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5 months ago
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1. I Was Just Trying to Speak
2. The House I Never Left
3. Alone, But Not Broken
4. The Child Who Listened
5. Nowhere to Run
6. Not a Rebel
7. Close to my Anger Die
8. Dark Became a Friend
9. My Tears were Whispers
10. Just Empty Skies
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00:00
They call it sin when I defend
00:16
When silence cuts I try to mend
00:22
A voice so small yet full of ache
00:29
But all they hear is my mistake
00:35
They shout, I nod, I hold it in
00:41
Each word they hurl beneath my skin
00:48
I bleed inside from every phrase
00:54
Yet still I smile and take the blame
01:00
I was just trying to speak
01:05
Not trying to break the peace
01:08
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
01:10
Just tired of being left behind
01:13
They see a glare, I hold a tear
01:17
What they call wrong is rooted in fear
01:21
They preach respect but never see
01:31
They preach respect but never see
01:44
Respect means hearing all of me
01:51
My heart's been bruised by careless tones
01:57
And still I walk this hurt alone
02:02
Is love a throne that can't be touched
02:08
Is pain unseen when it's too much
02:14
If only they would learn to hear
02:23
The silent screams behind my fear
02:29
I was just trying to speak
02:32
Not trying to break the peace
02:35
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
02:38
Just tired of being left behind
02:41
They see a glare, I hold a tear
02:44
What they call wrong is rooted in fear
02:47
If truth is wrong in their belief
03:01
Then let me cry and call it relief
03:07
I wake beneath the same old roof
03:23
Where echoes of their footsteps move
03:29
Each day a test, each word a play
03:35
In silence love and guilt are wade
03:41
Close enough to hear them sigh
03:47
Too close to let my anger die
03:53
But distance is a kinder friend
03:59
Than battles we don't comprehend
04:02
The ones who stay may break the most
04:11
With every breath
04:14
A sacred ghost
04:17
Still here, still trying to believe
04:23
That staying here means I won't grieve
04:29
But those who go, they miss the fight
04:35
And gain the peace
04:38
We lose each night
04:41
Yet in the end
04:44
When stories end
04:47
The lucky soul is one who bends
04:51
I hold the cup, I bite my tongue
04:59
The songs of patience never sung
05:06
Their love is fire, their touch is thorn
05:11
In staying here I am reborn
05:17
I chose the harder path to stay
05:23
Though I may stumble every day
05:26
He sees the tears I never show
05:29
He sees the tears I never show
05:33
The quiet debts I'll always own
05:35
The quiet debts I'll always own
05:39
The ones who stay
05:40
The ones who stay may break the most
05:45
With every breath
05:48
A sacred ghost
05:49
A sacred ghost
05:51
Still here, still trying to believe
05:57
That staying here
05:58
That staying here means I won't grieve
06:03
But those who go, they miss the fight
06:09
And gain the peace
06:13
We lose each night
06:16
Yet in the end
06:19
When stories end
06:21
The lucky soul is one who bends
06:25
So count the sins I've made and kept
06:37
Each one a vow I never wept
06:43
For in this house I choose to be
06:49
The child who loves eternally
06:54
And pushes me all the现
06:56
And by SukGal Shah
07:00
Which means?
