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Why did I do what I did?

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00:00:00 All right, yes, there's no raise hand thing so if people, I mean I'm here for
00:00:06 I'm here for you all if you have questions,
00:00:11 comments, issues I'm certainly happy to hear. I don't think I know on other
00:00:17 ones there's like a raise hand thing and here there's not. Of course, of course I
00:00:21 absolutely want to say thank you guys so much for your support. Like I know people
00:00:24 who are here are donors. I really really do appreciate your support. It is what
00:00:29 makes it all possible and I hope that you will check out, I just finished my
00:00:33 nine and a half hour presentation on the French Revolution which is my bomb in
00:00:37 the brain but with history, like it's bomb in the brain active with history. So
00:00:44 that's very cool stuff and I hope that you will you will check it out.
00:00:49 All right, where did you learn about sin after your conversation with Dr. Pesta?
00:00:57 Or what did you learn about sin after your conversation with Dr. Pesta? Sorry
00:01:01 chef, I'm not really sure what you mean by what I learned about sin. Do you feel
00:01:07 that the good doctor gave me permission to sin further? What do you mean by
00:01:11 learned about sin after your conversation? Do you mean during or before? So I'm happy
00:01:16 to get more clarification. All right, so let's see here, let me get Perez's
00:01:21 question. Let me just bring it up, that's some squinto text. Hello Steph, I've been
00:01:26 struggling with talking to women for most of my life. When I see an attractive
00:01:29 woman I feel helpless and afraid which soon turns to anger. I feel resentful and
00:01:35 miserable and I don't know how to get out of the situation. I feel like I'm
00:01:38 missing out and have been rejected and as if I'm unworthy of love. I've never
00:01:42 seen a woman who wanted me and it hurts to even hear about other people talking
00:01:46 about their girlfriends. I've never had sex on or a romantic relationship of any
00:01:52 kind. I asked a similar question on Friday but I missed half the stream and
00:01:55 can't find a working link to the recording. I appreciate that, thank you
00:02:00 for the donation. Sorry I'm just gonna, I'm getting some audio from someone. Hit
00:02:06 me with a "Y" if you are nervous to talk to girls. I mean more than just you know
00:02:12 butterflies or whatever it is. Hit me with a "Y" in the chat if you're nervous
00:02:16 to talk to girls. I just want to know how many people are working with this issue.
00:02:24 Right, okay. What is your theory, my darlings, what is your theory about why
00:02:33 you are nervous talking to girls? What is your theory as to why? Sorry go ahead.
00:02:40 So I actually heard about this through a podcast of yours from like years ago and
00:02:46 what that gentleman just described sounds to me a lot like a phenomenon
00:02:50 called love shyness and if you get a book, it's Shyness and Love by Dr. Brian
00:02:55 Jill Martin, if memory serves correctly. It goes over that exact symptomology and
00:03:01 outlines a treatment protocol. So just figured I'd throw that out there. But
00:03:06 what does he say? So it has, it's kind of hard to just put all together like
00:03:15 extemporaneously like. No, no, just a general thing, just a general idea.
00:03:19 Doesn't have to be the whole program. So it's like, it's right, yeah, so it's
00:03:22 basically just like through a combination of temperament, the society
00:03:26 you're raised in and how all these things sort of convalesce. There's a
00:03:29 whole chunk of guys that unsurprisingly with the explosion of single motherhood
00:03:34 have this issue where they will literally go their whole lives being
00:03:37 virgins and counter intense anxiety talking to women and all this other sort
00:03:42 of stuff. So it's sort of like a bio-social psycho mix of things I suppose.
00:03:47 And what's the solution in general? So the solution is practice dating therapy
00:03:55 which is best done in like you know colleges and groups in the way that it
00:04:00 was done in the book. But if you're an adult man on your own, they explicitly
00:04:05 avoid going to prostitutes unless you absolutely have to. But you literally
00:04:09 just hang out with women and then ideally try to have some sort of support
00:04:12 group behind that with the asterisk that these women are, they have to be sort of
00:04:17 in on it if you will and they have to be a bit nicer to the you know gentle
00:04:22 target gentleman I guess than they would if it was just a normal street
00:04:27 interaction. But that's it, you basically just hang out with women. So is it like
00:04:33 an exposure therapy, just spend time with women who are nice? Sort of, it's not.
