29:56I can't do it alone.
29:58You have me.
29:59You're busy.
30:00In the future, you should discuss
30:02decisions like that with me.
30:04You gave me a job.
30:05Let me do it.
30:07Oh.
30:08Good girl.
30:10I'm a grown woman.
30:12You're a baby.
30:14I'm a grown woman.
30:16I'm a grown woman.
30:17You're a baby.
30:19Tell that to the baby growing inside me.
30:21You know what I mean.
30:22You have a lot to learn.
30:24From you?
30:25Yes.
30:26I'm an icon.
30:27You should take notes and be grateful
30:29I'm taking you under my wing.
30:31I am.
30:33Good.
30:36Cheers.
30:40This was so important to you.
30:41Why are you just bringing this up today?
30:43I'm telling you now.
30:46You don't think it's a little late?
30:49I'd rather have a child without you
30:50than be childless with you.
30:53Damn.
30:56That's cold.
30:57No, it's honest.
31:01You really want to have a baby that bad?
31:03I do.
31:04Fuck.
31:09I'm so sorry.
31:10Don't be.
31:13Don't be?
31:16That's what you want.
31:18You should have that.
31:20I'm sorry I can't have it with you.
31:25Me too.
31:30So, uh, is this it for us?
31:35I think so.
31:36Come here.
31:55You shouldn't be here.
31:58I know.
31:59I just wanted to come say sorry in person.
32:04Did you do this?
32:06Hell no.
32:08No, I swear.
32:12Some girl I was chilling with, she saw your text.
32:15How do you have me saved in your phone?
32:18First lady.
32:20Jesus.
32:22Look, I'm, my bad.
32:25Delete my number and leave me alone.
32:28Please.
32:32I will.
32:34I will.
32:42Yeah.
32:45Goodbye.
32:49Bye, first lady.
32:56Good news, good news.
33:00Going up yonder, better get on board.
33:04Good news, oh, good news.
33:07Going up yonder, gonna see my lord.
33:11Hey, from sunrise to sunrise.
33:15Want to say grace first?
33:16Yeah.
33:17OK.
33:20Dear God, thank you so much for your grace and favor.
33:24And please bless this food and those who can't be with us.
33:28Amen.
33:29Amen.
33:31Thank you so much for cooking.
33:32Of course.
33:44You can stay.
33:54So how long is Tiff staying with us?
33:57Excuse me?
33:58I saw you giving her a tour.
34:01She's carrying my grandchild.
34:02She can stay forever as far as I'm concerned.
34:04You know what?
34:05I don't like not having a say as to what
34:07goes on in this house.
34:08It's my house.
34:09Yeah, and I can't live like that.
34:11Then you can move out.
34:13Oh, so Bakari can move in, hmm?
34:18What are you talking about?
34:19What was he doing here earlier?
34:21Oh, he's my scholarship recipient.
34:23I just boost his self-esteem.
34:26It's good for him. That's all.
34:27That's all I was doing.
34:29Please.
34:31Don't be jealous.
34:35I'm not jealous of nobody.
34:36Oh, really?
34:39I know what I'll be doing when I'm not looking.
34:41Me too.
34:44You better watch.
34:47Let me see.
34:48Let me watch it.
34:49You better watch.
35:00What made you?
35:02Shit, these Chicago streets.
35:03Who are you when you're at home, by yourself?
35:07I don't know.
35:08Do the people you've killed haunt you?
35:12Yeah, sometimes.
35:14And what do you do when that happens?
35:16Shit, I smoke.
35:18How much?
35:18A lot.
35:20Does it make the ghosts go away?
35:22No, but it makes it hard for me to hear them.
35:24Who's been haunting you the most lately?
35:31This nigga had to take off with disrespecting me.
35:33I just felt out of his girl pregnant.
35:36How'd I make you feel?
35:38Like a fucking monster.
35:40Are you?
35:43Maybe I am.
35:44No.
35:46You're a child of God.
35:48This bitch seduced me.
35:49I'm not a child of God.
35:50I'm a man of God.
35:51I'm a man of God.
35:52I'm a child of God that's been seduced by the devil.
35:55What's the devil?
35:57Power, money, lust.
36:01I know all three.
36:02So do I.
36:03You're a bastard.
36:04So what?
36:05Nigga, you supposed to be better than the rest of us.
36:07We're often the worst among you.
36:10Why you think we leading the flock?
36:12You have to have an intimate relationship with sin
36:15to preach about it, to warn people of its dangers.
36:18I can't tell you to avoid a landmine
36:20until I've stepped on a few myself.
36:23Does that make sense?
36:25It does.
36:26I'm glad you decided to come back.
36:28You stupid.
36:29What is this meant to mean?
36:33Hey, Vic, this is real nice.
36:36Yeah, now that me and Tiff are taking over,
36:38it's going to be a place for conversation and community.
