00:00I know Karan very well, and my relationship with Karan is a very different one, because
00:18considering that he was told so much on every weekend, every guest who came, he was told
00:24that what are you doing Karan, break friendship with Shilpa, she doesn't care.
00:28But Karan said no, I know he was the only one in that house who said this with conviction
00:35that whatever she does, it comes from a very simplicity space, and for me that was a statement
00:43where I felt that somebody is connecting with me on the basis of who knows me in that house.
00:52So Karan never left my side, and I am so happy that Karan and Chum have been my two pillars
01:03in that house, because it is not possible to live alone in Bigg Boss's house, people
01:09have been able to survive on the basis of relationships.
01:12Mera pehla rishta Bigg Boss ke ghar mein Vivian ke saath kua tha, and when Vivian, Avinash
01:25aur Isha aur Alice ke saath bahut zyada unki friendship shuru hui, toh Vivian ke dimaag
01:34mein shayad Avinash ne bhara hoga, I have no idea, lekin jaha tak main jaanti hoon Avinash
01:39ne yehi kaha tha, ki main hi toh unko realize karwa raha tha chaar hapte se, ki yeh sahi
01:44nahi hai, woh sahi nahi hai, woh sahi nahi hai, and I think Vivian somewhere down the
01:48line started believing what Avinash was saying.
01:51So uska jo reaction tha meri taraf, woh change ho raha tha, and then Nooran came in the confession
02:00room and said what she said, and I had no idea ki Nooran aayi thi confession room mein
02:04kya hua tha, koi kuch idea nahi tha, aur fir Vivian ne aake mujhe line of sawal kiye,
02:12yeh bolke ki mujhe aapse koi discussion karni hai, but he was not ready for a discussion,
02:17he had just come with a very fixed mind ki mujhe yeh yeh yeh bolna hai, that's it, and
02:21good for him, because usko laga usko bahut clarity thi, lekin hum log us ghar mein reh
02:27rahe the, humko pata tha ki, okay I'll never doubt what Nooran was saying because it was
02:32coming ki uske home space se aara tha, lekin Avinash aur Isha was not from their home space,
02:39Avinash was coming from a very insecure space ki har weekend pe sirf Shilpa, Karan aur Vivian
02:45ki baat hi kyu ho rahi hai, weekend pe hamari baat bhi honi chahiye, hum log bhi utni contestant
02:51hai jitne yeh hai, toh I think Avinash was coming from that space, jo Vivian dekh nahi
02:56baata tha, and he decided to cut the cord, which was fine with me, but I have always
03:03valued Vivian because Vivian was my first friend in that house, jab ki Karan ne mera
03:09saath kabhi bhi nahi chhoda hai, in spite of me not giving him the lifetime title, in spite of
03:18me nominating him, and Karan aur in spite of hazaar log, ghar ke log uska mazaak udate the,
03:27bahar ke log uska mazaak udate the, big boss unke baare, iss situation ke baare mein bolte
03:33the, lekin Karan ne hammesha hammesha mera saath diya hai, isi liye jab mujhe wo sawal
03:40kiya gaya, ki Karan aur Vivian maine Karan ka, kyu ki we also are humans and we have to value
03:46people who value you.
03:53Actually, Karan ko wo answer dene ka full mauka nahi mila, usne sirf wo answer diya tha,
04:01ki agar aap chum ke liye aapne kiya, you should have played for the weakest player in the
04:07task, which was Shilpa, because you know that she can't beat y'all in running, toh uska ye
04:14matlab nahi tha ki he doesn't see me in the top 5. He completed the sentence after some time
04:20saying, sir I want to complete the sentence, main top 5 mein Karan, Chum, Shilpa ji, Vivian
04:28aur Avinash ko dekhta, not even Rajat, that was his second sentence, he completed the sentence.
04:44But baatein hoti thi because, you know jab hum log ek rishta banatein dosti ka, aap real
04:52zindagi mein bhi dekhe, hum log koi bhi perfect nahi hai, hum sab mein ek good and bad side
04:59hai saath mein. Agar aap mujhe dost maante ho, toh kya aap mujhe bolo ki wo bad side hai,
05:03wo bhaar rakke sirf good side dikha, phir main dost kaise hui. Toh similarly, agar main
05:09real life mein mere doston ko dost maanti hu, aur saalo se mera rishta hai, aur unke tantrums
05:15bhi main leti hu, wo jab mujhe pamper karte, wo bhi main accept karti hu, toh main us ghar
05:21mein kyu alag rahun, kyunke main Shilpa Shirod karun? I mean it's an answer for all of y'all,
05:27it's a question for all of y'all. Don't we have friends in real life, who have both sides
05:32and don't we accept them as friends? We fight with our friends, we argue with our friends,
05:36hum log hafte baat nahi karte. Lekin agar ek koi dost wapas aata hai, aur achche se do
05:41shab bolega, kya aap usse chod ke chale jaoge, kyunke usse kuch galat kiya hai.
05:46So that's exactly what I did.
05:53Baar baar nahi bola, main ek hi baar bola, aur second time main isliye gayi,
05:57kyunke Karan mujhe stupid ki tarah leke gaya tha. Aur Karan, self respect main nahi khori hu,
06:04mujhe nahi lagta sorry bolna, koi kisi ka self respect kam kar dega.
06:10First of all, jab meri beti ghar mein aayi thi, meri beti ne mujhe bahut simple words mein bola tha,
06:15mama, Vivian comes from a hurt space, that 50-50 thing is hurt him.
06:21Jab Noran, ussi time pe Noran thi, Noran ne bhi mujhe yeh hi bola tha,
06:26don't please feel bad for Vivian's actions, Vivian comes from a hurt space.
06:30Main aisi hui nahi jisko, I will sleep tight and well hurting my friend. I'm not like that.
06:37Mujhe laga, I need to go and say sorry to him, and that realization also came from a task we did.
06:43Ab wo task mein, maine Karan ke shirt pe sorry likha, for all that I did to Karan.
06:49Maine Chum aur Shrutika ko sorry bola, kyunke jab un dono ki ladai hui,
06:54aur wo toilet scene mein, maine Shrutika ko Chum se baat karne nahi di,
06:59wo mere dimaag mein thi, wo mera moment tha, aur maine ko Karan, Vivian ko sorry bolna tha.
07:03Vivian us din bahut alag mood mein tha, kyunke Kaamyaan aa chukki thi us din,
07:07and he didn't want to hear me. So agle din dupair ko,
07:11meri aur Vivian ki kuch baat ho rahi thi, aur maine kaha, dek Vivian, I'm really sorry yaar,
07:16I hurt you by my actions of 50-50. Toh maine jab yeh Karan se baat ki,
07:21Karan ne ek doosre isaap se wo li, I don't think Karan itna mature hai ki usko insecurity hai nahi,
07:29he's protective of me. Lekin mujhe aisa lagta hai ki,
07:35kisi ko sorry bolna is not a big deal. If you're sorry about something, say it.
07:40Kab mauka phir milega? Like kal jab main ghar se bahar nikal rahi thi,
07:43mera eviction itna itna last minute aur impromptu tha,
07:47ki Vivian was broken. He said, maine aapko itni galat cheeze boli hai is ghar mein,
07:51I am sorry. Agar mauka hai toh bol do, when are you ever gonna get this mauka again?
07:58That is what Bigg Boss ka ghar hai. Don't wait ki kal mauka milega.
08:04Aur main usko itna bhi nahi bol sakhi ki, yaar yeh do din pehle kehata,
08:07toh do din ache se toh nikal sakte.
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