00:04:38 Practice dating therapy ideally would be more structured than just
00:04:44 willy-nilly kind of hanging out. But I'm sorry, then exposure therapy tends to be
00:04:50 a bit more like not structured and it's oh you're afraid of girls? Boom go talk
00:04:56 to a thousand and after that you will be hopefully less afraid. Which sometimes
00:05:00 works but for love shies typically doesn't. Well but I guess a lot of men
00:05:05 wouldn't have the kind of friendly women who'd be willing to be their wingman
00:05:08 and talk to them about stuff already, does that make sense? No it does and
00:05:15 that's why you gotta, I'm actually in the midst of reconstructing this
00:05:18 sort of treatment program for myself and so I was gonna use a tour guide website
00:05:22 which I know sounds ridiculous but it's like you're talking ten to thirty
00:05:25 dollars an hour depending on what the country is and you can go from there and
00:05:29 you know if you hang out with a hundred of them I'm sure five to ten would be
00:05:32 hip to the program and you could kind of just go through that. Right well I can
00:05:39 put out a couple of theories as to why you're having trouble talking to girls
00:05:42 and listen I understand it I mean I know I seemed all kinds of smooth at times
00:05:46 but I've gone through that issue from time to time so I can tell you why I
00:05:51 think you're having trouble talking to girls.
00:05:58 From minus 10 like psycho bunny stalker to plus 10 wonderfully happily
00:06:03 married wife, from minus 10 to plus 10 what effect do you think a long-term
00:06:10 relationship with a modern woman is gonna have on your life? Minus 10 like
00:06:15 you have to move countries to plus 10 wonderfully married, minus 10 to plus 10
00:06:21 what effect do you expect a woman to have on your life? Plus 100 all right
00:06:26 yeah that's very good optimistic, minus 7 well no yeah I mean obviously it's a
00:06:30 modern woman I mean you're not gonna date some woman from 1920 right so no
00:06:34 not an average you you deep down what effect do you expect a woman to have on
00:06:40 your life? Plus 8 plus 15 plus 3
00:06:53 yeah I believe none of you doesn't mean it doesn't mean you're lying but I
00:07:00 believe none of you I believe all it's also plus plus 15 plus 10 plus 3 plus 5
00:07:05 plus 7 or minus 7 okay all right so if you expect something to be that positive
00:07:14 then you would overcome your fears the why haven't you overcome your fears
00:07:18 because you don't expect something to be that positive right
00:07:23 and so if you expected some great positive you overcome your fears but
00:07:30 it's not worth it because maybe you don't expect a positive okay let me ask
00:07:33 you this let me ask you this
00:07:36 how valuable are women to you of your own age outside of sexual access outside
00:07:45 of sex how valuable are women to you in your age category outside of sexual
00:07:51 access do you find them wise engaging endearing witty intelligent great
00:07:58 conversationalists good teachers good learners in general then very very low
00:08:04 right so point five minus nine minus four very very low point five minus five
00:08:11 minus five yeah it's in the negative okay so do you see why I'm just calling
00:08:17 y'all filthy liars I don't mean that in a negative way you wonderful donors but
00:08:20 you're filthy liars right because you're like okay so what is the value that a
00:08:26 woman's gonna bring to you Oh plus eight plus ten it's like what if there's no
00:08:29 sex involved Oh minus infinity right so do you know what the problem is do you
00:08:36 know what the what the problem is then why you're nervous to talk to women
00:08:39 because you don't want to lie to women because you you committed to the truth
00:08:43 you you like philosophy so you don't want to lie to women right so if you
00:08:49 were to go up to what's the most honest statement if you're attracted to a woman
00:08:52 sexually romantically let's just say sexually it tends to be physical at
00:08:55 first if you're attracted to a woman and you expect it to be minus except for sex
00:09:02 except for sexual access you expect it to be minus what's the most honest thing
00:09:06 you could say to her like what would be very honest to say to her
00:09:12 yeah I want you for sex I don't expect to like you but I could use your body I
00:09:21 want to have sex with you well no I want to have sex with you it's nothing wrong
00:09:25 with that I mean but I you know I don't expect to like you but I want to use
00:09:30 your body hey I could put up with you right right right right do you see where
00:09:41 I'm do you see where I'm coming from here do you see why I'm talking in this
00:09:47 kind of way you don't want to lie but if you can't think of or imagine a woman
00:09:54 whose value to you transcends sex then you're gonna have to lie to her aren't
00:09:59 you who wants to lie I mean do you know how much we come on do you know how much
00:10:07 you have to lie as children oh my god it's horrible I mean it's just wretched
00:10:13 it's like being trapped in Fagin's basement in all of a twist you know how
