Radhika Apte On Self-Love And Sexual Fantasies

This was Radhika Apte’s contribution to OMH's campaign that aims to de-stigmatise  female fantasies.

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00:00He'll just come and we'll be looking at each other and he'll kiss me, but he never kissed me

00:04And I was never over a saree and it never happened obviously, but I used to dream that he kisses me

00:09And I used to go to bed early to fantasize about him kissing me

00:30So basically I'm going to tell you my oldest fantasy that I remember I must have been around

00:528 years old, 7, 8, I don't remember which school I was in because I changed a few schools

00:56Anyway, at that time my house help used to watch a lot of Zee cinema and my parents were working

01:01So I used to watch Zee cinema with her where the actresses would be caught in rain or it would be very windy

01:07And the saree pallu would fly off and the hair is flying and the hero will come and then whatever happens

01:13So I liked this guy in school at that time and I used to always feel and I used to fantasize that one day I'll be caught in rain

01:20My dupatta, my pallu will fly off and he'll just come and we'll be looking at each other and he'll kiss me

01:26But he never kissed me and I never wore a saree and it never happened obviously, but I used to dream that he kisses me

01:32And I used to go to bed early to fantasize about him kissing me

01:36That's the oldest one I remember because of Zee cinema

01:39Anyway, I feel that we should be able to talk about our fantasies openly and there's nothing to be ashamed of