Grey's Anatomy Season 2 Episode 5
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00:00Seattle Grace.
00:01You look great.
00:02Nice.
00:02Are you okay?
00:03Yeah, you ready to go?
00:04I didn't lie.
00:05What the hell the truth?
00:06How did I know you were pregnant?
00:06Oh, you know what?
00:07I just didn't remember you breaking things off with me.
00:09Oh, Dr. Edith!
00:10Christina.
00:10There's an extra uterine pregnancy.
00:12She's bleeding out.
00:13I don't think I'm supposed to be here.
00:15No.
00:15No, you're not.
00:16I don't want someone who doesn't want me, Meredith.
00:18But if there's the slightest chance that he does, I'm not leaving Seattle.
00:27Pain comes in all forms.
00:30I had a good time.
00:31Really.
00:33It was the perfect evening.
00:34Best date ever.
00:36Whatever.
00:36Busy.
00:37You know, I especially like the part where you treated me like crap the entire night.
00:41That was fun.
00:41I had a good time.
00:43Really?
00:44Yeah.
00:45The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain.
00:49The normal pains we live with every day.
00:52I gotta go.
00:57Seriously?
00:57Seriously?
01:00Seriously?
01:01Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore.
01:04Seriously?
01:05A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else.
01:09Oh, they're sleeping.
01:10Oh, shut it.
01:11Shut.
01:12Makes the rest of the world fade away.
01:15I don't want to have this conversation again.
01:17Meredith.
01:18You didn't sign the divorce business.
01:20Fine.
01:20I get it.
01:21End of discussion.
01:22Meredith.
01:23What?
01:24Until all we can think about...
01:26Oh.
01:27...is how much we hurt.
01:28I usually just say Meredith and then you yell at me.
01:30I haven't thought past that point.
01:32I actually didn't have anything planned.
01:34How we manage our pain is up to us.
01:37What is that?
01:37Hey, stop it.
01:38Ow.
01:39Seriously?
01:40Seriously?
01:42Seriously.
01:43This is a very small bed.
01:46He's a brain surgeon.
01:49I look fantastic.
01:51I shave my legs.
01:52He's a brain surgeon.
01:53How can he be so brainless?
01:55Hello?
01:56Seriously?
01:56Seriously?
01:57Seriously?
01:58Hey, we anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it.
02:16And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.
02:22Doesn't play.
02:24What?
02:25Doesn't play.
02:28You're dripping.
02:30I'm back.
02:30I just want to make that clear.
02:31I'm back.
02:32I'm ready to work.
02:33Has anyone seen Dr. Shepard this morning?
02:34His name's on the OR board.
02:36He should be here somewhere.
02:37I'm good.
02:38I'm ready to scrub in.
02:39I'm 100% on top of my game.
02:40You just got discharged.
02:42Pace yourself.
02:42I'm paced.
02:43I'm paced.
02:43Mm-hmm.
02:44Rounds, people.
02:48What?
02:49You're not talking to me anymore?
02:50Okay, what happened last night?
02:52What is going on with you?
02:54I'm fine.
02:55What's your problem?
02:58Fine.
02:59You know what, Alex?
03:00No.
03:00I'm not talking to you anymore.
03:05Dr. Bailey.
03:07Henry Lamott, age 42, is scheduled with Dr. Shepard for a spinal implant to control the
03:12pain of his herniated disc.
03:13He's allergic to all pain medication.
03:16Is that porn?
03:19Porn?
03:20As in porn?
03:21All right.
03:22What are we watching?
03:23Crab, go stand in the hall.
03:26Uh, Mr. and Mrs. Lamont, I'm sure you are really nice people in what you do in the privacy
03:31of your own.
03:32Look, we can't have porn in here.
03:34This is a hospital.
03:35It's for my pain.
03:36My doc says it releases endorphins in the brain.
03:39It helps keep my pain at a manageable level.
03:42Really?
03:43George, hall.
03:46What is this?
03:51Nasty, naughty nurses, um, four.
03:58That does not look comfortable.
04:00Trust me, it's not.
04:01Get in the hall.