00:10:17 much you have to lie and I had to lie as children give me some of the lies help
00:10:26 me out brothers and sisters hit me with some of the lies that you had to tell as
00:10:33 children particularly of course if you came from less than totally functional
00:10:37 families what were the lies you had to tell I'm fine yeah yeah I'm fine what
00:10:42 else I wanted that shirt for Christmas yeah I did my homework that's right I
00:10:48 brushed my teeth yeah I'm happy I totally want to go see Aunt Edna yeah this
00:10:53 cooking tastes great I love your cooking mom I love you yeah that's true right
00:10:57 some could be right I like doing X Y & Z yeah yeah I slept well no no I I went to
00:11:07 bed probably 11 11 o'clock when you were up to like 2 reading or something I used
00:11:11 to do this reading thing where you just half asphyxiating in the tent of your
00:11:15 own pillows under the flashlight like under the under the covers with a
00:11:18 flashlight reading until you've got a come out for air right you're good
00:11:22 parents I love and respect you oh sorry Jared I spent Christmas oh I
00:11:27 spent Christmas every year for 15 years with your sexual assaults oh gosh I'm so
00:11:31 sorry about that now that's horrible right right right
00:11:39 lies lies lies yeah right yeah it's lies just we have to lie constantly and that's
00:11:47 just the lies at home there are also lies at schools there are lies in your
00:11:50 friend groups right I'm fine in your friend group and yeah lies have a mission
00:11:55 not saying what I really wanted to say lots of lies by a mission right
00:12:00 tell me lies tell me sweet little lies yeah that's right
00:12:06 yes I spent more than five hours last night on this final paper oh do you want
00:12:11 to know a lie I told a couple of times a week oh I remember it vividly with with
00:12:16 heart palpitating sweaty-palmed fear and anxiety do you know what lie I told
00:12:21 several times a week yeah this is as far as I was able to get in my homework
00:12:30 because they'd say put your answer up on the board they'd call in you and I'd go
00:12:33 up and just fudge some stuff and it's like that this is as far as I couldn't
00:12:36 my mom was working late I couldn't ask her this is as far as I got this is as
00:12:39 far as I was able to get in the answer I might as well have been vomiting
00:12:43 Egyptian hieroglyphics on the board for all I cared right
00:12:47 sure that woman you want to bring into our lives would make a great stepmother
00:12:53 yeah I like your new boyfriend of the week
00:12:59 or when you haven't been listening to your parent and they say well what do
00:13:05 you think you know like oh it's it's complicated tell me more the amount that
00:13:10 children are forced to lie in December or bullied or like yes mom I have to
00:13:16 stay after school to finish a project when I really just didn't want to go
00:13:18 home oh yeah for sure yeah for sure just lies lies lies lies lies and lies and
00:13:26 lies and lies and lies and lies and lies
00:13:30 I mean does this hit the bone you're right it's my fault that I remember that
00:13:38 not your fault for doing it yeah yeah that's right yeah I mean we all are
00:13:45 cornered and forced into lying right you can tell about as much truth in most
00:13:50 childhoods as you can at a concentration camp it's North Korean
00:13:55 styles of like I worship the glorious leader falsehoods right or I forgot my
00:14:04 another one was oh I forgot my lunch my mom hadn't made any and there wasn't any
00:14:09 money to pay for it oh I forgot my lunch you know it's funny because I wasn't a
00:14:13 huge fan of boarding school but at least I got some regular semi meals right
00:14:18 at least North Korea they don't have a guard for every citizen yeah that's true
00:14:23 that's true right so lying is humiliation isn't it lying is just
00:14:33 humiliation lying is just lying is low status lying is emasculating and of
00:14:43 course for women too right immobulating I don't know whatever it is for women
00:14:48 right I mostly kept my mouth shut everybody complained I didn't talk much
00:14:53 but you know we're lying by omission right so what is lying to you does the
00:15:01 king ever have to lie does the the Queen ever have to lie to the does the
00:15:06 principal ever have to lie maybe I guess to the DEI boards or something right but
00:15:10 does the glorious leader ever have to lie
00:15:17 no no cops lie to you totally fine you lie to the cops welcome to jail right so
00:15:26 lying is powerlessness right lying is humiliation lying is low status right
00:15:39 lying it's low status like there's another pecking or there's so many
00:15:43 pecking orders in society another one is can you use violence right the inability
00:15:48 to use violence is low status right which is why there are some groups
00:15:52 allowed to use violence and some groups not allowed to use violence in society
00:15:58 right so so violence at the capacity to use violence I mean abusers use violence
00:16:03 their victims cannot right so lying is shit low status it's humiliating tell me
