I find myself sitting here Surrounded by both family and friend. I should be happy as can be. I should be enjoying the sacred time Surrounded by those who mean the most. I should feel loved, should feel safe I should be smiling, instead of crying inside. Yet I cannot bring myself to be anything but lost. In this crowded room, I feel so alone. I feel as though I am suffocating, As though someone has ripped out my lungs. I have to get out, have to get away. I have to find that happy place Where I feel safe, secure, and loved. I have to escape this horrible feeling. I have to find a way to smile. Yet here I sit still, here I still stay. I am alone in a crowded room.
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