07:01
To believe in the end
07:02
And by the grace
07:03
That knittingựcvi
07:05
Now I take in the end
07:05
From the other side
07:06
And by the grace
07:08
Of the grace
07:08
And it all�지
07:09
That letting go
07:12
These are the 사랑
07:14
Of the dragons
07:17
That being lost
07:18
I left
07:20
As for the glory
07:21
It all nights
07:22
And by thesol
07:23
While others run to open arms
07:35
To voices soft and safe from harm
07:43
They share their storms
07:49
Their aching skies
07:53
And find a light in parents' eyes
08:01
But I, I hold my breath so tight
08:10
No hand to guide me through the night
08:16
No haven built to keep me warm
08:20
Just me alone
08:23
Against the storm
08:29
When the world gets heavy I don't cry out loud
08:35
No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
08:39
I fight through the silence I break on my own
08:44
But every scar has made me groan
08:48
They have a home they can always run to
08:53
I build mine from all I've been through
09:01
I write my thoughts
09:05
In folded dreams
09:09
Where no one asks me
09:15
What they mean
09:18
I carry on
09:22
I dare not speak
09:26
But strength
09:29
The strength is born
09:31
Where hearts feel weak
09:37
It's not that I don't know
09:39
It's not that I don't wish for more
09:42
A door that I don't know
09:43
A door that's open
09:44
I'm in love
09:46
I'm in love
09:47
But I've survived
09:48
I've survived
09:49
I've made it through
09:51
The dark became a friend
09:53
The dark became a friend
09:54
I knew
09:55
When the world gets heavy
09:57
I don't cry out loud
09:59
I don't cry out loud
10:00
No one to turn to
10:02
No comforting crowd
10:04
I fight through the silence I break on my own
10:09
But every scar has made me groan
10:13
They have a home they can always run to
10:18
I build mine from all I've been through
10:23
Alone but not broken
10:26
I still believe
10:28
That even unloved hearts can breathe
10:53
I learn to read between the lines
11:19
To hold my tongue
11:22
And by the time
11:25
I wore their silence
11:28
Like a chain
11:31
And loved them through unspoken pain
11:38
Every sigh I caught
11:43
I understood
11:45
Played the role
11:49
They said I should
11:52
But no one asked how I have been
11:58
The child who listens
12:02
Not who sings
12:04
It hurts to vent
12:10
To break
12:11
To try
12:13
To carry peace
12:16
While asking why
12:19
Why must I always understand
12:25
While they won't ever take my hand
12:32
I'm the child who knew their storms
12:37
But mine were never safe
12:42
Nor warm
12:44
I gave them grace
12:49
They never gave
12:52
My tears were whispers
12:53
My tears were whispers
12:55
I had to save
12:58
They called it strength
13:01
My quiet cries
13:04
But strength runs to ride without replies
13:11
They never saw the world
13:14
They never saw the world I have
13:16
The dreams that cracked but never yelled
13:21
I stood so still they thought I healed
13:26
I healed
13:28
But wounds grow deep
13:29
But wounds grow deep
13:31
When left concealed
13:33
But wounds grow deep
13:35
When left concealed
13:37
It hurts to bend
13:39
To break
13:40
To try
13:41
To try
13:42
To carry
13:44
To carry peace
13:45
While asking why
13:48
Why must I always understand
13:54
While they won't ever take my hand
14:00
I'm the child who knew their storms
14:06
But mine were never safe
14:11
No one
14:14
If love means seeing
14:19
Truly seeing
14:21
Then let them one day
14:25
Look at me
14:29
Tell me
14:37
For one day
14:39
't buiy
14:44
The Johanna
14:50
The Madness
14:54
The Madness
14:58
Packed my hopes in a quiet bag
15:22
Wore a smile just like a mask
15:28
Walls that echo every fight
15:34
Home's a house without the light
15:40
I trace escape plans in my mind
15:46
But nowhere safe is what I find
15:51
I've got a map of silent cries
15:57
But all the roads just end in lies
16:03
I wanna run, but I don't know where
16:09
When every street just leads to earth
16:15
No arms to hold, no place to land
16:21
Just empty skies and aching hands
16:27
Tired of breaking all alone
16:33
But nowhere feels like home
16:39
The clock ticks louder every night
16:45
My heart begs for a different life
16:51
I stare beyond the windowpane
16:57
Freedom whispers but won't remain
17:03
I dream of beds that hold no fear
17:09
A voice is soft and truly near
17:15
But dreams are doors that won't unlock
17:21
Just more shadows, just more shadows
