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00:00🎵Biniru-Biro🎵
00:13🎵Biniru-Biro🎵
00:15🎵Hanggang sa🎵
00:16🎵Binibibibi🎵
00:18🎵Tapos🎵
00:19🎵Sinaktan-saktan🎵
00:21🎵Hanggang sa umaray-aray🎵
00:24🎵Pero nang lumao ng masayang pag-ibigan🎵
00:27🎵Tuluyan din namang inayawan🎵
00:29🎵Yan ang ating kwento dito sa🎵
00:32🎵Expecially for you🎵
00:34🎵Bumisita ang mga dating magkasintahan🎵
00:37🎵Para ibahagi ako🎵
00:39🎵Kala ko ako si Bunge🎵
00:41🎵Ndi, Barbie Girl kao🎵
00:42🎵Oo, ganda-ganda mo🎵
00:44🎵Bumisita ang mga dating magkasintahan🎵
00:47🎵Para ibahagi ako nang nakaraan🎵
00:49🎵Choss🎵
00:52🎵Luma ng Choss🎵
00:55🎵Anong partner mo?🎵
00:56🎵Diyan lang lo, sabay Aranke🎵
00:58🎵Sa letra ng B, ang isa sa kanila🎵
01:00🎵Ay may makikilalang bagong kaibigan🎵
01:02🎵Sa letra ng I, at ang isang masayang first date🎵
01:05🎵Ang agaran nilang pagsasaluhan sa One's Bistro🎵
01:08🎵Sarap ng pagkain Pilipino🎵
01:11🎵Sa McKinley Hill, Taguig City🎵
01:14🎵From choirmate to crushy🎵
01:16🎵To instant boyfie🎵
01:18🎵Paano nga ba nagsimula ang kanilang kilig love story?🎵
01:22🎵Here's our special couple for today🎵
01:28Hello! Welcome to Especially For You.
01:32Alma Moreno.
01:34I thought it was Almo Moreno.
01:36Novi and Ivan.
01:38Yes.
01:39Good day to you.
01:40Good day to you too, ma'am.
01:41How are you?
01:42I'm okay.
01:44How about you, Ivan?
01:45I thought it was just him.
01:46I'm okay too.
01:48You're talking to each other again.
01:49Yes, you too.
01:51Yes.
01:52Is he your ex-boyfriend?
01:54Yes.
01:55Oh, they're a couple.
01:57That's why they're here.
01:58I didn't know that.
01:59It's like they're visiting their ex-boyfriends.
02:02How long have you been together, Ivan?
02:04About one and a half years.
02:07That's a long time.
02:08One and a half years.
02:09It's more than a year.
02:10It's different. It's less than a year.
02:11Yes, it's more than a year.
02:14That's why it's a long time.
02:15I don't know about your blouse.
02:16It's not more than a year.
02:17No, it's beautiful.
02:18It's a crop top.
02:20Where are you from?
02:21I'm from Cavite.
02:23What about Ivan?
02:24I'm from Imus, Cavite too.
02:26Where did you meet?
02:28At our college choir.
02:32What's your school?
02:34Adamson.
02:35Adamson.
02:36Wow.
02:37At their college choir.
02:38Of course.
02:39Why did you say college choir?
02:40I don't understand.
02:41If you're not from there.
02:42It's a good thing that it's a college choir.
02:44Is there an audition?
02:46Yes.
02:47Audition.
02:48Audition.
02:49Audition.
02:50I'm confused.
02:51Audition.
02:52No B?
02:53There is.
02:54There was an audition at that time.
02:56Of course, there's an audition.
02:57How can you go to the choir?
02:58If there's a mass, you suddenly go there and sing.
03:01No, I didn't know that.
03:02That's when it happened.
03:03At school.
03:04At school, you sing in your section.
03:06Then the teacher said.
03:07I sang.
03:08Yes, you sang.
03:09So you met at the audition?
03:11Yes.
03:12Who approached who first?
03:14Actually, it wasn't really at the audition.
03:16Because I was the first member of the choir.
03:18Then.
03:19Are you an OG?
03:20Yes.
03:21OG.
03:22Anyway, they also auditioned.
03:25Her friends.
03:26Then we met.
