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00:00Peace be upon you.
00:17Seri Bintahu
00:21Ya Allah
00:23You know Abah better than I do
00:27If this is a test for Abah
00:29Strengthen his heart
00:32Protect Abah from fear and loneliness
00:36Replace him with the feeling of your love
00:39That never goes away
00:41Ya Allah
00:42Ameen
00:43Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin
00:47Abah!
00:48Wake up Abah, it's morning already
00:50Kasih is late already
00:51I want egg and milk bread
00:54Okay Boss
01:05Peace be upon you
01:07Kasih
01:08Aren't you going to school today?
01:10In a little while, Mr. Bak
01:12What time is it already?
01:14Why are you so noisy? You're late for school
01:16I want to prepare breakfast for Abah
01:18It's okay, leave it to me
01:21You go and prepare
01:22It's okay, Mr. Bak
01:24It won't take long
01:25Besides, Abah doesn't like it when other people treat him
01:28I like you
01:30It's nothing, Kasih
01:31I'm worried
01:32I notice that you're getting late for school
01:39Okay, Mr. Bak
01:46Thank you
01:51Abah
01:52Here's the bread you asked for
01:56Did your mother cook it?
01:58Yes, she cooked it from the grave
02:00I don't want it
02:01It's supposed to smell good
02:04Here
02:05Who cooked it?
02:06She cooked it from the grave
02:09Here
02:10Who cooked it?
02:12Kasih cooked it
02:13You asked her to cook it
02:15I don't want it anymore
02:17I can tell by the way you're dressed
02:19Don't say that, Abah
02:21I can feel it, Kasih
02:23You can feel it?
02:24I don't care
02:25It's up to you
02:27I don't want it anymore
02:29White cake
02:31Do you have milk?
02:35Yes
02:36Do you want milk?
02:38Here
02:45Abah
02:46Why are you drinking milk?
02:48What?
02:49Abah
02:52Drink it
02:53I don't want it
02:54Drink it
02:55I said, drink it
02:59Abah
03:15Abah
03:28What is this?
03:41Abah
03:43Yesterday
03:44Kasih told me
03:47that you mentioned my name
03:50What did you say to me?
03:58Abah
04:01I met you yesterday
04:06We were sitting on the bed
04:10I talked to you
04:17What did you talk about?
04:23Am I pretty?
04:31Yes
04:34You're very pretty
04:37I know
04:41It's delicious
04:45Delicious?
04:47I know
04:49It's delicious
04:58Kasih, what are you waiting for?
05:00Don't you want to go to school?
05:03Yes, Mr. Abah
05:05That's enough
05:07Let Mr. Abah take care of you
05:09I want to go to school
05:11Abah
05:12You ate all the bread
05:14If you want milk, I'll get it from the fridge
05:17I want to go to school
05:24Fried bread
05:28Who's that girl?
05:32Oh my god
05:33She's your daughter
05:34Don't you know her?
05:37Are you stupid?
05:40When did I have a daughter?
05:44Abah
05:50Hi, my name is Kasih
05:52Isn't that a nice name?
05:53I'm going to school
05:54I still don't know who gave me that name
05:58Help!
05:59Help me!
06:00Help!
06:01Help!
06:02She's doing this to me!
06:04Help!
06:05She's doing this to me!
06:06The funny thing is...
06:08When I asked Mr. Abah, he didn't answer me
06:11What he always told me was...
06:14I'm the only daughter that he loves the most
06:19I know that
06:25But...
06:26I'm not his biological daughter
06:30When I was born...
06:32I was left in front of Abah's door
06:37Since then...
06:39Abah has been taking care of me with love
06:43Mr. Abah said...
06:44Abah is really happy
06:46He takes care of everything
06:49He's the best
06:54But it didn't last long
06:57It didn't last long
06:58Because day by day...
07:00Abah's forgetfulness got worse
07:03Mr. Abah told me...
07:05Abah has Alzheimer's disease
07:08In the past...