17:23
Just more shadows, just more talk
17:27
I wanna run, I wanna run, but I don't know where
17:32
And every street just leads to earth
17:36
And every street just leads to earth
17:38
No arms to hold, no place to land
17:42
Just empty skies and aching hands
17:48
Just empty skies and aching hands
17:50
Tired of breaking all alone
17:54
But nowhere feels like home
17:58
Just empty skies and aching hands
18:02
If running meant a place to stay
18:06
I would've left yesterday
18:12
Then my procrastinate, for a few years
18:27
Just empty skies and aching hands
18:29
But in the air you have gl benzene
18:33
They call it sin when I defend
18:48
When silence cuts, I try to mend
18:52
A voice so small yet full of ache
18:55
But all they hear is my mistake
18:58
They shout, I nod, I hold it in
19:02
Each word they hurl beneath my skin
19:05
I bleed inside from every phrase
19:08
Yet still I smile and take the blame
19:12
I was just trying to speak
19:18
Not trying to break the peace
19:24
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
19:28
Just tired of being left behind
19:32
They see a glare, I hold a tear
19:35
What they call wrong is rooted in fear
19:38
They preach respect but never see
19:55
Respect means hearing all of me
19:58
My heart's been bruised by careless tones
20:01
And still I walk this hurt alone
20:05
Is love a throne that can't be touched
20:08
Is pain unseen when it's too much
20:11
If only they would learn to hear
20:15
If only they would learn to hear
20:17
Behind my fear, I'm not a rebel
20:20
I was just trying to speak
20:22
I was just trying to speak
20:24
Not trying to break the peace
20:30
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
20:34
Just tired of being left behind
20:37
They see a glare, I hold a tear
20:40
I hold a tear
20:41
What they call wrong is rooted in fear
20:44
If truth is wrong in their belief
20:47
Then let me cry
20:48
Then let me cry
20:50
And call it relief
20:52
If truth is wrong in fear
20:58
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:00
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:02
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:04
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:06
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:08
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:10
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:12
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:14
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:16
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:18
I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:20
I wake beneath the same old roof
21:41
Where echoes of their footsteps move
21:46
Each day a test, each word a blade
21:52
In silence, love and guilt our weight
21:58
Close enough to hear them sigh
22:03
Too close to let my anger die
22:09
But distance is a kinder friend
22:14
Than battles we don't comprehend
22:20
The ones who stayed may break the most
22:27
With every breath a sacred ghost
22:32
Still here, still trying to believe
22:36
That staying near means I won't grieve
22:42
But those who go, they miss the fight
22:48
And gain the peace we lose each night
22:55
Yet in the end, when stories end
22:59
The lucky soul is one who bends
23:05
I hold the cup, I bite my tongue
23:10
The songs of patience never sing
23:15
Their love is fire, their touch is thorn
23:21
And staying here I am reborn
23:27
I chose the harder path to stay
23:32
Though I may stumble every day
23:38
He sees the tears I never show
23:43
The quiet debts I'll always hold
23:49
The ones who stay may break the most
23:56
With every breath a sacred ghost
24:02
Still here, still trying to believe
24:07
That staying near means I won't grieve
24:11
But staying near means I won't grieve
24:13
But those who go, they miss the fight
24:18
And gain the peace we lose each night
24:24
Yet in the end, when stories end
24:29
The lucky soul is one who bends
24:34
So count the sins I've made and kept
24:39
Each one a vow I never will
24:45
For in this house I choose to be
24:50
The child who loves eternally
24:56
The child who loves eternally
25:26
While others run to open arms
25:38
To voices soft and safe from harm
25:43
They share their storms, their aching skies
25:48
And find delight in parents' eyes
25:54
But I, I hold my breath so tight
25:59
No hand to guide me through the night
