His father's suicide prompts a young American Indian (Cody Lightning) to leave the reservation and explore the world outside.
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00:05:52Oh, God.
00:05:57Stupid son of a bitch.
00:05:59Why'd you go and do that to yourself?
00:06:02He told me the other day that he never wanted to be buried.
00:06:06He said funerals ain't nothing but a big circus.
00:06:10He told me to put him in the pond where the lady lives.
00:06:16That's what he said.
00:06:20Go get your cousin.
00:06:22We have to tell him.
00:06:25Take your dad's pickup.
00:06:26Take your dad's pickup.
00:06:30Take your dad's pickup.
00:07:05Hello.
00:07:25Hey.
00:07:27What's wrong?
00:07:30What?
00:07:33What?
00:07:37What?
00:07:40It's fucked up, man.
00:07:44It's expected to have a funeral.
00:07:47Body and all.
00:07:49Well, I ain't going down there.
00:07:51That's for goddamn sure.
00:07:53It's probably at the bottom all screwed up.
00:07:56Well, let's fake it.
00:08:02Yeah.
00:08:04Yeah.
00:08:05Yeah, we could fake it.
00:08:06We could get a casket and everything.
00:08:09Well, just tell everyone he requested a closed casket.
00:08:13Christ.
00:08:14No.
00:08:15No, seriously.
00:08:16It's what we gotta do.
00:08:17It'll work, won't it, Jim?
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20I'm with it.
00:08:22Go.
00:08:23Go.
00:08:24Go.
00:08:25Go.
00:08:26Go.
00:08:34This is stupid,hootby.
00:08:37Thank you very much.
00:09:07Shindu Goji Hoggadees.
00:09:15Tien hai yucky, aho nichi desh.
00:09:18Mongi deshka, imongi desh.
00:09:37Hey, Sonny
00:09:46Cora
00:09:47Cora, I'm real sorry to hear about Frankie
00:09:51That just disturbs me to all hell
00:09:53We appreciate that, Sonny
00:10:07Come in
00:10:09Oh, geez, I haven't been out here in forever
00:10:17I know
00:10:18Used to have some fun, eh?
00:10:21Yes, we did
00:10:22You know, Cora, I was wondering
00:10:26Well, shit
00:10:28About five or six years ago
00:10:30I bought a bunch of these old coffins to fix them up
00:10:32They were using some play or some damn thing
00:10:36All of them made of wood
00:10:38And, you know, none of them worth a frog's ass
00:10:40Except for one
00:10:41And I kept that
00:10:42And I planned to be buried in that
00:10:43But, uh
00:10:44I was thinking
00:10:46What if I was to give that to y'all?
00:10:51I mean, it would mean the world to me
00:10:53If you'd bury Frankie in it
00:10:55Unless you already got a coffin
00:10:57Well, actually, no
00:11:00Hadn't picked one out yet
00:11:02We were gonna do that today
00:11:04That's very sweet of you, Sonny
00:11:09Sure
00:11:11Sure, we'd be proud to bury him in it
00:11:15Great
00:11:17I'm sorry
00:11:23It just makes me feel so good
00:11:29But to think that Frankie's gonna make his final journey
00:11:32In a coffin I made
00:11:34Or fixed up
00:11:37You're gonna love it
00:11:42What the fuck are you doing home?
00:11:46We got work to do
00:11:48I'm digging a freaking grave, man
00:11:53Hey, I didn't put your father in a pond
00:11:58Come on, man
00:11:59I need you to get some weights
00:12:00Weights?
00:12:01How much?
00:12:03Well, how much do you think he weighs?
00:12:05I don't know, 150 pounds, maybe?
00:12:06Yeah, I got an idea
00:12:08Hey, and don't fuck around either, come on
00:12:10I'm not, man
00:12:11And where the hell are you?
00:12:12You said you're gonna come down and help me out
00:12:13Yeah
00:12:14Yeah, I got an idea
00:12:15Hey, and don't fuck around either, come on
00:12:16I'm not, man
00:12:17And where the hell are you?
00:12:18You said you're gonna come down and help me out
00:12:19Yeah
00:12:21Oh, the sun
00:12:33Bring your warriors from the past
00:12:38Be forever from the sun
00:12:41Bring the warriors from the back
00:12:46Be forever from the past
00:12:49Hey Larry, Sonny brought the coffin, so I'm gonna go take care of everything.
00:12:58Need help?
00:12:59No, I already told you.
00:13:03Seminole culture says that if the family wishes it, only a family member such as myself can
00:13:11see and or prepare the body.