04:11Nobody knows where they might end up.
04:16Nobody knows.
04:26Oh, oh, suppose you'll never know.
04:31Oh, Mally, Karev, you're in the pit today.
04:38Stevens, there's a cardiac patient waiting for you up on two.
04:41Yang, keep an eye on the Lamonts.
04:43I don't want any problems.
04:44Go.
04:45Gray, your mother's being discharged this evening.
04:47You've made arrangements, or do you need more time?
04:49The nursing home is coming at eight.
04:50All right, then you're with Shepard.
04:52Derek, Shepard, today.
04:53Hey, life is short.
04:55Times are hard.
04:56The road is long, with many a winding turn.
04:59He asked for it.
04:59You take it up with him.
05:01Okay.
05:06Pete Willoughby, 25-year-old, GSW to the chest.
05:10Immediate return of 860 cc's of blood from the chest.
05:13Oh, damn, this hurts.
05:14He's put out more than 200 cc's over the past hour.
05:16They never tell you in movies how much it hurts to get shot.
05:19Push morphine, two milligrams.
05:20Alex, this is my case.
05:21Morphine, five milligrams.
05:23You didn't even call him.
05:24I don't have to call him.
05:25I was here first.
05:25You got here first because I let you.
05:27Where's the chest films?
05:29Oh, I got it.
05:30You always get the surgery.
05:31Today, I'm getting a surgery.
05:33Guys, knock it off.
05:34He's one of Seattle's finest.
05:35You've got an entire police force watching you?
05:42Hey, Dr. Burt.
05:43Let him know I'm bringing up a GSW.
05:45No, we are bringing up a GSW.
05:50Looks like you'll be able to go home today, Ellis.
05:52But I still have patients to see.
05:54No.
05:56No more patients.
05:57I'll be back to check on you later.
06:00You should know I'm thinking of leaving Thatcher.
06:03I should never have married him.
06:05I'll leave him, you leave Adele.
06:07Then when our residency's over, we can both get jobs at the same hospital.
06:10Why don't you get her meds ready for a discharge nurse?
06:15Dr. Chen to rest.
06:17Dr. Chen to rest.
06:20Ellis.
06:22That was a long time ago, remember?
06:24We had this discussion 21 years ago.
06:27Think about it, Richard.
06:28We should make the break now.
06:30If we wait until residency's over, you'll be at one hospital and I'll be at another.
06:34We could end up at opposite ends of the country.
06:36It'll be too late.
06:40There you go.
06:43Meredith.
06:44Your wife is looking for you.
06:46Oh, my God.
06:47This is hard for me, Meredith.
06:48Well, let me make it easy then.
06:49I'm not going to be that woman.
06:51The one who breaks up a marriage or begs you to want me.
06:54You can sign the papers or you cannot.
06:56The choice is yours.
06:57Either way, when it comes to this relationship, I'm out.
07:00Now, where's this patient I'm supposed to be helping you with?
07:03Down there.
07:04You shouldn't have tried to walk the dog in the rain.
07:08Oh, Lou, it was the rain.
07:10I just passed out.
07:12Actually, Mrs. Bradley.
07:13Verna.
07:14Verna.
07:15You presented with lateral ST elevations and reciprocal inferior changes consistent with
07:19an MI.
07:20A heart attack.
07:20Oh, my God.
07:22Lou, don't worry.
07:23I've had these little chest pains before and it turned out to be nothing.
07:27This is nothing.
07:27Nothing.
07:30Lou, not in front of the doctor.
07:32I've had a twinge in my back for a while.
07:35I thought it would go away.
07:36But then last night, my legs went numb.
07:39This morning, my back pain is just too much.
07:44Miss Chu, we're going to push on a PCA pump.
07:46Give you some morphine, which should help control the pain.
07:49Okay.
07:50But there's a greater problem here.
07:51I'm just taking a look at your MRI.
07:52Anna!
07:55Why didn't you call us before coming down here?
07:57Sorry.
07:58These are my parents.
08:00Hi.
08:01What's going on?
08:02I was just about to explain that Anna's MRI has shown that she has a myxopapillary penemoma.