07:09Abah took care of me
07:11But now...
07:12I'm the one who takes care of Abah
07:14But it's okay...
07:16I'm happy for the twelfth time
07:18Because I love Abah more than ever
07:23Why did I say that?
07:25Because the name Anissa...
07:28Reminds me of Abah
07:31Don't forget to treat us to dinner tonight
07:34Yes, I'll be home early
07:36Let's go
07:39Maybe he's too busy in KL
07:42He has his own family and life
07:45At some point...
07:47I started to feel that Abah and I...
07:49Could be the woman of Mrs. Anissa's family
07:51Including Mr. Abah
07:53Who sacrificed a lot for us
08:12Whether I want it or not...
08:14I've made up my mind
08:15I need to work and earn more money...
08:18For Abah and I
08:20I don't want to hurt anyone in this world
08:23Even though...
08:25I have to lie to Abah...
08:27That I used to go to school
08:29Even though...
08:37That's the only choice I have
08:39Because my life is not as easy...
08:41As my other friends
08:45You have to be strong, Kasih
08:47You have to do everything...
08:49Just because you love Abah
09:10I'm so happy
09:11You look so young
09:14I don't know about you...
09:15But I don't know about me
09:20Who is this?
09:23Hello, peace be upon you
09:34He hasn't gone to school for a month?
09:40I'm so sorry
09:42I'll inform his mother
09:46Peace be upon you
09:48Peace be upon you too
09:56Isn't she pretty?
10:02I have to bathe her
10:05It's done
10:06You can go now
10:19Kasih...
10:21Why haven't you gone to school for a month?
10:31A Thousand Years
10:40Hello, Tati?
10:41What's wrong?
10:43What?
10:44What do you mean?
10:47What?
10:49I forgot
10:50Is the client here yet?
10:52Wait, I'm on my way
10:54Bye
10:56Why didn't he tell me earlier?
10:58He should've told me at the last minute
11:00This is so stressful
11:01What does he want?
11:06What time is it?
11:09What time is it?
11:13What time is it?
11:20Should I pick up or not?
11:24Okay, I'll pick up
11:26Hello?
11:28Abang?
11:30I'm busy
11:33What?
11:34Kasih?
11:36Are you two together?
11:38Together?
11:39Where?
11:40At school
11:42You haven't gone to school for a month
11:44So?
11:46Mr. Guiyati asked me...
11:49...why you haven't gone to school for a month
11:52What did you tell him?
11:54What should I say?
11:55I don't know
11:57I thought you were on a long holiday...
11:59...meeting your mother in KL
12:01Why didn't you tell Mr. Guiyati...
12:04...about me?
12:06Why didn't he tell him about his son...
12:08...who went to the game shop after school?
12:10He's always busy
12:25Peace be upon you
12:36Peace be upon you
13:06You're home
13:08I'm sorry
13:10I was...
13:11It's okay
13:13I celebrated with them
13:15They're okay
13:17But...
13:19It's okay
13:20Everything's okay
13:22That's true
13:25Nisa?
13:27I'm not a good mother
13:32I'm such a bad mother
13:36I'm so embarrassed
13:38Stop it
13:39Don't make it worse
13:41You didn't do it on purpose
13:43It's over now
13:48I'm sorry
13:50I don't know why I'm so stressed
13:52I don't know where I'm going
13:56You're stressed?
13:59What are you up to?
14:01It's still early
14:03What's wrong with you?
14:05You're always stressed
14:07You're always in a bad mood
14:09You should see a doctor
14:13It's nothing
14:21Tell me...
14:23...why are you in a bad mood today?
14:29Abang Bak called me...
14:31...and said I didn't answer his calls
14:33Abang Bak?
14:35What did he say?
14:37About Kasih
14:39Nisa, what's wrong with you?
14:41My teacher called me
14:43He said he called you dozens of times
14:46But you didn't answer his calls
14:48And you never called him back
14:52What's wrong with you?