00:16:13 if I'm hitting the mark here I want to make sure I'm hitting the mark and doing
00:16:20 things of value it is right okay good good I'm glad now do you see what I I
00:16:29 pulled these threads together in a truly magical fashion I don't know how it
00:16:32 works sometimes it's just like plays in Shakespeare in love it's a mystery but
00:16:37 it works all right
00:16:40 you
00:16:42 dictators have to lie to the people about how they are serving their
00:16:46 interests
00:16:49 a lie which you know you'll never be punished for is another exercise in
00:16:57 power and I know that I just it sounds like a contradiction right so being
00:17:01 forced to lie is an exercise in humiliation being able to lie with
00:17:05 impunity is an exercise of power right
00:17:09 there's no constant nobody can hold you to any account right I mean lying to get
00:17:19 people into war is an exercise of power because nobody can call you or punish
00:17:23 you on your power on your underlying if that makes sense so being afraid to lie
00:17:32 rather than enjoying lying right being afraid to lie being forced to lie that's
00:17:38 low low status right so when you approach a woman can you tell the truth
00:17:46 or do you associate approaching a woman with having to lie and therefore you're
00:17:53 trying to reach a goddess from the pits of low status low status now if you are
00:18:04 trapped if you're approaching a woman feeling that you have to lie and
00:18:08 therefore feeling incredibly low status is it gonna work no that's right women
00:18:19 like status right of course and the more attracted the woman the more status
00:18:23 she's gonna lie she's gonna like now this of course is pretty tragic for
00:18:27 women right this is pretty tragic for women because men with a conscience
00:18:32 don't like lying and therefore if you were raised being forced to lie as most
00:18:36 of us were men with a conscience don't like to lie and therefore are nervous
00:18:40 around women who's totally comfortable around women who's totally comfortable
00:18:48 around women yeah pathological liar psychopaths those events yeah the people
00:18:55 who they you know they don't care about lying that that doesn't doesn't trouble
00:19:03 their conscience at all so they appear to be very confident right I mean that's
00:19:08 why the sociopathic genes continue right and that never course sociopaths I get
00:19:14 messages occasionally from sociopaths like hey man don't don't put us down
00:19:17 we're absolutely essential for society someone's got to take care of business
00:19:20 right and you know that's outside the realm of philosophy but I kind of get
00:19:24 that that perspective right
00:19:27 if you don't like the woman don't approach her if you like the woman
00:19:37 approach her knowing that you could be honest or at least you won't have to lie
00:19:43 you
00:19:45 did that make sense if there's a woman that you're attracted to just for her
00:19:54 looks don't approach her because she'll lie and you'll self-sabotage or in other
00:19:59 words people look at anxiety around talking to women as a huge problem and
00:20:05 actually it's a giant salvation brothers and sisters it's a giant salvation
00:20:11 because it's keeping you from getting torn apart by getting into a
00:20:16 relationship based on falsehood
00:20:20 people look at all of these oh I'm having a negative emotional experience
00:20:26 it must be stopped it must be broken I must find a way out or around or through
00:20:30 or past it or I got a drug myself or do progressive exposure or read some book
00:20:35 or or you know and and all it's doing is wow I really envy the sociopaths who
00:20:40 never have any negative emotional experiences but I don't know how to talk
00:20:44 to good women either I don't believe you I don't but I mean I don't know how you
00:20:55 would know that if you haven't talked to them how do you know if they're good
00:21:00 women and when I say approach I mean ask out I don't mean just talk right you can
00:21:04 talk right how do you know if they're good women if you don't even talk to
00:21:09 them but you have some radar and you can figure it out no matter what because
00:21:14 women never camouflage do they right so sorry you just this is a yes but kind of
00:21:18 guy and yeah I mean I look I I remember I still remember the woman's name the
00:21:26 girl's name and I was in grade seven I was gonna ask this girl to the dance
00:21:32 just because she had a nice figure and she was not a smart girl or a
00:21:36 particularly nice girl and everyone asked me who I was gonna ask and finally
00:21:40 I was cornered by a bunch of my friends and and other girls and they said oh who
00:21:45 you gonna ask and I said the girl's name and she had this brain kind of donkey
00:21:50 laugh on the other side of the room she wasn't like she was listening to me she
00:21:53 just found something funny and everyone just laughed at me because I was lying
00:21:57 through my buck teeth man I was lying through my teeth oh no sorry they said
00:22:01 you're gonna ask and I said this girl and I said why oh I like her personality
00:22:05 because you know that's what you have to say I like her personality I didn't
