There’s lots of bad around us. Sometimes its masked behind the bright colors of the world. Other times it hits you in the face like a bad day. Why is it you never see the little things I do? You never seem to fully notice me? The world is full of pain, way to much pain. Why cant’s for one second we all just be on a parallel universe that fits our every want and need? I just wish I could sit in the rain and watch the world crumble down as if it were a little kid tumbling down their toy blocks. I watch as you walk away from me laughing and I’m just stuck alone to notice the things you don’t. I laugh at your ignorance to face your problems. I walk around with the fake smile that you believe every single time a tear a tear runs down my face. You turn and continue life, as it should be. But what you don’t know is every time I see you I die a little inside. I said “I love you” and you say it back but the difference is, I wasn’t lying. At night I lay with my razor in hand and write you name on my wrists. I watch as the blood drips on my cloths and cry myself to sleep. I wake up and do it all over again to make it worse.
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