Conflict
- 8 days ago
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I wrote this track for an assessment at university. It started about the feelings I had regarding the loss of friendships during a particularly rough part of my life. But then as i completed it I realised that I was also trying to express how worn out and burnt out I was feeling at the time.
lyrics
I'm trying to be good
I must be understood
I'm trying to be fair
I want to make my people care
I'm standing all alone
With everything I own
I'm tumbling through a dream
I'm running low on steam
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
I'm climbing up the walls
My engine wants to stall
And I'm not about to boast
Cause I'm feeling kinda gross
I know I'm looking frail
And the words are getting stale
But if you laugh at me
I'm gonna make you leave me be
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
I can't define my decline with a reason
I only know, what I know isn't useful
Nobody knows how to make me be silent
And I can't decide what to be before I die
I'm terrified of death
But living's just as bad
And I think I'm goin' deaf
Can't alleviate the "sad"
The damage now is done
So there's no more time for fun
Let me sleep a little while
Maybe then I'll leave in style
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
credits
released April 28, 2024
all music and lyrics written and recorded by Tim Kellaway
license: all rights reserved
I wrote this track for an assessment at university. It started about the feelings I had regarding the loss of friendships during a particularly rough part of my life. But then as i completed it I realised that I was also trying to express how worn out and burnt out I was feeling at the time.
lyrics
I'm trying to be good
I must be understood
I'm trying to be fair
I want to make my people care
I'm standing all alone
With everything I own
I'm tumbling through a dream
I'm running low on steam
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
I'm climbing up the walls
My engine wants to stall
And I'm not about to boast
Cause I'm feeling kinda gross
I know I'm looking frail
And the words are getting stale
But if you laugh at me
I'm gonna make you leave me be
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
I can't define my decline with a reason
I only know, what I know isn't useful
Nobody knows how to make me be silent
And I can't decide what to be before I die
I'm terrified of death
But living's just as bad
And I think I'm goin' deaf
Can't alleviate the "sad"
The damage now is done
So there's no more time for fun
Let me sleep a little while
Maybe then I'll leave in style
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
The conflict is always here
Respect always disappears
And rage runs rampant inside my chest
It's the way it is, when everything is a test
credits
released April 28, 2024
all music and lyrics written and recorded by Tim Kellaway
license: all rights reserved