00:00...gerekli bir iş var.
00:01Can you lean into that a bit inshaAllah?
00:03I think all of us understood what you were talking about,
00:05but what were you really afraid of?
00:07Ya, you put it eloquently Shaykh,
00:09it was just, I knew that there were scary repercussions
00:15that could come out of it, right?
00:17So besides just losing my job,
00:20which is at a complicit company,
00:22so you could argue that it's for the better.
00:25There were also fears of just getting blacklisted
00:29for the rest of my career, having visa issues.
00:34A lot of dunya concerns were present,
00:39were at the top of my mind.
00:41But when I realized that the company was complicit,
00:45like all my istighfar became with the niya of...
00:51Sorry, I'm getting emotional.
00:53No, it's okay.
00:55I just did not...
01:03I just did not want to face Allah on the day of judgment
01:06and have to admit to any complicity in this genocide.
01:11And I knew that just staying at Microsoft
01:16and staying silent,
01:17just keeping my prestigious, comfortable job,
01:21was going to lead to that outcome on the day of judgment.
01:25And that is the fear that, as you can tell,
01:30was overwhelming for me.
01:32It truly did not compare to the fear of,
01:36yeah, Ais might come find me
01:39or any other major concerns that I had on a practical level.
01:44Like, just that spiritual fear of admitting any complicity to Allah
01:52took over and it overshadowed any other fear towards any repercussions.
01:59And that's what just made it clearly the right choice,
02:03despite anything that might come out of it.
02:06İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
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