08:06It's a tumor in her spinal canal.
08:09But the good news is that we can't operate.
08:11You have a 95% chance of fully recovering if we get you in this surgery as soon as possible.
08:16We can't wait another moment.
08:17With a tumor this aggressive, even waiting another day puts you at risk for permanent paralysis.
08:23Father?
08:23Anna.
08:26No.
08:27No surgery.
08:29Mr. Chu, without surgery, Anna will be paralyzed probably within the next 24 hours.
08:33There'll be no surgery today.
08:35We're taking her home.
08:36Anna needs the surgery.
08:37And she can have it at another time.
08:39Look, Mr. Chu, I think...
08:39We are taking our daughter home.
08:45Anna, you're over 18.
08:47You don't need your father's consent.
08:48I'm Mung, and my father is the elder.
08:56If he says I go home, I go home.
09:02Mung?
09:03Let's find out what that is.
09:04Contact social services, see if we can get somebody down here and talk to them.
09:08Do I continue to process her discharge?
09:10Yeah, we have to.
09:10It's insane, but we have to.
09:11It reminds me of this case I had in New York one time when this woman came to the office and...
09:14Look, do you need me for anything else work-related?
09:20Look, I was married for 11 years.
09:23Addison is my family.
09:24That is 11 Thanksgivings, 11 birthdays, and 11 Christmases.
09:28And then one day, I'm supposed to sign a piece of paper and end my family?
09:31A person doesn't do that.
09:32Not without a little hesitation.
09:34I'm entitled to a little uncertainty here.
09:36Just a moment to understand the magnitude of what it means to cut somebody out of my life.
09:40I'm entitled to at least one moment...
09:43...of painful doubt.
09:45And a little understanding from you would be nice.
09:52Dr. Shepard is still here, I see.
09:54I couldn't leave you.
09:55Have you seen the other Dr. Shepard?
09:57I'll tell him who you're looking for.
09:59So, um, thanks for, you know, being there.
10:03No thanks neither.
10:04Okay.
10:05So where are we?
10:07Uh, the northeast corner of the hospital.
10:09Oh, I'm getting back on my feet.
10:12Fine.
10:12I mean, that doesn't mean no...
10:14Cristina.
10:14Look, it's my first day back.
10:16I've got to...
10:16I'm not waiting forever.
10:21The Caribbean and Amelia are bringing you up at GSW.
10:23You want to scrub in?
10:24No can do.
10:24No extra work.
10:25I'm trying to get out of here at a decent hour tonight.
10:27Oh, you got a date?
10:28Yes.
10:29Yes, yes, I do.
10:30A handsome man is whistling me away to a love nest for the weekend.
10:36You got shot in the line of duty?
10:39First month on the job.
10:40Can you believe my luck?
10:41A guy pulls a gun and I freeze up?
10:44The rookie will let himself get shot.
10:46I'm never going to let this down.
10:48Sure you will.
10:49You think?
10:51Absolutely.
10:52Absolutely.
10:55Hey.
10:56I got Berna Bradley's test back.
10:57I don't think she had a heart attack.
11:00You ever look at the changes in her EKG?
11:01She had something.
11:02Yeah, but her serial enzymes and dopamine stress cycle came back negative.
11:05I actually think she's fine.
11:07Can I get a cardiac care?
11:09Izzy, be thorough.
11:11I am very happy.
11:13So, dude, what's the deal with Izzy?
11:15She shaved her legs for you.
11:17And?
11:17And you didn't even kiss her goodnight.
11:19She shaved her legs for you and you didn't follow through?
11:21Hey, I follow through.
11:22I always follow through.
11:23You didn't last night.
11:25Mind your own business.
11:26Mind.
11:29She had expectations.
11:30Women have expectations.
11:32And you didn't meet them.
11:33I live with these women.
11:34And every time you guys don't meet their expectations, I have to hear about it.
11:38I didn't get any sleep last night.
11:40So, you know, it is my business.
11:52Dude, we're not moving.
11:54Really?
11:55You think?
11:56You know how long the surgical scar takes to heal.
12:19You must be in pain.