00:13:15Well I never heard of that, sounds like horse shit to me.
00:13:21Well if you want to call my aunt Cora and tell her that you don't agree with her traditional
00:13:25ways, go right ahead.
00:13:27Hell no, the last thing I need is to haggle with Cora Smallhill all day.
00:13:32Alright then.
00:13:45Hey, Sonny brought your dad's coffin in, and he's a crazy fucker, that cracks me up.
00:14:00He's got war paint and shit all over it.
00:14:02Your dad, he was a cool guy.
00:14:11I remember staying with your parents when I was younger, he was a funny guy.
00:14:18I remember this one time, he had been drinking all afternoon, and there was this tornado warning,
00:14:27and I was just freaking out, crying and shit, and he came over to me and told me not to worry,
00:14:34that he knew a dance that was gonna protect us from the tornado.
00:14:38And then he went out into the front yard, started dancing and singing and shit, and that tornado
00:14:47never came.
00:14:51When I was older, your mom told me he was watching the Weather Channel with Gary Englund.
00:14:58He knew that tornado was never coming.
00:15:03All right, here you go.
00:15:08Kick the tires and light the fires, boy.
00:15:15Hey, Jim?
00:15:17Yeah?
00:15:21You ever feel like...
00:15:24just getting the fuck out of here?
00:15:27Yeah.
00:15:29But where would I go?
00:15:32I mean, this is home.
00:15:47See, I've always dabbled in Native American arts.
00:15:50You know, nothing big, you know, just little things.
00:15:53See, I'm a half-breed.
00:15:55Well, actually, I'm a one-eighth Cherokee.
00:15:58Oh.
00:15:59But it's the best thing I've ever done.
00:16:01I mean, you know, I find art comes natural to our people.
00:16:04Don't you?
00:16:05Yeah.
00:16:06You guys tried the corn dogs?
00:16:08No.
00:16:10Couldn't ever get your daddy to wear it too little for her.
00:16:13Hey, you seen Mary?
00:16:14Not yet.
00:16:15She called earlier.
00:16:16Said she'd be here soon.
00:16:17Can't count on her for anything.
00:16:18There.
00:16:19You look real nice.
00:16:20Oh, fuck you.
00:16:21Oh, fuck you.
00:16:22Oh, fuck you.
00:16:23Oh, fuck you.
00:16:27Thanks for everything, Jim.
00:16:28Don't worry about it.
00:16:29Oh, fuck you.
00:16:30Oh, fuck you.
00:16:34Oh, fuck you.
00:16:39Oh, fuck you.
00:16:43Oh, fuck you.
00:16:48Oh, fuck you.
00:16:51Oh, fuck you.
00:16:52Oh, fuck you.
00:16:53Oh, fuck you.
00:16:54Don't worry about it.
00:16:58You gonna go get your seat?
00:17:03You coming?
00:17:04Yeah, I'm gonna stay here.
00:17:23You knowing how.
00:17:26Oh, fuck you.
00:17:28Oh, fucking Pete.
00:17:30Yeah.
00:17:31's good não.
00:17:33Oh, fuck you.
00:17:33Oh, fuck you.
00:17:36Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:17:37Oh, oh, oh.
00:17:43Oh, oh, oh.
00:17:47Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:17:49Oh, oh.
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00:19:49Can we not talk about this?
00:19:51Mom, we just had his funeral.
00:19:53How can we not talk about him?
00:19:55It's depressing.
00:19:56Well, yeah, how'd you think it'd be?
00:20:02So you still have that job?
00:20:08Forget it.
00:20:09Fine.
00:20:10Fine.
00:20:11I know this be a pain in the ass.
00:20:13Quit your cussing.
00:20:14It's your daddy's funeral.
00:20:16Fuck you!
00:20:17Fuck you!
00:20:19I would've come earlier at work.
00:20:26I had to steal gas to get down here.
00:20:29Poor dad.
00:20:32I wish I could've talked to him.
00:20:36I hadn't talked to him in months.
00:20:41Do you see the body?
00:20:45Why are you two acting so fucking weird?
00:20:55He killed himself, didn't he?
00:20:57That's why I was a closed casket.
00:21:00He killed himself, didn't he?
00:21:09My mom can't lie to me.
00:21:11Her eye twitches every time.
00:21:12And if he were really doing that bad, she would've called me.
00:21:15So...
00:21:16Did he shoot himself or something?
00:21:25He took pills.
00:21:28Why would he do that?
00:21:32To mom.