03:29Then who was the first to bet?
03:33You bet her.
03:34Me.
03:35Because.
03:36She's a cutie pie.
03:38Cutie pie.
03:39Cutie pie.
03:41Ivan is handsome.
03:42Cutie pie.
03:43Cutie.
03:44Cutie pie.
03:45She's a mysterious type at that time.
03:48Mysterious.
03:50You bet her.
03:51She knows.
03:52I asked her to be my crush.
03:56I admitted it at that time.
03:58I bet you.
03:59How did you ask her?
04:00How did you ask her?
04:01Hey, let's be a couple.
04:02Like that?
04:03I call her baby.
04:04You're handsome.
04:05Make me your girlfriend.
04:06I call her baby.
04:09What did the choir members say?
04:10What did they say?
04:11It's like that.
04:13They also shipped us.
04:16Shipped.
04:17That's free.
04:18Free shipping.
04:22They shipped you.
04:23Who delivered it?
04:26So, it's like you're bottled up.
04:29You're being fooled.
04:30Yes.
04:31It's like that.
04:32I'm the one who admitted that I'm her crush.
04:35You're her crush.
04:36And you also want to be her boyfriend.
04:39In my dream.
04:40At that time.
04:41But I know that it's very impossible.
04:43Why?
04:44Why?
04:45Because she's the campus crush.
04:50And I'm just a hammock student.
04:54Why?
04:55Because you're the campus crush.
04:56Heartthrob in the campus.
04:57When we have social events in the choir,
05:00it's automatic that someone will take a picture with her.
05:06Campus crush of Adamson.
05:08There are really people like that.
05:09Yes.
05:10We were like that before.
05:12Are you a campus crush?
05:13Yes.
05:14Yes.
05:15How many girlfriends do you have?
05:16Huh?
05:17How many girlfriends do you have?
05:19That's a lot.
05:20Do you have a husband?
05:22Do you have a mister?
05:23I have a lot of girlfriends.
05:24I also met their ex-husbands.
05:27I also became their boyfriend.
05:29They're the ones who sleep together.
05:30Pass.
05:31Pass.
05:32How many girlfriends do you have?
05:33I asked the girl,
05:34and she said,
05:35no, I want a boyfriend more.
05:36So, they became a couple.
05:39Okay.
05:40So, you.
05:41Did you bet on him right away?
05:42Shy, did you bet on him right away?
05:43To be honest, not right away.
05:44Because...
05:45Not right away.
05:46Yes.
05:47Not right away.
05:48Because I really want to sing.
05:49And I really don't deny
05:51that I want to have a relationship
05:53within the organization.
05:55He's there because you want to sing.
05:57Yes.
05:58You're there to flirt.
05:59Yes.
06:00You're in a choir.
06:01Fifty-fifty.
06:02You're flirting.
06:03Why did you go to the choir?
06:05What?
06:06I was attracted.
06:07There's a choir there.
06:08Hey!
06:09Hey!
06:10He's not stupid.
06:11He's not stupid.
06:12He suddenly sang.
06:13That's what you do in the classroom.
06:14You used to walk there.
06:15Yes.
06:16Then you opened the door.
06:17He fell down.
06:18Yes.
06:19He fell down in your house.
06:20Yes.
06:21Then he fell down in your room.
06:22He did that.
06:23He did that.
06:24So, there.
06:25So, how did you like him?
06:26What?
06:27Because he's really lively
06:29when you're there.
06:31When you're rehearsing.
06:33He's happy with me.
06:35Then, I was attracted to him
06:39because, there.
06:42Who's flirting with me?
06:44I think there's a problem with the conversation.
06:46He's flirting.
06:47He's flirting with our people.
06:49Flirtability is an issue of Zs.
06:53Then, there.
06:55Until...
07:00What's that?
07:01It's like you're in pain.
07:04What's that to you?
07:05Is that how you're really acting?
07:06Then you're in the middle of work.
07:09Perfect.
07:10Okay.
07:11But, it's just me.
07:13I'm not sharing him.
07:15It's just me.
07:16What's that to you?
07:17It's like...
07:19You're attracted to a personality
07:21that you have feelings for.
07:23But, the person you like...
07:26For example, a new member.