12:20You should take something.
12:22Drugs are for babies.
12:23I hate Alex.
12:25And the non sequitur award goes to?
12:27I'm sorry.
12:28I hate Alex.
12:32I broke up with Derek.
12:34Burke wants to have a relationship.
12:36Boys are stupid.
12:38Ortho tech to ICU.
12:40Ortho tech to ICU.
12:42Yep.
12:43If elevators should stop, do not become alarmed.
12:47Press the button marked alarm to summon their sisters.
12:50If they don't want us to be alarmed, why call the button alarm?
12:53That didn't work the last five times you did it.
12:55Get through your head.
12:55We've lost power.
12:56We're stuck here.
12:57Oh.
12:58You okay?
12:59This pressure is falling.
13:02Alex.
13:03There's a lot more.
13:04It's messed up the pleural back.
13:05We need to get him to the OR.
13:06Okay, you're whispering.
13:07Don't whisper.
13:08I mean, I don't want to complain here, but I got a bullet in my chest.
13:11And whispering it is a sign that I'm going to be A-OK, you know?
13:15Damn it, it's out.
13:16It's bad.
13:17It's bad, right.
13:18Someone's going to get us out of here.
13:20Don't worry.
13:23What are we doing?
13:25Oh, can you move me to another room?
13:26The lights and the TV went out.
13:28A power outage in the East Wing.
13:30They'll have it back on soon.
13:31You're not a critical patient.
13:33You'll be fine here.
13:33Oh, God.
13:34Well, what am I going to do?
13:35You mean?
13:36Without my porn.
13:39Read a book.
13:40Talk to your wife.
13:41No.
13:41School closed early because of the storm.
13:43She had to pick up the kids.
13:44She won't be back until after dinner.
13:46Well, I'm sure you can find some normal way of amusing yourself.
13:51I need my porn.
13:55Yeah.
13:55Lightning hit a substation.
13:56We're running on backup generators.
13:58One of them's down.
13:59We're sure to breathe.
14:01The only direct means of transporting patients from the ER to the OR isn't working.
14:05Don't tell me to breathe.
14:06I'll breathe if I want to breathe.
14:10Cars between floors.
14:12How bad is it?
14:13Two interns and a GSW to the chest.
14:15Good air in.
14:17Bad air out.
14:17Come on, people.
14:20Get those doors open.
14:24It's jammed.
14:25It doesn't open anymore.
14:26Move, move.
14:26This is as wide as it goes.
14:28What?
14:28What did you two do?
14:31Nothing.
14:35How's the patient?
14:36It's not looking so good.
14:37Good.
14:37Why do the lights keep flickering?
14:47Something about a backup generator.
14:49This pump will provide you with a morphine drip.
14:52It should stop your pain.
14:54I told you.
14:55I don't need it.
14:56I'm going home.
14:58You realize you'll have to sign an AMA form stating that you're leaving against medical advice.
15:03Fine.
15:06I know this is new and confusing.
15:10I called a social worker and she's willing to come down and talk to you and explain.
15:14Spare me the white girl cultural divide love.
15:17I grew up down the street from here.
15:18I play in a band.
15:19I went to UW.
15:20I get it.
15:21But my father doesn't.
15:23He says no.
15:24It's no.
15:26We're talking about your ability to ever walk again.
15:29That's what you're talking about.
15:31I'm talking about my family.
15:33Have you ever even heard of the Hmong people?
15:35Our religion has got rules that are way old and way set in stone and way spiritual and you don't mess with them.
15:42You don't anger the ancestors.
15:45Even if you pierce your tongue and play in a band.
15:49What are the rules exactly?
15:53All ICU patients are going to the south wing, all telemetry and step down patients north wing.
15:58You page me.
15:59Porn as pain management.
16:01You met Henry.
16:02Yeah.
16:02There are a lot of different theories as to how to treat pain.
16:04Porn as pain management.
16:06Look, it's possible that pornography, like art and music, can stimulate the brain to produce endorphins that minimize pain.
16:12Porn as pain management.
16:14I didn't prescribe it.
16:15It wasn't me.