00:21:33I don't know.
00:21:34He was real sick, you know?
00:21:47Heard him crying the other night.
00:21:49You know, mom really misses you.
00:21:52I think you should come around more often.
00:21:53No, she doesn't.
00:21:54She just wants you to feel sorry for her.
00:21:56So...
00:21:57What are you gonna do now?
00:21:58Go back to Tulsa.
00:21:59Unless you want to go to the bar for a bit.
00:22:02Nah.
00:22:03I don't know.
00:22:04I don't know.
00:22:05You know, mom really misses you.
00:22:08I think you should come around more often.
00:22:09No, she doesn't.
00:22:10She just wants you to feel sorry for her.
00:22:12So...
00:22:15What are you gonna do now?
00:22:17Go back to Tulsa.
00:22:20Unless you want to go to the bar for a bit.
00:22:23Nah.
00:22:24Well, you should come visit me.
00:22:30Yeah, that'd be pretty cool.
00:22:38Chuffy! Chuffy!
00:22:41I'm here!
00:22:43Come here. I need your help.
00:22:50Hey, I'm gonna take off.
00:22:52Really?
00:22:55Come here.
00:23:05I love you.
00:23:07I love you, too.
00:23:22I love you, too.
00:23:23I love you.
00:23:24I love you.
00:23:25I love you.
00:23:26I love you.
00:23:27I love you more than I love myself.
00:23:51I love you more than I love you.
00:23:59I love you more than I love you.
00:24:02I love you.
00:24:06Bring that.
00:24:09Hold it.
00:24:14Hey, what are you thinking?
00:24:23You're a dick shit.
00:24:25Run across the country wide.
00:24:27Run across the country wide.
00:24:31Run across the country wide.
00:24:38Remember you and your mother used to work for me.
00:24:41We were just a little guy then.
00:24:45Running around the old clinic.
00:24:50I guess I asked you in here to see how you're handling your loss.
00:24:56I don't know. It's weird. I can't...
00:25:00You know, I get a lot of confused Indians who walk through these doors.
00:25:04It's tough enough being an Indian these days and now you've got this loss to deal with.
00:25:09What tribe are you again?
00:25:15I'm enrolled Seminole, but I'm also Creek.
00:25:20That's it.
00:25:21I once dated a Seminole.
00:25:31Oh, a real princess she was.
00:25:36Those were the days.
00:25:37Yeah, we met at school in Norman.
00:25:42Used to go pow-wows and then go 69-ing.
00:25:44Yeah, those were the days.
00:25:46You mean 49-ing?
00:25:48That's what I said.
00:25:49Bushva Trutky.
00:25:59That's what she used to call me.
00:26:03Said admit great white warrior.
00:26:05Probably already knew that.
00:26:12Chuffy, it takes a long time to get over the loss of a parent.
00:26:16I mean, they're there for you your whole life and then just like that they're gone.
00:26:21It's about the worst thing in life to have to go through.
00:26:23So, uh, you ever need to come in and chat, you just call my secretary.
00:26:40I'm thinking about like starting Sonny's Chili, like a label.
00:26:44There's a guy in the city who's very interested in it.
00:26:47I don't know if he's just mowing smoke up, you know, but.
00:26:49Well, well.
00:26:51I do that all the time, I'm sorry.
00:26:54That's all right.
00:26:55Did you get it?
00:26:55Yeah, I got it.
00:26:56It's very attractive, isn't it?
00:26:57No, it's okay.
00:26:58Gravy in the beer.
00:26:59That's okay.
00:27:00That's okay.
00:27:21Hey.
00:27:24Where have you been?
00:27:27I just went to get something to eat with Sonny.
00:27:31Sonny?
00:27:35Already, huh?
00:27:37We're just friends, Chuffy.
00:27:39You know, maybe if we were a little more helpful to Dad, he wouldn't have done this.
00:27:46Chuffy, come on.
00:27:48It's not our fault.
00:27:49It was his choice.
00:27:50We didn't make it for him.
00:27:51And it's not my fault that your daddy and I didn't get along.
00:27:58It was a hard man to get along with.
00:28:04Right there near the end,
00:28:07there was weeks and I'd realize he hadn't said a word.
00:28:12Weeks.
00:28:12When I first met your daddy, I thought he was it.
00:28:42I was at a party.
00:28:46My first.
00:28:49The girls and I, we snuck out of boarding school over to this birthday party in Eufaula.
00:28:57He was slinking off in some corner in the shadows.
00:29:02I did everything to get his attention.