07:28You don't have a lot of...
07:29It's like you don't have a lot of people.
07:30You don't have a lot of people.
07:31You have a new member.
07:32But, little by little,
07:33you have feelings for him.
07:34It's like, this person is so nice.
07:35This person is so nice.
07:36But, you still like him.
07:39It's like...
07:40I like him.
07:41Did you court him?
07:42We didn't court each other.
07:44You're a couple?
07:45No.
07:46It's like...
07:47We're too attached to each other.
07:50Then, I fell for him.
07:53But, at that time,
07:56I didn't know what it means
07:58to love someone.
08:01Is he your first girlfriend?
08:03No.
08:04He's my second.
08:05Oh.
08:06So, you're his second?
08:07Yes.
08:08Before, I had a girlfriend
08:11when I was in high school.
08:12Then, it was the same scenario.
08:14I fell for him.
08:16But, you weren't in love with him.
08:18No.
08:19That's what I understood.
08:20Oh.
08:21You were together for a long time.
08:223 months.
08:23Within 3 months,
08:24you didn't fall for him.
08:26You weren't in love with him.
08:27No.
08:28You just had a title.
08:30Right?
08:31You just had a title.
08:32You had a girlfriend.
08:33Right?
08:34You had a relationship.
08:35In a way.
08:36Because, at that time,
08:37it was very important
08:39to have a girlfriend.
08:41Oh, why?
08:42Because, to be called a man,
08:44you need a girlfriend.
08:45Because, in your group,
08:46they have boyfriends.
08:47And, you're single.
08:48Oh.
08:49Gender roles.
08:50That's what's called a gender role.
08:52And, you're pressured by your peers.
08:54Right?
08:55If you're a man,
08:56you should have a girlfriend.
08:57You should have a girlfriend.
08:58Right?
08:59If you're a woman,
09:00you should give birth to your child.
09:03Those are the gender roles
09:05that society dictates.
09:08Right?
09:09Because, there are so many
09:10people who are good at music.
09:11That's why.
09:12So, why do you need
09:13to prove that you're a man?
09:14Why do you need to have a girlfriend
09:17to prove that you're a man?
09:18Why?
09:19Maybe because,
09:20when I was in high school,
09:22I wasn't very masculine.
09:25So, I was always like,
09:27Sir, like that.
09:28The typical bully in high school.
09:30Oh.
09:31From what I read in your story,
09:33you had a girlfriend
09:36so that they wouldn't think of you as a bully?
09:39Yes.
09:40There.
09:41That was your reason at first.
09:45The second time, was it the same?
09:47No.
09:48Oh.
09:49My reason was,
09:50maybe if I was given a chance.
09:52Because,
09:53I was really interested in her
09:56when I was in college.
09:58And then...
09:59Interested in what?
10:01Because,
10:02that's right,
10:03I was really soft-hearted towards her.
10:05And then,
10:06I was just happy.
10:08I wasn't stressed.
10:11When I was with her,
10:13we were just happy.
10:15So,
10:16I really appreciated that.
10:18That's why,
10:19I thought,
10:20maybe if I was given that chance,
10:22maybe I would be happy too.
10:25I would know,
10:26I would realize,
10:27I would learn what it really means.
10:29That's right.
10:30So,
10:31you wanted to try because you wanted to have a girlfriend?
10:33Yes.
10:34That time.
10:35Why did you need to have a girlfriend?
10:38Um...
10:41Because,
10:42when you have a partner,
10:43it feels good
10:45because you can say
10:47what's on your mind,
10:49or anything that stresses you out in life.
10:53And then,
10:54there's a companion.
10:55I was still young,
10:56but I already had one.
10:57Don't you have friends?
10:59I'm not that friendly.
11:03Because,
11:04it all roots down from my childhood.
11:07I wasn't that beautiful.
11:09I wasn't raised in a good childhood.
11:12So,
11:13I found a means to have a companion.
11:17There are many reasons why people fall in love.
11:20Why they want to have a girlfriend
11:22or a boyfriend.
11:23One,
11:24because they're in love with the person.
11:25Yes, they love them.
11:26Two,
11:27they are just lonely.
11:28And they're scared to be lonely.
11:31Yes.