16:16Take it up with the treating physician.
16:18If that man turns out to be some sort of sex weirdo, it's on you.
16:21That's all I'm saying.
16:22Oh, and your wife's looking for you.
16:23I know.
16:24Yeah, let's take the quarter to two weeks.
16:25Derek.
16:26Yes.
16:26You need to talk to Anna's father.
16:28I'd do it myself, but I guess having testicles is a requirement.
16:31What happened to social services?
16:33According to Anna, they can't help us.
16:35Apparently, Anna's father believes she's missing something that she needs for surgery.
16:38Missing something?
16:39Missing what?
16:40One of her souls.
16:42We don't need a social worker.
16:44We need a shaman.
16:46A shaman?
16:46Cardio tells me your calf went just fine.
16:50Is that much bruising normal?
16:52Your wound looks good, Mrs. Bradley, and so do the results on your calf.
16:56You don't have any blockage in your arteries.
16:57Which means?
16:58You definitely did not have a heart attack.
17:01So I can go home?
17:04Not yet.
17:05Your EKG shows significant changes.
17:07And I'm going to find out why before you leave the hospital.
17:14Hey, Kate.
17:15What are you doing?
17:15How does he get home?
17:17Pete, you're in the hospital.
17:19I need to get home.
17:21I need to get home.
17:22What's his blood pressure?
17:24He's not reading.
17:24He's too agitated.
17:26How's his pulse?
17:26It's ready, but it's still there.
17:28Do you have any instruments?
17:29Just a code box and some gloves.
17:31You didn't bring an open chest tray?
17:32No, we thought...
17:33You don't have time for excuses.
17:34O'Malley blood pressure.
17:35I've taken it three times.
17:36And?
17:37I can't hear a systolic over 50.
17:42He's going to die.
17:45Intubate him.
17:50I'll be right back.
17:51Wait, where are you going?
17:53To get an instrument tray.
17:54You guys are going to have to open up his chest.
18:00Are you sure about that?
18:02No.
18:02Is Burt coming back?
18:28Is Dr. Burt coming back?
18:29Alex.
18:31Why would you shut up?
18:39Mr. Chill.
18:41You want to take Anna home for a healing ritual?
18:44When sickness comes, it means one of our souls is missing.
18:48Anna needs to have her souls intact before she has surgery.
18:51She needs a shaman.
18:52You could have told me that.
18:54Why?
18:55So you could call me a fool?
18:56I respect that you have traditions that I can't understand.
19:00But you're standing beside me in a $3,000 suit.
19:03So I also know that you respect the fact that I'm telling you Anna needs a surgery in the next 24 hours if she's going to continue to walk.
19:09She can't leave this hospital.
19:11She can't undergo surgery without her soul.
19:13She'd die.
19:14All right, then.
19:20We're just going to have to get a shaman.
19:22Today.
19:23In the hospital.
19:25Shaman's unlisted in the yellow pages.
19:27Our shaman is 500 miles from here.
19:29You are an arrogant man.
19:30No.
19:31I'm just a guy with access to a helicopter.
19:41Finding her soul won't be easy.
19:43It never is.
19:46This is unconscionable.
19:47There's not enough power to move those elevators.
19:49They're doing what they can to replace the backup generator now.
19:51Fire department is standing by.
19:53All critical patients.
19:54Move to the south wing.
19:55Incoming trauma.
19:56Rerouted to Mercy West.
19:57Look, that backup generator should have been replaced last year.
19:59Yes, sir.
20:00Why didn't it happen?
20:01Chief, you have to ask maintenance.
20:05I wouldn't know.
20:06Dr. Bailey, you know everything.
20:09Tell me who's butt to kick.
20:12That would be your butt, Chief.
20:14You didn't authorize the replacement generator saving money for the new MRI machine.
20:19I need to get on back down to the...
20:24lower.
20:30Hey, this isn't going to be too sterile, but we can still try.
20:39Prep and drink the patient.
20:40Thank you, Mr. Bailey.
20:55eni Juli.