00:29:04I kept staring at him.
00:29:05He never so much as looked at me.
00:29:09Finally, I got the nerve.
00:29:10I went up to him and I said,
00:29:14Hey, Javon, what's your name?
00:29:21He looked at me out of the corner of his eye.
00:29:25Said in that quiet voice of his, he said,
00:29:28Four sheets to the wind.
00:29:31I said, what?
00:29:37He said, that's my name.
00:29:45Those were his first words to me.
00:29:47Mom was so pissed when we got married.
00:29:56She always wanted me to marry a rich white man.
00:30:00I ran off and married the first poor Indian I could find.
00:30:08How'd your meeting go?
00:30:10What?
00:30:11With Charles.
00:30:13Oh, okay.
00:30:16He gave me some pills to help me sleep.
00:30:19Hmm.
00:30:24You know, I'm thinking about going and visiting Mary.
00:30:29Really?
00:30:29Well, better take a suit.
00:30:37You never know when you might need one.
00:30:42Juffy.
00:30:47Don't ever do me like your sister did.
00:30:52Let me know what you're up to.
00:30:54What you're doing.
00:30:55It's what keeps a person going when they get older.
00:31:04Good night, son.
00:31:04Good night.
00:31:05Good night.
00:31:05Good night.
00:31:25Good night.
00:31:47Good night.
00:31:49Whiskies on
00:31:51You kept your distance but I lost mine
00:31:54I couldn't set you free as far as I can see
00:32:00I feel your ghost inside of me
00:32:03I feel your ghost inside of me
00:32:19I feel your ghost inside of me
00:32:49You looking for Mary?
00:32:56Um, yeah
00:32:57That's her door
00:32:58This is mine
00:33:00Oh, I'm sorry
00:33:01It's okay
00:33:01She's my sister, actually
00:33:04Do you know her?
00:33:05Well, she's my neighbor
00:33:06I'm Frankie
00:33:08Triffy
00:33:09Triffy, nice to meet you
00:33:11Thank you
00:33:19Well, it was nice to meet you
00:33:33You too
00:33:35Thank you
00:34:16Do I pay for it now or do I put, I don't know, I guess a tab?
00:34:36Can I borrow your lighter?
00:34:39Hey, yeah, sure.
00:34:42Chiffy, right?
00:34:47Mm-hmm.
00:34:48And Francine?
00:34:52Francine.
00:34:53Francine, sorry.
00:34:55So no son of your sister?
00:34:58Uh, no.
00:35:01Probably should have called before I came.
00:35:04She's probably just out partying.
00:35:06I've seen her stumble in at like 8 in the morning some days.
00:35:09Yeah, she can be pretty, pretty crazy.
00:35:17Can you do a shot with me?
00:35:19I'll buy.
00:35:21Mm-hmm.
00:35:22Can we get two shots of tequila?
00:35:24Is tequila okay?
00:35:34Cheers.
00:35:35Cheers.
00:35:40Drink the beer.
00:35:42Cheers.
00:35:43Cheers.
00:35:44Cheers.
00:35:45Cheers.
00:35:46Cheers.
00:35:47Cheers.
00:35:48Cheers.
00:35:49So what do you do?
00:35:51Um...
00:35:52Nothing.
00:35:53Really.
00:35:54I'm just like forcing you to hang out with me.
00:36:09I'll leave you alone.
00:36:10Uh, no.
00:36:11Um, sorry.
00:36:12Um...
00:36:13Uh...
00:36:14Uh...
00:36:15I got punched in the face the other day at a bar.
00:36:19So...
00:36:20I don't know.
00:36:21I feel a little paranoid.
00:36:22I'm...
00:36:23Do you wanna go sit at the table?
00:36:24Yeah, sure.
00:36:25Uh...
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00:36:49Now there was always my dream as a kid, though.
00:36:51Now I always wanted to go to California.
00:36:54Just seem like this, like picture-perfect place and so far away, and...
00:37:05My Dad always said, yeah, we'll go there...
00:37:07Oh, you know, when you're a kid and you don't...