14:54I didn't answer his calls
14:56I didn't answer his calls
14:58I didn't know his number
15:00There are a lot of scammers out there
15:02Scammers?
15:05That means your school's number is not safe
15:08Don't talk about scammers
15:11No wonder your teacher yelled at you
15:13If it was me, I would be mad at you
15:16Are you trying to blame Nisa?
15:19I'm not trying to blame you
15:23But I want you to come home
15:26Come home and ask her...
15:28...to compromise
15:29Compromise with her?
15:31Ask her what's wrong with her
15:33It's not a day, not a week, not a month
15:35She hasn't gone to school for a month
15:36Wait a minute
15:37Why is Nisa the one who has to compromise with her?
15:39Kasih lives with Abang
15:41Abang has to compromise with her
15:42Ask her why she has to do all this
15:44Mangkuk
15:45Even if it's on paper...
15:47...you're the one who raised her
15:49Not me
15:50Why am I the one who has to compromise with her?
15:54What do you think?
15:57Imagine...
15:58...if you were me...
16:00...and your brother called you...
16:02...and accused me of being irresponsible
16:05Kasih is the one at fault
16:07Why did she make that decision?
16:09She didn't consult me, her mother
16:12Does she think I'm stupid?
16:15Umar
16:17Umar
16:18Why are you quiet?
16:20Are you trying to say that I'm wrong?
16:24No
16:26Here's the thing
16:29Nisa
16:32Here's the thing
16:36I understand that you're tired
16:40But Kasih is even more tired
16:42Why is she tired? Tell me
16:44She's tired of waiting for her mother
16:47She's waiting for her mother to come home
16:49Yes
16:51Maybe Abang Bat is at fault
16:53He called you and yelled at you
16:54But I'm sure he understands what you're going through
16:58Kasih's feelings
17:00He saw what you've been through
17:02Because he's the only one with Kasih
17:05But what about us?
17:07When was the last time we went back to our hometown?
17:10It was during Eid, right?
17:11But did you talk to Kasih at that time?
17:14Did you talk to her?
17:15No
17:16You were busy taking photos and OOTDs
17:19Showing people that we're a happy family
17:21But you didn't
17:24When we came back, you didn't call her at all
17:28You didn't even reply to her message
17:30You just blurted it out
17:31I even asked you that day
17:32Why didn't you reply to her message?
17:34You said you'd call her later
17:36But you didn't
17:39Fayyad asked me earlier
17:41Why is it so hard for Mama to come home and eat with us?
17:46Why?
17:48If Fayyad can feel that way
17:50This is Kasih
17:52Nisa
17:55I'm sorry
17:56I didn't mean to make you feel guilty
17:58But I want you to understand
18:01Kasih doesn't want your money
18:03She just wants your attention
18:05She just wants your love
18:07She's 13 years old
18:08And she should've gotten all that
18:10But what happened?
18:13We ignored her
18:15We missed out on a lot of opportunities
18:17Umar
18:19Yes
18:21I was wrong
18:24I've always valued my work more than my family
18:29Umar, I'm sorry
18:31I'm so sorry
18:33It's okay
18:36I'm okay
18:37I'm okay
18:41Umar
18:43Can you ask for leave tomorrow?
18:45Leave?
18:47Why?
18:551000 years
18:58Dear God
19:00I just want one thing
19:05Please don't make me forget you
19:11I'm afraid
19:13One day
19:14Kasih
19:16I don't know you anymore
19:19I'm not satisfied to hug you
19:23I'm not satisfied to hear you call my name
19:29Please, dear God
19:30I only have you now
19:34Please, Kasih
19:37I promise
19:39I will take care of you
19:41Forever
19:44Ameen
19:52Dad, don't move
19:54Dad
19:55Dad
19:57Dad
19:58What's wrong?
20:00I'm not deaf
20:01What's wrong?
20:03Dad
20:04Kasih has to go to work
20:06And you have to go to school
20:08You have to live alone
20:10When I was alone
20:12I had to tie your shoes
20:14Because I was afraid that you will run away
20:17It will be hard for me to find you
20:19No, no
20:20What if I want to pee?