21:04hey can you get me copies of all verna bradley's medical records and page me i'll be on the or
21:17floor hey where are you two going so fast perk is talking george and alex through heart surgery
21:24in the elevator shepherd setting up a shaman healing ritual rock on i have porn guy
21:31help please oh mr lamont what's wrong pressure's elevated
21:41pulse is racing you're really in pain what'd you think are you telling me the porn actually
21:50sedated you what do you think i'm some kind of pervert watching that stuff in front of you
21:54well yes oh okay okay
21:58uh you're allergic to milk narcotics and NSAIDs i i suppose uh we could try droperidol and
22:08diphenhydramine that put me into a coma last year well um i can get an anesthesiologist down here
22:15oh no but with your surgery tomorrow i don't think he'll give you an epidural block what am i gonna
22:20do uh hold on
22:22we're really gonna do this
22:32take these
22:42come here i have to take this cop
22:49alex come on
22:57alex
23:01ventilate
23:15what do i do
23:28make a large anterior lateral mid axillary incision in the fifth intercostal space
23:35how large as long as possible you need to get two hands in there
23:43it needs to be long and deep use the scissors if you have to
23:46okay
23:47but be sure you don't cut into the longer heart
23:52uh how can i be sure of that
23:55you just have to be sure
24:01we're not in kansas anymore
24:17the shaman's late
24:29my shaman is never late
24:31you guys see anything
24:37poor george doesn't have the steadiest hands
24:40is he
24:41yeah
24:42he can hear you
24:44o'malley
24:46how you doing down there
24:48uh fire department's here
24:52they can get the doors open
24:53no
24:53nobody moves
24:54nobody works on the elevator
24:56i have an open chest and a very nervous intern in there
24:58keep them back until i give the word
25:00okay guys we're not
25:01o'malley
25:02i didn't cut the heart or the lungs
25:06dr burke i didn't cut the heart or the lungs
25:08okay good good
25:09we're good on that
25:09really good
25:10now check for injuries
25:12and do a pericardiotomy
25:13i'll need some lap pads
25:15forceps met some bums
25:17and satinsky clamps
25:18yes you will
25:22you tell anyone i did this for you
25:26not only will i kill you
25:28i will sell your body parts for cash
25:30okay
25:32so
25:33there were these women
25:36nurses
25:38three nurses
25:39and they were
25:41naughty
25:42really really naughty
25:45they were three naughty nurses
25:47saucy even
25:49saucy and
25:50and
25:50bad
25:51and
25:51naughty
25:52three saucy bad naughty nurses
25:53they were taking a shower
25:56together
25:56soaping each other up
25:58and then this doctor walks in
26:01and he sees these three naughty
26:03bad nurses
26:04with these great bait
26:06mrs bradley
26:08do you realize that you've been admitted to the hospital on this date for the past seven years
26:13oh that can't be
26:14i don't remember the date exactly but
26:17i have the medical records
26:18on this date for the past seven years you have what looks like a heart attack
26:22no
26:24no i know i've had some scares but i don't
26:27every year on this date
26:29is there some significance to this date for you personally
26:32no
26:33nothing
26:34what were you doing the first year the first time you had a cardiac episode
26:38oh i can remember back that far
26:41we were in the yard
26:42i remember because our neighbor what was his name
26:44ted
26:46that's right he died
26:47of an aneurysm i think
26:49and we watched as the funeral home people took him away
26:53and you had your first attack
26:55and you were close to ted
26:56no
26:57oh we barely knew ted
27:00that was all very sad but what does that have to do with verna's heart
27:04i removed a small clot from the pericardium
27:12no obvious cardiac injuries
27:14any change in the vitals
27:15bp's still too low to register on the monitor
27:18we need to cross clamp the aorta