00:37:11don't know where the money comes from you don't know your parents are really
00:37:15poor Mary actually went there after she graduated from high school she moved
00:37:20there to become like an actress or some shit but she lasted like two weeks and
00:37:29she brought this guy home some weird guy he was so weird he just would say it he
00:37:37wouldn't say anything well I'm sorry I'm just going on
00:37:55well shall we walk each other home sure
00:38:07I'll wait to see if you can get in
00:38:28okay oh well just open it
00:38:31okay had fun yeah me too so am I gonna see you again how long are you in town
00:38:40uh I don't know a couple well like a week or so
00:38:45good night
00:38:47good night
00:38:49Mary
00:38:55can I hear you
00:39:00Mary
00:39:02what's wrong
00:39:04come on
00:39:07come on
00:39:08I want you to drink Mary
00:39:21I think I need a I need the base
00:39:28oh my god
00:39:30hold on whoa whoa wait wait wait let me let me leave the room
00:39:34turn the shower on
00:39:35what
00:39:36it's gonna be cold
00:39:39George
00:39:40me
00:39:51Mary
00:39:51me
00:39:52gift
00:39:56what
00:39:58How do you feel?
00:40:01To get into your heart and keep up in your eyes.
00:40:06What is happening?
00:40:08Never mind, do you feel like you?
00:40:11What is happening?
00:40:12Then you're telling me that you will be working different.
00:40:18I know you're a new channel.
00:40:22In my head, I'm in my head.
00:40:23I'm in my head.
00:40:24I'm in my head.
00:40:28Oh, what the fuck?
00:40:40Wake up!
00:40:41Jesus Christ, Mary!
00:40:43Oh, I feel like shit.
00:40:47Oh, God, you're fucked up.
00:40:50I was out with your cousins.
00:40:53Marta now?
00:40:55Where were you when I got in?
00:40:58I was at the bar with your neighbor.
00:41:01Francie?
00:41:03Yeah.
00:41:05Cool.
00:41:07She's fun.
00:41:09She's cute, too.
00:41:11Shit.
00:41:12I'm just saying.
00:41:16Wow.
00:41:18I'm glad you hung out with her.
00:41:21Yeah.
00:41:22Hey, I'm freaking starving.
00:41:25You want me to get something to eat?
00:41:26Let's go.
00:41:27It's on me.
00:41:44I'm happy you came, Jeff.
00:41:46So you had, like, a whole conversation with Francie?
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:56Well, I guess you're not going to turn out like that after all.
00:42:03See what happens?
00:42:04You get out of that town, you meet cool people.
00:42:06We're, uh, going out with my friend David tonight.
00:42:12Who's David?
00:42:14Just this guy I've been seeing.
00:42:18You should ask Francie to come over today.
00:42:23That'd be stupid.
00:42:24Well, you're going to have to find something to do while I'm at work.
00:42:28Oh, watch TV.
00:42:30Oh, fun.
00:42:31Oh, fun.
00:42:40Wow, with applause like that, you think I just became president.
00:42:43Hey.
00:42:44Sorry I'm late.
00:42:49Mom.
00:42:49What is this?
00:42:50My brother, Chiffy.
00:43:10Chiffy.
00:43:11How are you?
00:43:12Chiffy.
00:43:13Chiffy.
00:43:14Chiffy.
00:43:15Chiffy.
00:43:15Chiffy.
00:43:16Chiffy.
00:43:16Wow.
00:43:17Wow.
00:43:17Your parents weren't fucked up when they named you, were they?
00:43:19Actually, it was my grandfather's name, and he's dead.
00:43:24Oh.
00:43:25I was just kidding with you.
00:43:28It means rabbit.
00:43:29Rabbit.
00:43:30Good.
00:43:31I'm David.
00:43:32I have no idea what that means, but David.
00:43:35I guess it just means David.
00:43:37Or David and Goliath, maybe.
00:43:38But your house is divided.
00:43:42Chiffy.
00:43:43Round of booze.
00:43:44Things you can't control.
00:43:47And you should pull your vanity down.
00:43:53Pull your vanity down.
00:43:58Jeffingcopic.
00:43:59You should I get the pourra Judlike Noob or About Outments.
00:44:03Everywhere is very sweet, and I'm still here.
00:44:04This is because Dennis.
00:44:05I'll bring self telling you.
00:44:06It took us when it went all day before.
00:44:07I sat down later.
00:44:09I cannot worry.
00:44:09I'm fantastic toCOMESO.
00:44:10Indeed you should have to forgetυos naught.
00:44:12It's very we all go Tribuos.
00:44:14норм of誠 Clara just combined with hayır and boss bert.
00:44:15Oh, my God.
00:44:45Oh, my God.
00:45:15Oh, my God.
00:45:45And you're going.
00:45:46No questions asked.
00:45:48Anyway, I'll be home at 5.
00:45:50Mary.
00:45:51You think it'd be stupid if I wore the suit?
00:46:04No.