11:32Three,
11:33they're alone,
11:34and they're scared to be alone.
11:35Yes.
11:37You weren't happy during those times?
11:39No.
11:40I was lonely,
11:41and I was alone.
11:42Who invited you to have a girlfriend?
11:45We can't recall.
11:47I hope you know
11:48before you come here.
11:49You know how to tell stories.
11:51Maybe,
11:52they were so happy that time.
11:54Maybe,
11:55it was us.
11:56Maybe,
11:57we were holding hands.
11:58Maybe,
11:59you can't recall.
12:00It was so magical.
12:02Yes.
12:03That moment.
12:04That moment.
12:05You stopped there.
12:06It was so magical and memorable.
12:09I know, right?
12:13I know, right?
12:14I know, right?
12:15Hey!
12:16What can you say
12:19about what you did?
12:21You can tell us.
12:22Because we didn't have a formal relationship,
12:25so we can't recall
12:27that he asked.
12:29But what happened
12:31on August 1, 2014,
12:34She's old.
12:35She's old.
12:36It was 7-58.
12:38How old were you?
12:39Where were you?
12:40Under the LRT.
12:41That's right.
12:42That's right.
12:43So,
12:44you talked about it.
12:46Someone must have initiated the talk.
12:49Even if it was casual.
12:51Very through the rain,
12:53said Mariah Carey.
12:54Especially to you.
12:55What did Ivan say?
12:56I remember it.
12:57Where, Ivan?
12:58He ran away?
12:59No.
13:00It happened so fast.
13:02We were on our way home
13:04to Cavite.
13:05I said to him,
13:07Do you want us?
13:08Oh, from you.
13:10You asked, Ivan.
13:12You became a part of him.
13:14Hey!
13:15Hey!
13:16Hey!
13:17Hey!
13:18Hey!
13:19What happened?
13:20What happened?
13:21You stepped on something.
13:24You stepped on a gutter.
13:27There!
13:28It was Ivan.
13:29That was a beautiful moment.
13:31It was Novi.
13:32You asked, Do you want us?
13:34No matter how fast it was.
13:36If it was special to you.
13:39And the person.
13:41Especially to Novi,
13:42because I crushed Ivan.
13:44Yes.
13:45He asked casually.
13:47Do you want us?
13:49And you?
13:51For the first time,
13:53I held his hand.
13:57He said it so fast.
13:59Do you want us?
14:00You couldn't speak.
14:02You held his hand.
14:03Yes.
14:04What did you do to his hand?
14:06There.
14:07Holding hands.
14:08Holding hands.
14:10Fingers intertwined.
14:16There were a lot of people.
14:17It was gone.
14:18It was gone.
14:20There were no people.
14:23And then?
14:25We went home.
14:27There were no people.
14:28Why did you go home?
14:31You waited for it.
14:33Did you pray for it?
14:35Yes.
14:36I always imagined.
14:39She imagined.
14:40Where did your imagination go?
14:42I got married right away.
14:44She got married right away.
14:46But she's a nun.
14:48It hurts.
14:49She invited a nun.
14:51It happened in 2014-2015.
14:54It was good that your crush held your hand.
14:57It was good.
15:00It was good.
15:01At first, he thought it was impossible.
15:03But it happened.
15:05True.
15:06It's beautiful.
15:07But.
15:08Why?
15:10What's the but?
15:11Because after a month, he broke up with me.
15:15Why?
15:18Why?
15:21Because.
15:22During that one whole month.
15:24Maybe not whole.
15:25Sorry.
15:28We had a lot of fights.
15:31In a month?
15:32Yes.
15:33In a month, you had a lot of fights?
15:34Yes, a lot.
15:35Because our insecurities faded.
15:38So, we had a lot of fights.
15:40Like?
15:42For example, I.
15:44I don't want to feel like I'm useless.
15:46Or that I don't have a story.
15:49So, when there's a gun up in our organization.
15:53I want to be included.
15:56Or everybody.
15:58For example, we drafted the organization's bylaws.
16:03Because we're rebuilding.
16:05And then.
16:07They're already doing it.
16:09They're already creating drafts.
16:12While.
16:14For me, those things should be discussed by everyone involved in the organization.