36:41Yeah.
36:42Last time I was in here, a dude almost tried to kill my ass.
36:45Guns ain't allowed no more.
36:46Thank God.
36:47Y'all got some food in or what?
36:49No, y'all got to go to Smokies for that.
36:51That's right.
36:52Just weed, cigars, and liquor, you see?
36:55They fuck around and move in.
36:58Oh, you ain't loving it over at your woman's mansion no more?
37:02Let's just say it's getting a little crowded over there.
37:05Yeah, we went from two to three real quick.
37:08Oh, you moved down there?
37:09I did, man.
37:10Yeah, I did.
37:11Yeah, you got yourself a nice woman there.
37:14Yeah.
37:15She real special.
37:17Why y'all looking like that?
37:19Mm-hmm.
37:22You know, me and Papi are on board.
37:24Hey, you be spreading that woman's business around
37:26like that, what matter with you?
37:27What?
37:28Um, well, you should just talk to her.
37:31Ask what?
37:32Just ask her about her history with us,
37:35and we'll see what she say.
37:37Hey, hey, hey, why y'all trying to mess up a happy home?
37:42I know you ain't laughing.
37:43Oh, preachers, what is this message?
37:47Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, get over your feelings.
37:51Who the fuck is you talking to?
37:57I guess I'll share.
38:01Marcus and I broke up.
38:03Oh, I'm sorry.
38:06What happened?
38:07I really want kids.
38:09You want to help with ours?
38:10Mm-hmm.
38:13I want the full experience of being pregnant.
38:17I get that.
38:18Yeah.
38:19You know, if you two aren't on the same page,
38:22you got to move on.
38:23Now that dude is gone, I feel like I can move on for real.
38:27Looking dying for you to move on?
38:28I was actually very disciplined while he was here.
38:31But let's be real, as long as he was walking this earth,
38:33there was always, like, a chance of us getting back together.
38:38Are you ready for the dating scene?
38:40Ooh, no.
38:42I feel so much safer in my house.
38:44Mm, don't we all?
38:45Mm, my house is too chaotic.
38:48It's because you got all them kids.
38:49Shut up.
38:52This is a beautiful respite.
38:54Thank you, Jada, I needed this.
38:56Me too.
38:58Thank you all for listening.
39:01Thank you, ladies, for taking part
39:03in the first sister circle.
39:06You know, if you keep it up, Tiff might eventually join.
39:08Oh, she could use it.
39:11I bet she could.
39:12Yeah.
39:12I'm going to keep it going.
39:14We appreciate you.
39:15Yeah.
39:16And you know what, I'm game to host the next one.
39:18You tell Emmitt to find somewhere else to be.
39:21Oh, you know I will.
39:22OK.
39:23And here's to our first sister circle.
39:25Yes, cheers.
39:27Cheers.
39:28To your sister circle.
39:29Hey.
39:33Are you tough?
39:34You ain't really tough.
39:36That little boy your money misses, puff.
39:37Hit him in his gut and watch that boy ball up.
39:40Hey, get up.
39:41Oh, you can't get up.
39:41Look like you giving up.
39:43You better not die.
39:44You hear that?
39:46I'm fucking heart racing.
39:48That's wonderful, bro.
39:49Chill.
39:50All right, if I die, is you.
39:53You're not going to die, bro.
39:54I'm going to live.
39:56If I wrote a book, would you read it?
40:06What?
40:07Maybe.
40:09What's the book about?
40:11My life.
40:12Is your life interesting?
40:15Yeah.
40:16I think so.
40:18I mean, OK.
40:20I'll read a book about your life.
40:22Bet.
40:23What?
40:23That little boy your money misses, puff.
40:25Hit him in his gut and watch that boy ball up.
40:28Hey, get up.
40:28Oh, you can't get up.
40:29Look like you giving up.
40:30You better not die.
40:36Can I help you?
40:41Just came here to tell you I don't want your money.
40:43I wasn't going to give it to you.
40:45Sorry for your loss.
40:46You should be.
40:50Congrats on the baby.
40:52Who the fuck told you I was pregnant?
40:54Well, you know I keep my ear to the street.
40:56The street shouldn't know.
40:57Let me know if you need anything.
40:59I don't need anything.
41:08Look like you need help with the door.
41:10I'm good.
41:14Let me see.
41:15Step aside.
41:17Very funny.
41:22The key.
41:26I'm going to put a little finesse in there.
41:32Voila.
41:33How did you do that?
41:35Dude used to have meetings back here all the time.
41:38He showed me how to pick the lock
41:39when you need extra cash.
41:43Look, if you need anything else, just let me know.
41:46I'm here.
41:48I'll remember that.
41:50All right.
41:51Have a good night.
42:00I'm sorry about your friend.
42:06I want to move.
42:11Where are you going to go?