00:46:05It's like an artsy party.
00:46:08You can make it if you want it.
00:46:09I need a style.
00:46:18You look good.
00:46:22Since when you started caring about how you looked anyway?
00:46:25Since I started getting invited to parties.
00:46:271, 2, 1, 2, 3...
00:46:48So check it out, it's $26 in that time, this is $26 in that time, this is $26, that's right, and let you walk in the car and take it.
00:47:18Hey man, I like your suit, thanks, you too, yeah, I got this at the new vintage store on Utica, this is for my dad's.
00:47:48Hey what's up man, hey let me ask you a question, where have all the Indian gone?
00:48:04Small towns, I don't, where are you, don't, don't say anything, I want to ask you, where have all the Indian gone?
00:48:20My boyfriend lives three hours away, my boyfriend lives four hours away, my boyfriend lives four hours away, my boyfriend lives four hours away.
00:48:29And Petus can beat us!
00:48:30Oh man, that dude with his jokes, I was laughing but I didn't understand.
00:48:51Chiffy Smallhill, can I tell you that's the coolest fucking name I've ever heard?
00:49:00Oh thank you.
00:49:01Don't mention it.
00:49:03I used to freaking hate it.
00:49:06Why?
00:49:07Well, everyone always gets it wrong.
00:49:11I always, what, I get called Coofy or Coof, Coo, I don't know.
00:49:20Yeah well I'm always Francine, or Francis.
00:49:24Yeah.
00:49:25Yeah.
00:49:26I don't know.
00:49:27It hurt.
00:49:32You called me Francine.
00:49:33I don't know.
00:49:34Do you remember that?
00:49:35Do you remember when you called me Francine?
00:49:37But I just met you so, I didn't know.
00:49:45Do you travel a lot?
00:49:47Yep.
00:49:49Do you ever travel?
00:49:50Yeah, I went to Texas once when I was a youngster.
00:49:58Where's this at?
00:49:59That is Rockaway Beach.
00:50:01It looks like a postcard, doesn't it?
00:50:03Yeah.
00:50:04His pants were falling down as you ran into the water.
00:50:09Why don't these have any pictures in them?
00:50:11Because I don't have any to go in them yet.
00:50:20And now I have one.
00:50:26Yeah, well, that's my bad side.
00:50:30Should have taken one from this side.
00:50:33Want to take another one from this side?
00:50:34Yeah.
00:50:35Ready?
00:50:36Okay.
00:50:37Grace.
00:50:38Okay, go.
00:50:39Go.
00:50:40amine
00:51:06I'm tigers, bears, bears, witches, dragons, up stairs.
00:51:28I'm sorry about your dad.
00:51:34I had to give Mary a jump the morning of the funeral.
00:51:41How are you doing?
00:51:43I'm good.
00:51:46I'm doing good.
00:51:49So tell me about him.
00:51:52What was he like?
00:51:59It was real fun to be around at times.
00:52:08He would have got a kick out of you actually.
00:52:14He wouldn't tell you what he felt about you.
00:52:19But when he didn't think anyone was looking, he would give you a proven glance, a smile.
00:52:29A proven look, you know.
00:52:36In silence, he felt like comfort, you know.
00:52:39And his little awkward smiles.
00:52:44We'd go fishing.
00:52:51And we'd be on the pond all day.
00:52:56Barely even saying anything.
00:52:59We'd share like...
00:53:03We'd share maybe four words with each other and that's it.
00:53:08But it felt like we'd been talking all day.
00:53:10I can't even bait a fish hook without him, you know.
00:53:22He used to always do that.
00:53:25It's his job.
00:53:26My mom asked me the other day if things are different now that he's gone.
00:53:40I didn't really know, you know, at the time.
00:53:44I didn't...
00:53:47Things are different now.
00:53:50I feel different.
00:54:03It just really upsets me.
00:54:04It hurts me that what he did, you know.
00:54:06He didn't have...
00:54:08He didn't have to do it.
00:54:11I just want to see him again.
00:54:23I want to talk to him one more time.
00:54:25I just want to...
00:54:28I just want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:54:31Okay.
00:54:32I want to see him.