16:19Not just one person.
16:20So.
16:24And then, he would complain.
16:25That he's holding onto a lot of different orgs.
16:29And then.
16:30So, it's like.
16:31I wish you would've just included us.
16:33I wish we would've discussed all of that.
16:36Because you accepted him wholeheartedly.
16:39Did you fall in love with him back then?
16:44Why aren't you answering?
16:46Because.
16:47That's why I can't answer right away.
16:49Because my idea of love is different now.
16:53Compared to before.
16:55So, what I'm saying is.
16:56At that time.
16:57At that point.
16:58It's not the love that you're sharing with other people.
17:02For example, I love Joe.
17:03I love Vong.
17:05I have the same love for them.
17:08I love Ayon.
17:09But my love for her is not like my love for Vong and Joe.
17:12Yeah, it's special.
17:13Do you have a strong love for her?
17:17It's not that deep.
17:19My love for her back then.
17:22So, I can say I love you.
17:24But.
17:25It's not 100%.
17:26It's not that heavy to say I love you to her.
17:29I love you.
17:30But I can also say I love you to other people.
17:33It's like that.
17:34You loved her.
17:35But you were not in love with her.
17:37Yeah.
17:39How about you?
17:40Did you feel that you loved her?
17:42It's like you didn't.
17:43It's like you believed her.
17:44But it's not like that.
17:46I want to believe that she loves me.
17:48But there's always.
17:50At the back of my mind.
17:51That I'm just pretending.
17:53She's telling you otherwise.
17:54Yes.
17:55You feel like she's just pretending.
17:57Yes.
17:58Because.
17:59That's it.
18:00It came from my feeling that it's not possible for us to be together.
18:03Then we became together.
18:04So, you always thought that.
18:06Anytime.
18:07This will also disappear.
18:10It must have been sad.
18:11It's sad, right?
18:12Yes.
18:13Because it's like.
18:17I'm living on the breadcrumbs of attention that she's giving.
18:21Oh my.
18:22Breadcrumbs.
18:24Breadcrumbs.
18:25The breadcrumbs are amazing.
18:26What kind of bread are you talking about?
18:30Breadcrumbs.
18:31What else?
18:33Momo.
18:34Tira-tira.
18:35Yes.
18:36It's like that.
18:37You're afraid of making mistakes.
18:39Right?
18:40Whatever you do, you really have to think that it won't disappear suddenly.
18:44Yes.
18:45Because she really likes Guy.
18:46Yes.
18:47Then she feels that he's not the one, right?
18:48Yes.
18:49She pleases him.
18:50Thoughts.
18:51She does everything to please Ivan.
18:53Then you broke up.
18:54That's it.
18:55You completely broke up.
18:56Yes.
18:57When we broke up, I didn't win him back.
19:00Because.
19:01Or I didn't beg him.
19:02Because it's like.
19:04I was forced to do that.
19:07So it was really fast.
19:08Just one month.
19:10But there was a second part.
19:12The relationship.
19:14Oh, you got back together.
19:15We got back together after five months.
19:19Who got back together?
19:22I invited him.
19:23We had an outing.
19:24Then he was with me.
19:26Oh, you don't have anything to do in Ambagan.
19:31You don't have anything to share.
19:34Yes.
19:35It's a potluck.
19:36It's a potluck.
19:37I have a 350-pulsary in school.
19:39So I'll get back together.
19:40Because I don't have anything to do.
19:41Just kidding.
19:42We got back together.
19:44Our choir.
19:46And then.
19:47I saw him again.
19:50How I met him before.
19:53Because in our first month.
19:55I think he changed.
19:57Because it's like.
19:59We have a lot of.
20:00It's like a mini fight.
20:03And then.
20:04I think for him.
20:05Slowly fading away.
20:09My first impression of him.
20:11What I liked about him.
20:12It's slowly fading away.
20:14And then.
20:15When we were together again.
20:16In that outing.
20:19I liked him again.
20:20Because I saw again.
20:21The very lively Novi.
20:24And then.
20:25I was attracted again.
20:27You were attracted again.
20:28So.
20:29You brought him back.
20:30Because he looks happy again.
20:32I was attracted.
20:33And then.
20:34That's when.
