00:00 I miss the Cardette.
00:03 I truthfully, the only thing I really miss about being outside is not being in the Big
00:09 Brother house.
00:10 I'm just someone who needs my personal space and needs to be able to turn my brain off
00:14 and nap whenever I want and just kind of step away from it all.
00:19 And in Big Brother, there's no world in which you can do that, right?
00:22 Like you can go to the upstairs patio in the backyard and hopefully the cameras don't look
00:26 at you.
00:27 Like that is your best bet.
00:29 Like maybe that's why the past couple of weeks have really clung to America the way that
00:32 I have because it is comfortable, right?
00:35 Like it feels like you're secure and you can be yourself and not be on a million percent.
00:41 And even then you're still on because the cameras are on you.
00:44 And I'm sure the cameras saw way more than I would like them to see.
00:47 So that part of it makes a lot of sense to me.
00:52 My brain has not turned off in 79 days.
00:56 Just like the exhaustion from the house is something I really want to get away from.
01:02 And so I guess what I miss most about the outside world is like just feeling okay and
01:08 not depleted.
01:09 I love the experience, obviously, but it's just it's just so much and I think I miss
01:14 the rest of outside.
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