00:54:57Why don't you
00:55:01Why don't you
00:55:07Why don't you
00:55:14Pick up the phone
00:55:27Pick up on the phone
00:55:57What
00:56:08What are you doing on the show already
00:56:13You know you two can't fall in love
00:56:16She's my fucking neighbor
00:56:18It's David
00:56:22He's sick
00:56:24He's been doing that for an hour
00:56:26We went out last night
00:56:28Which is why I'm in here
00:56:29Because he won't shut the fuck up
00:56:31Yeah he's a real winner
00:56:33Oh yeah I know
00:56:34But he always picks up the tab
00:56:36Hey who's that guy
00:56:40That always falls asleep in the hall
00:56:42Daryl the janitor
00:56:43Your mama called this morning
00:56:47Really
00:56:48What'd she say
00:56:49What'd she want to ask you about last night
00:56:51What'd you tell her
00:56:54I told her you must have gotten lucky
00:56:56She said to remember what she told you
00:56:59About them big city girls
00:57:00Somebody give me a glass of water
00:57:05Go get him one
00:57:09Please
00:57:14Shut up
00:57:16Maybe at the cafe after work
00:57:28I'll get some coffee
00:57:29Don't fuck up my car chuff
00:57:32Oh whoa damn
00:57:33No one's like shit
00:57:34But it's all I got
00:57:35Oh hey do I gotta come pick you up
00:57:39No
00:57:39I'll ask Jackie for a ride home
00:57:41Don't forget dinner at six
00:57:44See you later
00:57:45Mary
00:58:01I need to talk to you
00:58:03You were 40 bucks short yesterday
00:58:04Maybe she had to work late like me
00:58:30Where do you work again
00:58:32Wine bar
00:58:33You like it
00:58:34Sure
00:58:35Can I get some free samples
00:58:38Yeah
00:58:39Nah I'm just kidding
00:58:41I wouldn't want to get you fired
00:58:43No it's totally legal
00:58:45So do you really have to
00:58:54Leave tomorrow morning
00:58:56Yeah I gotta go
00:58:58Help my mom with some stuff at home
00:59:02But I'll come back
00:59:04You better come back
00:59:07What's wrong?
00:59:22Boyfriend leave you?
00:59:23I thought I told you
00:59:25I won't talk about it
00:59:28I like you
00:59:32Can I buy you a drink?
00:59:39Sure
00:59:39Line them up
00:59:41Bartender
00:59:43Hey
00:59:44I'll get this lady another drink
00:59:46Huh?
00:59:46I'll get this lady another drink
00:59:48Huh?
00:59:50I love you
00:59:52I love you
01:00:09I love you
01:00:10Love you
01:00:11yeah you know she was gonna get married once she had a fiance and everything and then he got
01:00:28thrown in prison what yeah um he was in this crazy fight and picked up a bar and just kicked
01:00:38the shit out of some guy like fucked him up pretty pretty bad when was this um like three years ago
01:00:46you know she and the landlord are always at each other's throats i think she has trouble with the
01:00:53do you want to go on a trip with me where would we go
01:01:13you could go somewhere west california what would i need to bring just bring yourself
01:01:26i've got some money saved up i don't have much money you don't need much
01:01:31if you get maybe a couple hundred bucks together
01:01:37yeah
01:01:44you know i i sometimes live my life at night
01:02:01but you look so much better in the day like that i get up early as i can
01:02:11sometimes for better some for worse but when it's good you see how fine i am
01:02:19there's a feeling that i have about once a day
01:02:31you'd be better off if i just go away away and even if i start to think it's true
01:02:41you know i'll be staying anyway cause in the end it's up to you and i'm not sad i'm not angry i ain't fool
01:02:51but honey i'm scared of you
01:02:57but you scared me too
01:03:01hello hey sonny he got back yesterday i think he's hung over i have put him to work
01:03:17tomorrow night we could go to that uh new mexican restaurant if you wanted to
01:03:27all right seven okay okay bye
01:03:37oh shit yeah watch your mouth
01:03:47i say shit all the time
01:03:49so y'all done yeah
01:03:53miss the city
01:03:57oh it's only been a day when there's love the day is a lifetime
01:04:07not in love mom
01:04:11who is this girl you've been running around with
01:04:19you know i'm thinking of going traveling with her
01:04:23you know where to
01:04:24i don't know
01:04:30somewhere
01:04:33when you going
01:04:35i want to go soon
01:04:37but i have to roof some houses for a couple weeks
01:04:41till i get enough cash to go like a couple hundred bucks
01:04:46you don't want anyone supporting you
01:04:50they get tired of you real quick
01:04:53you don't know why you'd want to go anyway
01:04:59i'm not leaving
01:05:04i just want to
01:05:07get away from here for a little while
01:05:15so what's with this girl
01:05:18what do you mean
01:05:20do you get along good
01:05:23do you talk
01:05:25we talk mom
01:05:28don't go letting it be a sex thing you'll never make it
01:05:36can i get some coffee
01:05:38yeah
01:05:39you know where it is
01:05:49hi this is mary
01:06:05Hey Mary, leave a message, I'll call you back.