20:35I fixed.
20:37That I'll be better for him.
20:39Isn't that just pressure?
20:41Maybe later.
20:42You're under pressure again.
20:43Because you're single again.
20:45You're going crazy again.
20:47Especially in one choir.
20:49I saw the Novi I liked again.
20:50Because he was diving.
20:51When he was swimming.
20:52When he read the book.
20:53He did that to you.
20:55Novi.
20:56You're so beautiful.
20:57You're so beautiful.
20:58Is that it?
20:59That's it.
21:00As long as.
21:01I remember.
21:03He didn't entertain you.
21:05As long as.
21:06As long as.
21:07You're so lively.
21:08Bongu.
21:09Yes.
21:10My energy was high then.
21:11I was raising you.
21:12That's it.
21:13Most of the time.
21:14He said.
21:15Wait.
21:16Bongu.
21:17I'm still thinking.
21:18Wait.
21:19No.
21:20No.
21:21This is okay.
21:22He's confusing me.
21:23Bongu.
21:24You're the only one.
21:25I raised you.
21:26He's confusing me.
21:27What did you do?
21:28Why did you come back?
21:31He's fragile.
21:33He's still my crush.
21:35Even after what he did to me.
21:39When he showed interest.
21:43In our group chat.
21:45He said.
21:48I still love you.
21:51I fell in love again.
21:53It took a long time.
21:54When did you come back?
21:55It's been 1 year and 4 months.
21:59Did you feel that he's in love with you?
22:02Yes.
22:04I felt it.
22:06You fell in love with him?
22:07Yes.
22:09I'm loyal to him.
22:14I'm trying my best.
22:17To understand him.
22:22That's my idea of love.
22:25What are the manifestations of love?
22:27Because he's loyal to a person.
22:29But he doesn't love that person.
22:31But he's just resisting their conversation.
22:35He's resisting.
22:40For example.
22:41You're getting married.
22:42I need him to be my husband.
22:45You can't stop him.
22:46You're resisting being his husband.
22:48Because you let him do it.
22:51And there's a reason why you did it.
22:54You're resisting.
22:55But the love.
22:57The manifestations of love.
22:59How do you feel?
23:00I fell in love with him.
23:02You're always thinking about him.
23:05If you don't talk to him, he'll leave you.
23:09You want to see him right away.
23:11You want to kiss him.
23:13You're so looking forward to that one time.
23:19You'll kiss him.
23:21You'll hug him.
23:22You'll go on a date.
23:24There's a rush in his presence.
23:26Did you feel his kiss?
23:28Did you feel that way about him?
23:32No.
23:33Don't you feel the rush in Novi's presence?
23:36No.
23:38Because we're together every day.
23:40But.
23:41For example.
23:44You've been kissing for a year.
23:47Four months.
23:48What did you feel?
23:49Was there a kiss?
23:50Was there love?
23:51Like a magic ball?
23:52Or was there nothing different about the way you kissed?
23:57The kiss was like holding hands.
24:00Like that?
24:01Holding hands is like a feeling.
24:03It's like electricity.
24:05But your first kiss was different.
24:07You were in love.
24:09It's like a dream.
24:10It's like a dream.
24:11It's like a dream.
24:12It's like a dream.
24:13It's like a dream.
24:15But the kiss you had.
24:18It was okay.
24:20So.
24:21That's it.
24:22That's why.
24:23That's why.
24:24While we were listening.
24:27I was questioning.
24:29What I was asking.
24:31Was it true that he was in love?
24:32Because why didn't the kiss come?
24:34Even if it was just a smack.
24:36Why did it take so long to answer?
24:38Even if you were the one who got rejected.
24:40Hey, why?
24:41Why was your reaction like that?
24:42Actually.
24:44That's why I invited him here.
24:46Especially for you.
24:47So that I can answer that question.
24:49Yes.
24:51Did my mind just romanticize everything?
24:54Or did he really love me?
24:58And.
25:01Now.
25:02The romantic moments in my mind.
25:07At that time.
25:08It was just normal to him.
25:10So.
25:12It hurts a little.
25:13But.
25:14I can do it.
25:16Because you also mentioned earlier.
25:20You chose to believe.