27:19stick your hand in and bluntly dissect down
27:27until you feel two tube-like structures
27:30the esophagus will be more medial and anterior
27:33um i feel one tube that's easily collapsible
27:36and the others are more muscular spongy
27:41i've i can feel the the spine just underneath it
27:44yes you're touching the aorta
27:46i'm touching the aorta
27:48wrap the index finger of your left hand around it
27:51and apply a satisky clamp with your right hand
27:54got it
28:01wait i i think i can localize the bleeding
28:05i think it's coming from the inferior vena cava
28:08can you find the lesion
28:09yeah
28:10yeah i think i can feel it
28:12it's too far under repair
28:16how big is it
28:17small maybe
28:18smaller than a dime
28:19okay ameli i want you to take your finger and plug the hole
28:23i think i can feel his heart starting to fill more
28:31it's beating a little stronger
28:33excellent
28:33keep your finger there
28:35okay
28:35now what
28:36that's it
28:38that's it
28:40i just stand here with my finger plugging the hole
28:48until we can get you out of that elevator and into the OR
28:51dr bailey
28:52you can tell the firemen to get my guys out of there
28:55will do
28:56okay we're ready
28:57o'meli
29:01yes sir
29:02you just flew so loud
29:04thank you sir
29:07okay i know we're gonna shut off the pca pump now which means you'll be in a lot of pain for the duration of the
29:25the healing ritual
29:26are you okay with that
29:28yeah
29:28i can't find my soul if i'm medicated
29:31no pain no gain right
29:34well it's not just for your father you believe it too right
29:36i know it sounds like a load of crap but
29:39watch the ritual you'll see
29:41see what
29:42the moment it happens
29:45i'm ready
30:06oh yes i'm so very very naughty
30:15bianca said as she uh dropped her stethoscope
30:20me too said crystal as she snapped on her surgical glove
30:25and then there was marta
30:28oh yes marta was the naughtiest nurse of all because she knew how
30:46oh my god
30:49back up
30:50how long do you think it takes to retrieve a lost soul
31:05i don't know
31:12way to go george
31:16i have my finger and heart
31:17very cool
31:18there's just one thing
31:22that i need to say
31:25before i close my eyes
31:31and walk away
31:33you have stressed cardiomyopathy
31:35cardiomyopathy
31:37what it can you tell me what that is
31:39it's ted
31:40ted
31:43ted
31:44not just the neighbor you barely knew was he
31:47i don't know what you're talking about
31:51because every year on the day he died you get a rush of adrenaline caused by stress
31:55your pressure rises
31:57you have chest pains
31:59and you end up here
32:01three
32:04twenty seven years
32:05twenty seven years
32:05i loved the man next door and he loved me
32:08i know how this is gonna sound
32:14ted was my soulmate
32:19And then he just died.
32:23It's great.
32:25Your heart stops because you're grieving for Ted.
32:29So, what do I do next?
32:33I mean, how do you treat it?
32:39I wish I knew.
32:48Don't suspect me.
32:58Don't neglect me.
33:04I told Thatcher I'm leaving him.
33:24You left Thatcher, honest.
33:27But I couldn't bring myself to leave Adele.
33:30Do you remember?
33:30Painted horses?
33:37Yes.
33:38We were on the carousel in the park.
33:40It was raining.
33:42I have an offer from Boston General.
33:45You took it to get away.
33:47We swore we'd never talk again about what we had together.
33:50It was gonna always be our secret.
33:54Richard?
33:55Yes, I was.
33:58Carousels give me the creeps.
34:00How do you put up with it?
34:05I mean...
34:06Nasty, naughty, nurses four.
34:08And I'm assuming one, two, and three?
34:10He's my Henry.
34:11I know, but don't you find it misogynistic and degrading and kind of...
34:1624 hours a day of porn?
34:19Seriously, that's your life?
34:20I'm grateful for it.
34:22It takes away his pain.
34:24See, the thing is, Henry...
34:26Henry takes away my pain.