26:04
No haven built to keep me warm
26:09
Just me alone against the storm
26:15
When the world gets heavy, I don't cry out loud
26:21
No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
26:26
I fight through the silence, I break on my own
26:32
But every scar has made me grow
26:36
They have a home, they can always run to
26:42
I build mine from all I've been through
26:47
I write my thoughts in folded dreams
27:13
Where no one asks me what they mean
27:18
I carry all I dare not speak
27:23
But strength is born where hearts feel weak
27:28
It's not that I don't wish for more
27:34
A door that's open, love in store
27:39
But I've survived, I've made it through
27:45
The dark became a friend I knew
27:50
When the world gets heavy, I don't cry out loud
27:57
No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
28:02
I fight through the silence, I break on my own
28:08
But every scar has made me grow
28:11
They have a home, they can always run to
28:18
I build mine from all I've been through
28:23
Alone but not broken, I still believe
28:39
That even unloved hearts can breathe
28:44
I learn to read between the lines
28:56
To hold my tongue and buy the time
29:02
I wore their silence like a chain
29:09
And love them through unspoken pain
29:16
Every sigh I caught, I understood
29:22
Played the role they said I should
29:28
But no one asked how I have been
29:35
The child who listens, not who sees
29:41
It hurts to bend, to break, to try
29:48
To carry peace while asking why
29:53
Why, why must I always understand
30:00
Why they won't ever take my hand
30:06
I'm the child who knew their storms
30:12
But mine were never safe no more
30:18
I gave them grace, they never gave
30:28
My tears were whispers I had to save
30:34
They called it strength, my quiet cries
30:40
But strength runs dry without replies
30:47
They never saw the world I held
30:53
The dreams that cracked, but never yet
30:59
I stood so still, they thought I healed
31:05
But wounds grow deep when left concealed
31:12
It hurts to bend, to break, to try
31:18
To carry peace while asking why
31:24
Why must I always understand
31:26
Why must I always understand
31:31
Why they won't ever take my hand
31:36
I am the child who knew their storms
31:43
But mine were never safe no more
31:51
If you love me see, truly see
31:58
Then let them one day look at me
32:06
I am the only one who sees
32:22
For love me see, I am the only one who hears
32:27
If love means see, truly see
32:39
Then let them one day
32:44
Packed my hopes in a quiet bag
33:02
Wore a smile just like a mask
33:08
Walls that echo every fight
33:14
Home's a house without the light
33:20
I trace escape plans in my mind
33:26
But nowhere safe is what I find
33:33
I've got a map of silent cries
33:39
But all the roads just end in lies
33:45
I wanna run, but I don't know where
33:52
When every street just leads to air
33:58
No arms to hold, no place to land
34:05
Just empty skies and aching hands
34:11
Tired of breaking all alone
34:17
But nowhere feels like home
34:23
The clock ticks louder every night
34:39
My heart begs for a different life
34:45
I stare beyond the windowpane
34:51
Freedom whispers but won't remain
34:57
I dream of beds that hold no fear
35:03
A voice is soft and truly near
35:10
But dreams are doors that won't unlock
35:16
Just more shadows, just more talk
35:22
More talk
35:23
I wanna run, but I don't know where
35:28
I wanna run, but I don't know where
35:30
When every street just leads to air
35:37
No arms to hold, no arms to hold
35:39
No arms to hold, no place to land
35:44
Just empty skies and aching hands
35:50
Tired of breaking all alone
35:57
But nowhere feels like home
36:10
If running meant a place to stay
36:15
I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:22
I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:27
I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:28
I would've left, yes
36:29
Let me go to my house
36:30
Let me go to the house
36:31
Today I will see it
36:33
Before I get to ask
36:34
My life is very special
36:35
I'm a problem
36:36
I'll see it
36:37
Before I get to ask
36:39
Well, before I get back
36:40
When I get to ask
36:42
If I get to ask
36:43
It'll be a message
36:44
As you may be
36:45
Where I get to ask
36:46
It's very special
36:49
By me
36:50
I know
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