25:22Right?
25:23The one I want to believe more.
25:26The one like that.
25:27I want to believe that it's true.
25:29I want to believe that it's like that.
25:31But.
25:32Now.
25:33You reached a point.
25:34You're thinking.
25:35Do I believe in myself?
25:37Or did it really happen?
25:38Yes.
25:39But.
25:40I don't want to villainize him.
25:42I want to villainize.
25:45I'm always a villain.
25:46No.
25:47We will not villainize him.
25:48We will try to understand.
25:49Yes.
25:50Because it's not his fault if he doesn't love me.
25:52But.
25:53That's it.
25:54The.
25:55At least now he answered me.
25:57That.
25:58Ah.
25:59Okay.
26:00It's not his fault that he doesn't love you.
26:01Because love doesn't force you.
26:03But.
26:04It's your fault to believe the one you love.
26:07Even if the truth is not.
26:09But the whole truth.
26:11That he told you.
26:12Why.
26:14Or did he tell you.
26:16Did he really love you back then?
26:18Did you really want to kiss me back then?
26:21Did you really.
26:23Did you really love me when you kissed me?
26:25What is the real reason?
26:27Did he tell you?
26:28Even if we're friends.
26:30I don't seem to.
26:31I didn't have the courage to.
26:33Ask him.
26:34Because I'm afraid to answer.
26:36So.
26:37What is the real score?
26:39Ah.
26:40Honestly.
26:41Honestly.
26:42Right now.
26:43I'm just now understanding.
26:45What happened before.
26:47Because.
26:48Ah.
26:51Of course I'm the one who broke up.
26:53And I want.
26:54I'm the good guy.
26:55I'm still a good guy.
26:56I'm not bad.
26:58And now I realize.
27:00That.
27:01I took a lot from him.
27:04I hope.
27:06He took from others.
27:07Something more.
27:08Authentic.
27:09Or he gave to others.
27:10What he gave to you.
27:12So.
27:13What do you mean by more authentic?
27:14Because.
27:15Now.
27:16I realize.
27:17I understand.
27:18That.
27:19I do everything.
27:20Because.
27:22I need to look like a man.
27:24Why do you keep on saying that?
27:25You need to look like a man.
27:28What is your gender identity?
27:32Because.
27:36I'm gay.
27:40And then.
27:41I said that to him.
27:44I know.
27:45He told me.
27:47In the second part of our relationship.
27:50The three-fourths.
27:52After the three-fourths.
27:55There was one time.
27:58We were on our way home.
28:00I was just staring at him.
28:02Then.
28:03I asked him.
28:05Do you want to admit something to me?
28:07But at that time.
28:08My intention was to hear sweet words.
28:10Because.
28:12Words of affirmation.
28:13I'm girly.
28:15But.
28:16He suddenly admitted that.
28:18At that moment.
28:20He had internal struggles.
28:22With his sexuality.
28:24At that time.
28:26I didn't know.
28:28How to handle.
28:30That big.
28:32Problem.
28:34Or that big confession.
28:36So.
28:37What I did at that time.
28:39Since.
28:40I'm a psych major.
28:41I.
28:43You can see signs.
28:44That you understand.
28:46Yes.
28:47And at the same time.
28:48I prioritized his welfare.
28:50Because.
28:51He told me.
28:52At that time.
28:53That I shouldn't leave him.
28:54Because.
28:55He has a dark base.
28:56What does that mean?
28:57What is the dark base?
28:59Since I was young.
29:02I was forced.
29:04To deny.
29:05My sexuality.
29:06My family is religious.
29:08Of course.
29:09If you're gay.
29:10You're straight.
29:11That's what they're telling you.
29:13That's what they believe.
29:15If you're gay.
29:16You're straight to hell.
29:17Yes.
29:18Until.
29:20I didn't.
29:22My childhood.
29:24I didn't know myself.
29:26Because.
29:28I'm hiding.
29:30I need to hide.
29:31Because.
29:32If not.
29:33Maybe.
29:34My relatives.
29:35My parents.
29:37I don't know what they're going to do to me.
29:39My.
29:41My classmates.
29:42Who bully me every day.
29:45I don't know.
29:47If I can handle that.