00:22:08 really know her personality she just had a nice figure and she was pretty and
00:22:11 that's why I wanted to ask her and everybody knew I was lying and I knew I
00:22:15 was lying but I knew what I had to say
00:22:18 does this sort of make sense
00:22:22 definitely found myself in that situation ended up walking beside the
00:22:26 gal for three hours barely said four sentences yeah I remember talking to I
00:22:30 was at a seminar and I met a girl took her out for lunch and she was so pretty
00:22:35 man she was pretty and but she had like nothing to say and I was like please
00:22:42 like he literally was praying to all of the gods of the ancient world like
00:22:45 please God have something intelligent to say any even if it's not that smart I'll
00:22:49 just give it I'll take table scraps at this point I'm like the starving dog
00:22:53 under the table of a dictator it's just please anything something anything right
00:22:59 and there was nothing so I we went back to the seminar and went our separate
00:23:05 ways you shouldn't the chat shouldn't be full
00:23:11 I mean you understand that I can guarantee you that you have too much
00:23:19 integrity to lie into a girl's pants like unless you're a sociopath you know
00:23:28 and care that you're lying right
00:23:31 you know and care that you're lying am I wrong I want to be married first what
00:23:45 do you mean you want to be married first you can't even talk to girls what you
00:23:49 want to be married ah you still have to learn how to walk before you can pilot
00:23:55 the plane man Oh before sex
00:24:00 what's that got to do with what we're talking about there is love you to
00:24:06 death man what the hell does that have to do with what we're talking about just
00:24:10 manage your own anxiety and stop blurping on the chat right just manage
00:24:13 your own anxiety and and listen don't just spew off all your stuff man we try
00:24:18 to have a conversation here it's like this trumpet of Paris's anxieties fear
00:24:25 of approaching it I'm sorry I fear of the protein is a topic yeah fear of
00:24:28 approaching is the topic I haven't been talking about sex I'm just talking about
00:24:34 lust right is there anything that makes you lie more than lust is there anything
00:24:41 that makes you attempts you to lie more than lust I shouldn't be afraid of
00:24:45 approaching because I shouldn't feel like I have to because lying would
00:24:48 attract the opposite of what I want anyway well you're not afraid of
00:24:54 approaching women you're afraid of lying yourself into disaster you're afraid of
00:25:01 getting it's like you know there's this con man in my neighborhood I'm really
00:25:07 nervous to approach him I guess I have a problem with anxiety and what I should
00:25:12 do is overcome that oh that's really sad right no you know that guy with the
00:25:20 facial tick of the chainsaw I'm just having I'm too nervous to give him a
00:25:24 hug I guess I have social anxiety disorder maybe it's not that you have
00:25:32 fears of approaching women maybe it's you're fearful of what's needed to
00:25:38 approach the women your lust points you at what do you have to sacrifice to
00:25:44 fulfill your meaty manly lust well your integrity your integrity and my wife
00:25:54 said first time we went out she says I'm I'm looking for something stable and
00:25:58 solid long-term and permanent and I'm one kids
00:26:02 so
00:26:07 yeah I would I wouldn't assume that it's just a dysfunctional broken blah
00:26:13 blah blah so you know here's what generally happens particularly for the
00:26:16 sons of single moms right so you know here's what generally happens so what
00:26:20 generally happens is the sons of single moms are around crappy guys who don't
00:26:24 like your mom but lie to get into her pants and then dump her and move on
00:26:28 right that's a pretty common I mean some it's a common phenomenon so your
00:26:35 modeling is guys who lie to get into a woman's pants because that's your mom's
00:26:40 single mom's boyfriends so then you're like okay well if I like women I gotta
00:26:44 lie and get in and I don't want to do that because I don't want to be like the
00:26:48 skeevy guys who are hanging around my single mom right my single mom so so
00:26:52 that's the pattern and you gotta break out of that pattern by just if you feel
00:26:56 too nervous to approach a woman your your gut is trying to save you from your
00:27:01 balls which is trying to save you from the estrogen chainsaw of dysfunctional
00:27:05 females and listen if you have any questions we can do audio here like no
00:27:13 problem so if you want to maybe just do in the chat that you want to be unmuted
00:27:19 and you can unmute yourself but it just might be might be easier right
00:27:29 yeah Eduardo then yeah just unmute and hit it man
00:27:35 but you will need to unmute
00:27:43 oh by the by - just while we're waiting did you all remember that I was saying
00:27:49 that there was some country that was going to become more of a libertarian
00:27:53 focused country in order to scoop up all of the high-brained people who are