20:22I want to pee
20:23Dad
20:24Dad, don't worry
20:25You can go to the toilet as usual
20:27Because the chain is long
20:30What if the house is on fire?
20:33I don't want to be a satay
20:34You can make bean soup
20:36Dad, don't worry
20:37The house won't be on fire
20:38Kasih will be gone for a while
20:40Assalamualaikum
20:48Waalaikumsalam
20:50I'm glad you told me about Kasih
20:55If not, I don't know what I would have done
21:02Kasih
21:05Do you know?
21:07Kasih has made me worried
21:10I feel uneasy
21:12That's why I decided to go back to my hometown
21:15Because I want to ask Kasih
21:20Kasih, be honest
21:24Why didn't you go to school for a month?
21:27Don't you feel sorry for me?
21:30I worked hard to earn money in KL
21:33I wanted to give you the best education
21:36I wanted to see you succeed
21:39But in the end, this is what I got
21:44I did that because I didn't want to trouble you
21:49Why did you say that?
21:54I don't know
21:57I never troubled you
22:00Kasih is your daughter
22:03It's your responsibility to give her the best
22:08If that's the case, why didn't you ask about me?
22:14Ask me how I'm doing
22:18Kasih, you know that I'm very busy in KL
22:23I have to settle my client's case every day
22:26I have to go to court every day
22:28Sometimes, I don't even have time for myself
22:34I understand
22:37But in my busy schedule...
22:40...I never want to forget you
22:44I don't want you to be a part of my life
22:50I understand
22:52I'm so busy that I don't have time...
22:55...to talk to you when I was your age
22:59Peace be upon you
23:01Peace be upon you too
23:04Ibu, this is Kasih
23:07I'm calling you because I want to talk to you
23:09Kasih, I'm busy
23:11I have to go to court
23:13I'll call you later
23:15Bye
23:26Kasih, is that why you're upset?
23:31I've never been upset with you
23:35I just feel that you're different
23:43I'm afraid that one day...
23:46...I won't be able to take care of you and father
23:49So, I feel better
23:51I work to earn money for my father...
23:55...and for you
23:57I don't depend on you
24:01This is the money that I've saved...
24:04...to pay back all the money that you've sent to us
24:09I don't want to owe anyone anymore
24:12Including you
24:15Do you really think that much about me?
24:18I've never thought about you
24:21I just feel that...
24:23...our relationship is getting worse
24:28Kasih, I'm sorry
24:30I'm really sorry
24:32It's all my fault
24:34You don't have to apologize
24:36You should apologize to me
24:39You should thank me
24:42But I think...
24:44...you should let me sacrifice for you and father
24:49At least, one day...
24:52...when you and mother don't want us anymore...
24:55...we'll be ready
24:57Kasih, I'm sorry
25:00Please, give me a chance
25:02I promise that I won't waste it
25:05I'm sorry, Kasih
25:07Forgive me
25:15I'm sorry
25:31Are you okay?
25:36I'm okay
25:39Iman...
25:41I pray that one day you'll be able to forget...
25:44...all of your pain and traumas
25:47So that you can get the life that you always deserve
25:55Thank you
25:57I've given up on my life
26:00My mother has passed away
26:03If I don't feel the pain...
26:06...and the pain like before...
26:09...I don't think I'll be strong enough
26:12In fact, I still remember what you said
26:16Stop blaming everyone around you
26:19Take responsibility for your life
26:22And...
26:23...trauma is not a curse
26:26It's a test
26:28And that test has made me a forgiving and patient person
26:33I feel better now
26:37I feel so proud of you, Iman
26:42But...
26:43...I have to drop you off first
26:46I want to go somewhere else
26:48Where are you going?
26:51I want...
26:52...to see...
26:54You want to see that yellow WhatsApp?
26:56Scandal?
26:59Do you think I'm that bad?
27:01No
27:02I'm just kidding
27:05What do you want to eat later?