29:50If I acknowledge to myself.
29:51That I'm gay.
29:53So.
29:55It's very heavy.
29:57That's why.
30:02And then.
30:03During that time.
30:04I confessed to her.
30:06There are other family problems.
30:08Because.
30:10Our family is dysfunctional.
30:13So.
30:14There.
30:18I need to be able to handle.
30:21What I told her.
30:22And then that time.
30:23I also remember that.
30:25I told her that I'm not gay.
30:28But I told her I was bisexual.
30:30Because.
30:31That's more acceptable.
30:32Because.
30:33The truth is.
30:34You're gay.
30:35Yes.
30:36So.
30:37Now.
30:38We understand.
30:39Why.
30:40Why.
30:41It's not clear to you.
30:42If you're in love.
30:43Why.
30:44It's not clear to you.
30:46What you felt.
30:47When you kissed.
30:49Right?
30:50Why.
30:51What's the reason.
30:52Why you're chasing her again.
30:53Now.
30:54It's clear.
30:55That.
30:58Those are your ways.
30:59To protect yourself.
31:03Because you felt like.
31:04All your life.
31:05You felt like.
31:06You were in trouble.
31:21You felt so unsafe.
31:22Right?
31:33It's like.
31:34No one wants to accept.
31:39It really hurts.
31:46It's a good thing.
31:47You're saying.
31:48You need to fight everyday.
31:49Not everyone.
31:50Can go through that point.
31:52Others.
31:53Everyday.
31:54They need to hide.
31:57Not to fight.
31:58To hide.
32:01And then.
32:02It's not clear to me.
32:06In the beginning.
32:07You used her.
32:08To hide.
32:10To look like.
32:11You said.
32:13A man.
32:14Because you have a girlfriend.
32:16So they won't cheat on you.
32:18So they won't.
32:19So your family.
32:21They'll think.
32:22You won't go to hell.
32:23Because she has a girlfriend.
32:24Right?
32:25Yes.
32:26Right?
32:29Because of.
32:30Because of the.
32:31Hate.
32:32That you feel.
32:33To that person.
32:35Where is she going.
32:36To the other side of the world.
32:38Where is she going.
32:39To the dark side.
32:40That's why.
32:41Whatever decision.
32:42She makes.
32:43I'm not saying.
32:44She did the right thing.
32:45To you.
32:46I'm not saying.
32:47That's right.
32:48Because.
32:49That's it.
32:50The one.
32:51That we used.
32:52For our protection.
32:53But.
32:54The pain.
32:55That you gave her.
32:56That will never be right.
32:57But I understand.
32:58Where you're coming from.
32:59Why did you go there.
33:00To that decision.
33:03It's hard.
33:04Right?
33:05So.
33:08I don't want to be.
33:10That's okay.
33:11Ivan.
33:12That's okay.
33:13When did you.
33:14Find the.
33:16Courage.
33:17To say.
33:19I'm gay.
33:21That.
33:22You thought.
33:23It's easy.
33:24It's hard.
33:26Because before this.
33:27Right?
33:28You already admitted that.
33:29Right?
33:30That's why.
33:31Earlier.
33:32That's why.
33:33She's open.
33:34To saying.
33:35I'm gay on TV.
33:36Today.
33:37Right?
33:38Yes.
33:39But before this.
33:40When did you have that courage.
33:41To say.
33:42I'm gay.
33:43Because you know that.
33:44But.
33:45You can't say it.
33:46With your tongue.
33:47It's blocked here.
33:48It's blocked here.
33:49Because of the fear.
33:50She already knows that.
33:51She already knows that.
33:52But it can't come out.
33:53It can't come out.
33:54It's blocked.
33:55So much.
33:56So much.
33:57So much.
33:58So much.
33:59So much.
34:00So much.
34:01So much.
34:02So much.
34:03So much.
34:04So much.
34:05So much.
34:06So much.
34:07So much.
34:08So much.
34:09So much.
34:10So much.
34:11So much.
34:12So much.
34:13So much.
34:14So much.
34:15So much.
34:16So much.
34:17So much.
34:18So much.
34:19So much.
34:20So much.
34:21So much.
34:22So much.
34:23So much.
34:24So much.
34:25So much.
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