34:28There's just one thing that I need to say
34:35Before I close my eyes and walk away
34:43Don't forget me
34:52Don't forget me
34:54Don't forget me
35:03Don't suspend me
35:12Don't forget me
35:16Don't forget me
35:19Don't forget me
35:20Don't forget me
35:21Don't forget me
35:22Don't forget me
35:23Don't forget me
35:24Don't forget me
35:25Don't forget me
35:25Don't forget me
35:26Don't forget me
35:27Don't forget me
35:27Don't forget me
35:28Don't forget me
35:28Don't forget me
35:29Don't forget me
35:29Don't forget me
35:30Don't forget me
35:30Don't forget me
35:31Don't forget me
35:31Don't forget me
35:32Don't forget me
35:33Don't forget me
35:33Don't forget me
35:34Don't forget me
35:34Don't forget me
35:35Don't forget me
35:35Don't forget me
35:36Don't forget me
35:37Don't forget me
35:37Don't forget me
35:37Don't forget me
35:38Don't forget me
35:38Don't forget me
35:38Don't forget me
35:39Don't forget me
35:39Don't forget me
35:42I'm in. I'm so in, it's humiliating, because here I am, begging.
35:47Meredith, just...
35:47Shut up.
35:48You say Meredith, and I yell, remember?
35:50Yeah.
35:51Okay. Here it is.
35:55Your choice, it's simple.
35:57Her or me.
36:00And I'm sure she's really great.
36:02But Derek, I love you.
36:06In a really, really big...
36:10pretend to like your taste in music.
36:12Let you eat the last piece of cheesecake.
36:15Hold a radio over my head outside your window.
36:18Unfortunate way that makes me hate you.
36:20Love you.
36:22So pick me.
36:24Choose me.
36:26Love me.
36:32I'll be at Joe's tonight, so if you do decide to sign the papers, meet me there.
36:42Goodbye, Alice.
37:07I am going to come see you tomorrow, okay?
37:17He doesn't love her.
37:20He can't.
37:22But he'll stay with her anyway.
37:24She's his wife.
37:27Mom?
37:28Mom?
37:28Mommy.
37:33Meredith.
37:36You grew up.
37:37I did.
37:39It's a shame.
37:42It's awful being a grown-up.
37:44But the carousel never stops turning.
37:48You can't get off.
37:49Okay.
38:09You think he'll show?
38:11He'll show.
38:12I will pull your tangles out.
38:25In the back of your car, I feel like...
38:29How's your patient?
38:31The one that got her soul back?
38:33It's just gonna be fun.
38:34Yeah.
38:35Gotta go.
38:36Look at you.
38:37Look like a girl.
38:38Is that your date?
38:40It's my husband.
38:41You're married?
38:42Ten years today.
38:45How come I didn't know you were married?
38:47You never asked.
38:51You haven't signed those divorce papers yet, have you?
38:56Bailey, tell me what to do.
39:02God, why does this have to be so hard?
39:04It's not hard.
39:05It's painful, but it's not hard.
39:07Well, you know what to do already.
39:11If you didn't, you wouldn't be in so much pain.
39:22Pain.
39:24You just have to ride it out.
39:26Hope it goes away on its own.
39:28Hope the wound that caused it heals.
39:31So, here's where we are.
39:33I work too much.
39:34I'm competitive.
39:35I'm always right.
39:36And I snore.
39:38What?
39:41I'm trying here.
39:43Oh.
39:45Oh.
39:47Yeah.
39:50So?
39:52Okay.
39:53We're a couple.
39:54Whatever.
39:55Don't make a big deal about it.
39:56Let's go.
39:58There are no solutions.
40:10No easy answers.
40:14You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside.
40:17Oh, man.
40:18I can't see it.
40:19Sorry.
40:26He's not coming.
40:29You don't think he's coming.
40:31He might come.
40:34Yeah.
40:36You never know.
40:37He's definitely coming.
40:38Ow.
40:38What you want her to do with tequila shots all night?
40:41I'll be the one cleaning up the vomit.
40:43Besides, I touched a heart today.
40:46Horny.
40:46Everything in my body says not tonight.
40:52Everything in my body says no.
40:57Most of the time, pain can be managed.
41:00For me another one.
41:05But sometimes, the pain gets you when you least expect it.
41:09I'm telling you.
41:10Any second.
41:13Hits way below the belt.
41:15And doesn't let up.
41:22I have been looking everywhere for you.
41:26Well.
41:29You found me.
41:31So?
41:32You going to sign those divorce papers or not?
41:37Pain.
41:38You just have to fight through.
41:41Because the truth is, you can't outrun it.
41:45And life always makes more.