27:08Seriously?
27:09I don't cook for you all the time
27:11I'm still your wife
27:13What's wrong if I cook for my future husband?
27:23In the name of God
27:27In the name of God
27:29Rahim
27:31Dear God, hear me
27:35I'm writing this letter to you
27:38Not because I deserve it
27:42But because I don't know who I should complain to
27:49This letter is just a complaint from a lost servant
27:54But I still don't want to give up
27:59I've been praying for years
28:02I've been begging, I've been crying
28:04I've only asked for one thing
28:08Lend me a perfect soul
28:12Like a real man
28:15But I'm still like this
28:18I'm still like this
28:21Fighting with myself
28:23Failing to be a perfect husband
28:27Lying to the world that thinks I'm a normal man
28:30Even though I'm not married to fight fate
28:35I'm married because I want you to be proud of me
28:39But every time my wife comes near me, I feel devastated
28:44I feel like I'm the worst man in the world
28:50And the other day, I bumped into Fakhrul
29:01I saw him happy
29:05He had a wife and children
29:08While I...
29:10While I...
29:17I only have one prayer that you never answered
29:28Dear God, I've lost everything
29:34My family, my lover, my dignity
29:40Why did this happen to me?
29:43If I'm from a cursed family, why did you let me be born like this?
29:50Why is my lust worse than physical lust?
29:55Why is my sin worse than the sins of those who commit adultery without feeling guilty?
30:01Why are they the ones who make the universe proud while I cry every night?
30:08I'm still a child
30:11Please give me the right to have a good heart
30:16A heart that is good for my wife
30:21I'm sorry
30:24I have to be honest with you
30:28I didn't mean to make you angry
30:32But...
30:35To be honest...
30:38I'm actually a bad person
30:43I'm mad at you
30:46But I've never hated you, dear God
30:51How could I hate you because you're my God?
30:56In this darkness, I'm still looking for you
31:02If you don't want me to be your lover
31:06Don't throw me as your enemy
31:11Dear God
31:14Hug me, dear God
31:17Hug me even though I'm a liar
31:20Hug me even though I'm a liar
31:24Prove me wrong
31:26Protect me from this long-lasting shame
31:32I will die without your mercy, dear God
31:37Forgive me if the presence of this letter hurts you, dear God
31:44I have no one but you
31:50Forgive me, dear God
31:55Forgive me, dear God
32:14Dear God
32:16I'm sorry for eavesdropping on the letter
32:28I was being rude
32:32I complained about the letter to him
32:41I'm Ustaz Salman
32:43I'm Ustaz Salman
32:48I'm Zaha
32:50What is it, Ustaz?
32:53Can we talk outside?
33:041000 years
33:06Ever since you fought with your feelings
33:13Ever since I felt something was wrong with my feelings
33:20You mean...
33:22Your feelings with...
33:25Yes
33:27The feeling that all humans are small
33:32I've been praying for years
33:36But until now
33:40Allah is still silent
33:44I'm not jealous of the rich
33:49But I'm jealous of the poor
33:53May Allah bless them with love and a lawful life
34:00I pray every night
34:04May Allah grant me that grace
34:08May Allah grant me a perfect soul
34:13But Allah is still silent
34:22Sometimes I feel like...
34:26Like Allah hates me
34:30I don't ask for this, Ustaz
34:35But why do I have to be punished?
34:39I feel like...
34:43I'm more of a traitor than a beggar
34:49Who says Allah is silent?
34:53Allah is watching
34:57He's watching you with His mercy
35:02Allah tested Zaha...
35:07Because Allah knows Zaha is capable
35:11Let's look at Surah Al-Baqarah, verse 286
35:15Allah will not test His servant...
35:18Other than the ability of the servant
35:22But...
35:26If Allah knows I'm capable
35:30Why hasn't Allah granted my prayer, Ustaz?
35:36Zaha, you're wrong
35:39Allah says in the Qur'an...