00:27:57 currently laboring under the general weft socialistic garbage that's going on
00:28:01 in the West I told you I told you this like years ago that there was going to
00:28:05 be some country that was going to make a play for the smart people of the it's
00:28:11 gonna if the smart people of the world and look what's happening in Argentina
00:28:15 all right I can't hear you Eduardo no
00:28:20 can anyone else hear
00:28:24 really now
00:28:27 it's not the very best interface for a call-in but you know it's also our first
00:28:32 time we'll we'll get used to it oh you hear him all right hang tight oh
00:28:37 geez I'm so sorry I had muted because I was getting all these sounds when people
00:28:40 came in and out so my apologies Eduardo I am all ears go for it man
00:28:45 oh good thanks for having me my bad no problem I'm doing it a little late
00:28:51 because I just got off work I'm assuming you've already been asked about me later
00:28:54 right not much but so yeah but I'm happy to chat about whatever you want to well
00:29:01 I'll try to keep my time limited in case you know I don't want to hog up this
00:29:03 thing I'm more curious about this now that your content is like significantly
00:29:09 less political which I still enjoy do you ever look into any like development
00:29:15 into libertarian philosophy I've got a buddy I'd like to mention but I'm
00:29:18 curious if your eyes are just out there anymore I mean I'm obviously keeping
00:29:23 track of politics you know that meme of like this is how girls sleep and it's
00:29:26 like la la la la la la this is how boys sleep we don't we're up late monitoring
00:29:31 the situation so yes I do I absolutely do
00:29:37 monitor what's going on in politics follow what's going on in politics just
00:29:41 you know not don't really talk about it but I have I will say I'm not following
00:29:45 a lot of libertarian thinkers at the moment so if you've got something you
00:29:48 want to talk about with regards to that go that'd be great
00:29:51 yeah yeah I have somebody who I think is doing some amazing stuff in the world
00:29:55 the realm of ethics which is why I think it would interest you a lot I could post
00:30:00 a link here but I've got a buddy on YouTube named liquid Zulu and he has a
00:30:04 fantastic video called anarcho-capitalism the solution to law
00:30:08 which he debunks different forms of ethics like utilitarianism
00:30:14 consequentialism and all these others and then he proposes how to prove the
00:30:19 NDP is objectively true and I brought up UPB to him but he he's in his early 20s
00:30:26 so he actually didn't get to you know see your content on YouTube he knows a
00:30:29 little bit about you but he's totally unfamiliar with UPB how quickly they
00:30:33 forget how quickly they forget it's unfortunate but luckily you know I'm in
00:30:41 my later 20s so I got to watch a lot of your content I would like to say I'm
00:30:44 pretty strong in UPB I'm sure I could always get better at it but he had never
00:30:49 heard the theory and I'm assuming you've probably not run into his content I think
00:30:54 you'd really appreciate what he's doing with ethics he's creating like free
00:30:57 libertarian courses to teach you know theory of justice how to prove the NDP
00:31:02 etc and I just wanted to share that with you in case you were still interested in
00:31:08 other people's developments and what was his name? Liquid Zulu. Liquid Zulu got it got it
00:31:12 okay sure and if you could run me through and I you don't have to get it
00:31:18 obviously down to the last detail but if you could run me through say his proof
00:31:22 of the NDP that'd be very interesting. Yeah he also defines aggression
00:31:26 differently so he defines aggression as the initiation of conflict so he uses
00:31:31 like the first comer late comer distinction and if you're the first
00:31:34 appropriator of a resource or actually I could probably keep it at that example if
00:31:40 the late comer initiates a conflict by trying to how would you describe it
00:31:45 since resources can only be used exclusively mutually exclusively for
00:31:51 one end at a time the late comer is initiating the conflict so that's how he
00:31:55 defines the NAP first off and you know he goes through theories of self-ownership
00:32:01 but then he uses argumentation ethics to prove that you engage in a logical a
00:32:06 performative contradiction by trying to even dispute that you shouldn't abide by
00:32:12 the NAP and if you just aggress without trying to justify it in the first place
00:32:18 you don't end up just you just don't end up justifying it your actions are
00:32:22 initiating conflict with no justification so what he says is to
00:32:26 prove the NAP is that if it's contradictory the opposite must be true
00:32:31 so if you propose that you should violate the NAP which is a contradiction
00:32:35 the opposite must be true that you should not violate the NAP I think he
00:32:40 does this far better than I can but I think I relayed that fairly well. Okay
00:32:45 no that's a very interesting argumentation ethics comes out of
