Perayaan Mati Rasa | Trailer 1 - video Dailymotion

Ian feels burdened by his family's hopes and expectations of him as well as having to be a role model for his younger siblings.

Transcript

00:00I'm here now, drowning in the expectation that I made in my own head.

00:08I have to be the first strong child.

00:10Your brother is also busy, but how can he have time for his family?

00:14You give a good example to people.

00:16All this time, I've never taught you to be like that.

00:18Where have you been all this time?

00:21There's no room for myself.

00:24All my feelings are for you.

00:26There's no room for myself.

00:29All my feelings are buried here.

00:32In a place where no one else can see.

00:35You don't feel competitive with anyone anymore, right?

00:38With your brother?

00:40You can only ask Ian to be perfect.

00:43I asked Ian to be an example for Tuta.

00:46But I forgot.

00:49I never told Ian how to do it.

00:53You have to prove to Ian's father that you're a good son.

01:01Get me out of here.

01:14Mom!

01:16Mom! Tuta!

01:18Mom, are you okay? It's just the two of us.

01:22I thought I could find a way out.

01:24Why didn't you listen to me?

01:26You never listened to me.

01:27I've been talking about big things for too long.

01:30And too far.

01:31Until I forgot what was close to me.

01:35Why didn't I listen to you?

01:37Promise me you'll never lie.

01:39You're a liar!

01:41You're a liar!

01:43Tuta!

01:50They say...

01:52...letting go is the most sincere form of love.

01:57It turns out...

01:58...that sincerity...

02:00...is what the universe has given me.

02:02A celebration...

02:04...of death.