35:45I will grant your prayer, Allah says
35:50Allah will grant our prayers
35:54But in three ways
35:57First, Allah will grant our prayers
36:02Second, Allah will grant them
36:05But we don't know when
36:06Maybe now, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week
36:10Maybe next year, maybe in ten years
36:13Third, Allah will grant them
36:16But not in this world
36:19But in the hereafter
36:22I understand
36:25Ustaz...
36:31Is it true...
36:33Allah cursed people like me
36:37Because of the feeling of loss
36:42I want to correct that too, Zaha
36:47Allah never cursed that feeling
36:51What Allah cursed was...
36:54The act of that feeling
36:57Like me, I feel like stealing
36:59I don't sin anymore because I haven't stolen
37:04Like the people of Nabilut
37:07They feel and they realize what they feel
37:12So the act of loss...
37:15Allah cursed
37:17And they are arrogant
37:20With what they do
37:24They are proud of what they do
37:27They are proud of what they do
37:30That's why Allah cursed and cursed
37:36While you, Zaha, are different
37:41You always complain
37:43You complain
37:46You are sad about what you went through
37:49That makes you different from others
37:54I feel jealous of you
37:58Jealous?
38:00Yes
38:02I feel jealous because...
38:05Maybe I can't feel what you feel
38:09You are strong
38:12You are different, Zaha
38:14You were chosen by Allah
38:17To feel this
38:20And make people hate you
38:23People hate you
38:25Maybe because of this...
38:28You will go to heaven
38:32Believe me
38:34Allah is not cruel enough to curse His servants
38:40As long as you don't give up
38:44Thank you, Ustaz
38:54I think Allah sent you...
39:00To answer my feelings
39:04And to persuade me...
39:07To be close to him
39:14He persuaded me to be kind to him
39:16To be close to him
39:23I'm sorry, Zahid
39:24I have to go
39:27Peace be upon you
39:33Zaha
39:39If...
39:41Allah destined you to be born again
39:46Do you want to be like this?
39:48Or do you want to be like...
39:51A normal human being?
40:00I...
40:03I feel sad
40:05I feel insulted
40:08I feel disgusted
40:12When was I born, Ustaz?
40:17But when I heard your advice...
40:21If this is the reason...
40:25I can be close to him every day
40:29If this is the reason...
40:32I can pray every day without being jealous
40:38If this is the reason...
40:41I can be close to him longer
40:44I accept, Ustaz
40:47I accept to be born like this
40:51Rather than being born as a normal human being...
40:53But I'm proud of him
41:13I learned something today
41:16Yes
41:35Who's that?
41:38Hello
41:43Peace be upon you
41:44Peace be upon you. Yes, Mr. Firdaus, what can I do for you?
41:55Sure, sure. But when?
41:59Alright, I will now read the will that has been approved and entrusted to me by my client,
42:05Allah Ya Rahmah Dato' Norish binti Hassan.
42:08For your information, Allah Ya Rahmah Dato' Norish binti Hassan has agreed
42:13to give 60% of the shares, company's assets and business to his only son,
42:21Puan Puteri Iman Suhana binti Abdullah.
42:27Alright, for your information, Allah Ya Rahmah Dato' Norish has kindly agreed
42:35to give his bungalow in Bukit Rahman Putra to Mr. Ida.
42:43The housekeeper who has served him for more than 30 years.
42:50Thank you, Dato'.
42:53And for the last, Allah Ya Rahmah Dato' Norish binti Hassan has kindly agreed
43:00to give 40% of his assets in the name of love.
43:21This is the letter that was written by your late mother before she passed away.
43:27All the questions and answers that you need are in the letter.
43:31Let's read it.
44:02I'm sorry, Iman.
44:07Your son is actually still alive.
44:12I'm the one who sent him back to Syudri.
44:23Iman, are you okay?
44:26Zaha...
44:31I'm not ready to kill.
44:55I'm sorry.
45:25I'm sorry.
45:55I'm sorry.
45:56I'm sorry.