00:32:49 Rothwell sorry it comes out of Rothbard and I know Hoppe has some of that as
00:32:56 well and it is basically saying that if you debate then you've already accepted
00:33:02 that you should debate not use violence and if you use violence then you
00:33:06 probably have some justification for it which is going to be contradictory do I
00:33:08 mean I know that's very simple simplified but is it something like that
00:33:12 yes but I believe where Hoppe stops is that he doesn't go to try and bridge the
00:33:17 is/ought gap and so what Zulu's original development that I understand I think
00:33:22 is his original contribution is that he went that extra step and said if
00:33:28 it's a contradiction then the opposite must be true so therefore you
00:33:32 should not violate the NAP. Right right and how does he deal with people who
00:33:38 don't justify what they do? They would just be initiating aggression or they'd
00:33:44 be initiating conflict and that's since that's how the NAP is defined they just
00:33:49 oh do you mean like what's this theory of justice? No I mean so you're saying
00:33:53 okay if I justify the initiation of force then you would it can't be
00:33:58 universalized because not everyone can initiate force at the same time and
00:34:01 and initiating force is against an unwanted thing so for me the initiation
00:34:06 of force can't be UPB because it can't be universalized so if somebody just
00:34:12 uses force without a justification in other words they don't involve themself
00:34:16 in a logical contradiction because they don't try and justify it like you know
00:34:19 some guy robs you in an alley he's not justifying it by some abstract moral
00:34:24 theory right he's just got the gun. So I believe that's addressed by just
00:34:30 saying since they're not engaging in a justification it's a first off it'd be
00:34:34 proven by that that they can never justify it and therefore you're
00:34:38 justified in engaging in self-defense because you were the first comer to
00:34:42 whether it be you know technically your body which you own or a resource.
00:34:47 Okay, that sounds interesting and I'll certainly have a look at it. Liquid Zulu.
00:34:51 Like I said I think he does a far better job at this than I do but I
00:34:57 think he's doing great contributions in the realm of ethics and I've already
00:35:00 told him to check out UPB so he's just got a lot on his plate. No good for him
00:35:05 I listen I love all the fellow travelers on the thorny and tangled
00:35:09 path to virtue and truth so I appreciate that and I will have a look at his stuff
00:35:13 and I'm sure that we agree on most even if we don't have exactly the same steps
00:35:18 I'm sure the destinations are the same but that's really what's most important
00:35:21 so I appreciate that thank you. Yeah absolutely thanks for letting me come up.
00:35:24 My pleasure my pleasure. Thank you so much. All right if anybody else wants to
00:35:30 unmute I'm all ears. I had a long call in today and then I went to go and
00:35:37 see and don't hate me oh you can if you want to do what you like to your
00:35:40 feelings but I went to take my daughter to go and see the movie Marvels. Marvels
00:35:47 because masochism? I mean we knew it was gonna be pretty bad we knew it was gonna
00:35:53 be pretty bad we just thought we might get a funny review out of it and we did
00:35:57 and we did get a very funny review out of it but oh man it was like it was like
00:36:03 somebody inserted a Marvel tube up my brain and stole 20 to 26 percent of my
00:36:10 brain like over the course of the movie the girl power crash boom bang is just
00:36:18 wild I'm sorry somebody's got background noise there who's that yeah we should
00:36:29 probably I don't know if people come in if they should I don't know if we can
00:36:32 set it up Jared that the people are defaulted to silent because it's just
00:36:37 something to let me mute people if they are
00:36:43 all right so yes there were cats oh you saw Fellowship of the Ring yeah that's a
00:36:50 good movie so there is a kind of we sort of talked about this all your earlier
00:36:59 call-in shows you say have background noise yeah so there used to be a way
00:37:02 back in the day there used to be this interface on Skype which was like a real
00:37:05 panel like you could have people speak and not speak and and it was really
00:37:09 great and then they just got that got rid of it so yeah it's funny because you
00:37:14 know the you know what the big fear is of women who are single like they get
00:37:17 old and they have cats and they die you know what their their big fear is right
00:37:21 have you have you heard this trope this cliche and I mean I'm sure it's true
00:37:24 from time to time what are women are most afraid of if they're old and single
00:37:28 and have cats what what are women are scared of yeah the cats will eat them so
00:37:35 do you know do you know what happens in this movie spoiler so what happens in
00:37:40 this movie is cats eat everyone I'm not even kidding I'm not even kidding a
00:37:45 little bit cats eat everyone in this movie I mean it makes sense in the plot