42:13Can I go live with Grandma?
42:14My mother.
42:18My mother lives in Arkansas.
42:19You know she's too old to take care of you, right?
42:23You said she needs help around the house, and I could help.
42:30She would love to see her great grandchild more.
42:33You should spend time with her.
42:36That's true.
42:39But I don't know how much time we have
42:41before she makes her transition.
42:43Then let me go.
42:57Can y'all not tell everybody my business?
42:59I only told Emmett.
43:00I didn't tell nobody.
43:03Oh, shit.
43:04What?
43:05I mentioned it to Nook.
43:07Why the fuck would you do that?
43:08When did you talk to him?
43:09At the hospital.
43:10Oh, my God.
43:11I told you it was a secret.
43:12No, you didn't.
43:13Oh, fuck.
43:14I didn't.
43:15Y'all a mess.
43:16Tiff, that's not fair.
43:19I'm sorry.
43:20I'm just stressed.
43:22Of course you are.
43:26When did you talk to Nook?
43:28He came by the lounge.
43:30Why?
43:32Because he wanted to tell me he's not
43:33going to take my money anymore.
43:36That's nice.
43:38Yeah, I guess.
43:40Yeah.
43:57Kevin asked me to come to LA.
44:01I thought things been weird between y'all lately.
44:03That's why he wanted me to move.
44:05Long distance is hard.
44:10OK, and what'd you say?
44:14I said yes.
44:17Oh.
44:19Are you upset?
44:20Of course I'm upset.
44:21I don't want you to move, even if it is to be with Kev.
44:25It's not going to be forever.
44:27How you know?
44:29I guess I don't.
44:36What I'm going to do without you?
44:39Miss me?
44:42What, you weren't thinking about us getting back together?
44:46Were you?
44:47I mean, don't act like we still don't got some energy.
44:51We do, but we couldn't do that together.
44:56Yeah, not again.
44:59I'm not, Jemma.
45:00I ain't J.
45:02No J.
45:03That was no J.
45:04OK.
45:09Hallelujah.
45:12My brothers and sisters, heavy is the head
45:16that wears the crown.
45:19We often look to our leaders as if they're
45:21supposed to be perfect.
45:24But let me remind y'all, only God is perfect.
45:30I see a lot of people on the internet
45:33and in real life casting stones as if they've never sinned.
45:38Now, don't get me wrong.
45:40All sins aren't created equal.
45:44But I do know this.
45:46God is working on every single one of us.
45:51Amen?
45:54Oh, y'all don't want me to go there.
45:58Y'all want me to keep the book?
46:01Y'all want me to keep it a bean in the back?
46:04Well, for those of y'all who do, please just keep listening.
46:10Let us be truthful, y'all.
46:13We all have temptations.
46:15We all have fallen to our flesh.
46:17We all have burdens to bear.
46:20We just have to own that so we can ask God to see us through.
46:24Amen.
46:29Not get over, not avoid, not outrun.
46:37But we need his guidance to walk us through the valley,
46:43to help us understand why are we so weak to earthly things.
46:49Why are we so drawn to chaos?
46:53Why does peace make us feel restless?
46:57Why do healthy relationships feel foreign?
47:03Maybe because our parents showed us unhealthy examples
47:06of what love was, right?
47:09And that's all we knew, right?
47:12We need God to show us a new way.
47:19Who am I talking to today?
47:22Who am I preaching to today?
47:26Amen.
47:27Amen.
47:28Give God the glory.
47:30Hallelujah.
47:31Amen.
47:32Hallelujah.
47:32Yeah.
47:33Hallelujah.
47:34Amen.
47:35Lord, here goes my letter.
47:38I'm praying for something better.
47:41I seal it in his name.
47:43He washed away my sins.
47:44Now he can wash away my pain.
47:47Lord, here goes my letter.
47:50I'm praying for something better.
47:53I seal it in Jesus' name.
47:55He washed away my sins, and he gone.
47:57Dear Lord, give me the light.
47:58Let me shine bright.
47:59Let them be blind by me and not to me.
48:01Illuminate the way so they no longer can ignore me.
48:04With all I work for, don't I deserve for it to come to me?
48:07You little drummer boy, I march on and keep on drumming.
48:10See, me and bro ain't been stable since mama turned angel.
48:13But I put it on mama, won't end like Cain and Abel.
48:15I hang on.
48:16My soul ain't growing if it grew to hate you.
48:18I still love you forever.
48:20Can't nobody replace you.
48:22Verse M, I'ma repay you just to show I'm grateful.
48:24For the times you made me feel it ain't a thing I can't do.
48:27My brother's keeper, I'm the flower in the gutter.
48:29And now I should not kill, but I'll murder beasts from butter.
48:33I seal it in Jesus' name.
48:35He washed away my sins, and he gone wash away my pain.