My Weight Gain & Low Self-Esteem [Did raw till 4 make me fat?]

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HEY! This topic has been on my mind for a while now and I decided to finally sit down and just talk to you all about it. No, my weight gain wasnt insane and dramatic BUT it was there. Regardless of what I look like, simply put, I havent been confident in my body. I think confidence is extremely important and its what I aim for. I dont aim for a number on the scale, I dont aim for a certain jeans size I aim for LOVING my body and feeling damn y in it :p\r
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So bottom line, I wasnt feeling that way (^) recently about my body and wanted to vent to you guys about it. Weight loss is a total b*tch and sometimes I forget that. \r
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Welp, cheers to motivation & inspiration! Taking this video as a step in the right direction towards my end goal. LETS DO THIS!\r
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