01:06:08Hey Mary, this is Chuff.
01:06:11I'm just calling because I hadn't heard from you,
01:06:13and I didn't get to say goodbye, so...
01:06:17Yeah, I'm alright, I'm at home now.
01:06:20I'm just gonna be here with Mom, so I guess just give me a call
01:06:24when you get this, or you have some time.
01:06:26Alright, love you.
01:06:35I've had my prostate checked four times.
01:06:40I think I got some sort of STD.
01:06:43Something just ain't right.
01:06:45You always think you have some kind of STD.
01:06:49Well, this time it's real though.
01:06:52Just because you're always around dead people, man.
01:06:55I don't know how you can do that.
01:06:57I sure feel like I was dying too.
01:07:00Mom tells me you've been hanging out with some chick.
01:07:04Yeah, my mom talks too much.
01:07:06Serious?
01:07:08I don't know.
01:07:10I just like hanging out with her, man. She's cool.
01:07:13Coming from you, that sounds serious.
01:07:18You been sleeping?
01:07:20You need anything?
01:07:22I've been sleeping better.
01:07:25You taking something?
01:07:27These sleeping pills that Charles prescribed me.
01:07:30I don't like them though, I gave them to Mary.
01:07:33You should've gave them to me.
01:07:35You should've gave them to me.
01:07:37I'm so naked.
01:07:38Yeah.
01:07:39You want me to wake up?
01:07:40You might be.
01:07:41You definitely need to wake up.
01:07:43I don't like them.
01:07:44You might leave there.
01:07:46No?
01:07:48Not toяни.
01:07:49I don't like them.
01:07:50You might be asleep.
01:07:51I should've picked you up.
01:07:52I've guarded the caught before and watched.
01:07:54It's funny.
01:07:55You might hate haze.
01:07:57Mary's?
01:08:27Hello?
01:08:29Who is?
01:08:57Hello?
01:10:27Why did you do it, Mary?
01:10:57I don't think I meant.
01:11:05Why did you do it?
01:11:34Why did you do it, Mary?
01:11:42Why did you do it, Mary?
01:11:52Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:02Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:12Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:22Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:32Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:42Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:52Why did you do it, Mary?
01:12:54Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:04Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:06Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:08Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:18Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:21Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:24Why did you do it, Mary?
01:13:30The people who will be here are the same people who will be here.
01:13:40The people will never be here.
01:13:49They will never be here.
01:13:53What's that today's?
01:14:23I don't know.
01:14:53I don't know.
01:15:23I don't know.
01:15:53I don't know.
01:15:55I don't know.
01:15:57I don't know.
01:16:27I don't know.
01:16:29I don't know.
01:16:31I don't know.
01:16:33I don't know.
01:16:35I don't know.
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01:16:39I don't know.
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01:17:01I don't know.
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01:17:21I don't know.
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01:17:48I don't know.
01:17:49I don't know.
01:17:50I can't read through the comedy show.
01:17:52You've really loved it.
01:17:54It's 2NEWS right?
01:17:56You get...
01:17:57You get your disappear?
01:17:58I can read it for you but,
01:18:00I can't read it over there...
01:18:01It's a little too before,
01:18:02it will be on your...
01:18:03I can read it.
01:18:04Anitta, Amunga, Ishti, Onayagad, Bonwit, Sickadose.
01:18:11I'm a bonnet, sejajit, don't know what a doggy bitch.
01:18:34To all the people I am leaving behind, I will see you on the other side.
01:19:01I'll be there for you when the wolves break through.
01:19:08And if I were to see your face in another time or place, I'll be there for you when the wolves break through.
01:19:23I've been living a whole life without you.
01:19:36Nothing's easy and it's yours.
01:19:43I've tried so hard to go on without you.
01:19:50But nothing's easy and it's yours.
01:19:54Sing a song for the better end.
01:20:01And all these words they tend to get in the way of the things that I've been trying to say.
01:20:20I'll be there for you when the wolves break through.
01:20:29And if you should get your path or start to think about your past, I'll be there for you when the wolves break through.
01:20:42I've lived a whole life without you.
01:20:51Nothing's easy and it's yours.
01:20:57I tried so hard to go on without you.
01:21:03Nothing's easy and never shows.
01:21:10Sing a song for the better end.
01:21:27Sing a song for the better end.