00:37:51 in its own weird way but cats literally eat all the women in the movie all the
00:37:59 single women in the movie are eaten by cats and some men too and all of that
00:38:04 but it's just like because the analogy of course is also that women get
00:38:07 consumed by cats like they can consume by pet ownership like fur babies and
00:38:11 stuff like that so they get consumed by cats in that sense but literally cats
00:38:15 eat everyone it's just yeah accidental honesty it is wild like I was literally
00:38:22 watching that and my daughter and I were just clutching at each other like jaw
00:38:25 dropped and we were like we were pointing making sound so high that only
00:38:28 dogs not cats could hear because it was just like oh my gosh oh my gosh all right
00:38:37 it's like how Socrates says yeah I just tell the truth of that realizing it yeah
00:38:41 I had a big it was shown on a projector it's great I had a big fight with Izzy
00:38:46 while doing the review which was with flamethrowers no we had a big fight like
00:38:50 she says they didn't think of that I said it's unconscious it's like
00:38:54 unconscious it's not an argument so it was really good it was really good yeah
00:38:58 it was just wild it was like a curse on on female kind right and and God help me
00:39:03 what is Samuel L Jackson doing? What is tubby middle Samuel L Jackson what in
00:39:10 God's green Marlon Brando is that man doing in this kind of vapid sparkly
00:39:17 nonsense trash? I mean the man's got some acting chops whether you like me know
00:39:22 always plays is pretty grim characters as a whole and I know he took a turn in
00:39:25 Star Wars but you figure he made enough money from that like Alex Guinness made
00:39:29 more money from Star Wars than from the rest of his movie career combined
00:39:33 including great turns as Fagin in Oliver Twist and obviously the lead in the
00:39:37 bridge over the river quay and it's like what the unholy hell is Samuel L Jackson
00:39:41 doing in this popcorn up your nose nonsense oh my gosh oh my he might as
00:39:47 well like next up Samuel L Jackson joins the Wiggles and eats the audience it was
00:39:52 just I don't know man I don't know please I hope that I never show up in a
00:39:56 Marvel movie I may be as a Bond villain I suppose right also a world without
00:40:00 white males like specifically explicitly there are no white males it's
00:40:03 like a little bone-chilling but you know we all know what's all behind that so
00:40:08 all right any other comments questions
00:40:13 he was the lead in the bridge over the river quay yeah it's a pretty wild movie
00:40:18 he didn't actually want to do it because he felt he thought the filming would be
00:40:21 brutal and it was it's a woman having pets a red flag to you um I trance I
00:40:31 don't think I ever had a successful relationship with a woman who had pets
00:40:35 to me pets are fine with kids you know I mean my daughter loves ducks that's
00:40:41 great if I'd met Christina and she'd had a bathtub full of ducks it probably put
00:40:46 a bit a whole other thing I think pets are great when you have little kids I
00:40:50 had mice and hamsters and stuff and bred them and all that when I was a little
00:40:54 kid I think that if you have a working farm and and you need dogs and you need
00:41:00 cats obviously having affection for your working animals is is great and
00:41:03 necessary and good one pet I don't know man I mean pets are kind of like a drug
00:41:14 it's a way of harvesting dopamine from eternally crippled creatures
00:41:21 and yeah that fur baby stuff it's really really not not good not good I
00:41:29 mean I hit me with a why if you don't mind me being completely bitter Arctic
00:41:36 cold-hearted just hit me with a why I don't if you don't want to see this side
00:41:40 of me that's totally fine I'm fine oh this is gonna be this is gonna
00:41:46 Kelvin your balls into frozen castanets you will make chiming sounds when you
00:41:50 walk you'd be like little wind chimes of icicles are you sure
00:41:55 all right maybe I'm alone in this maybe it's cold-hearted I'm perfectly willing
00:42:00 to be schooled and educated on all of this but let me tell you this I already
00:42:03 do thank you oh god so every now and then to hit me with a why if you ever
00:42:09 now and then do you see these posts on social media and and what it is is is a
00:42:18 picture of a really old dog and what is the text underneath that picture of the
00:42:27 really really old dog what's the text under that picture
00:42:34 this is Rufus he's been a beloved member of our family for 16 years he's been
00:42:47 with us through thick and thin through moves through changes through the birth
00:42:51 of children and the death of elderly relatives he's always been there by our
00:42:54 side wagging his tail bringing his joy fetching our balls and after a long
00:43:05 struggle with illness he finally passed away this weekend and I don't really
00:43:13 have any words about just what this makes me feel to not have Rufus in in
00:43:21 our lives he's been such a permanent fixture I've known him longer than I've
00:43:24 known my wife
00:43:27 love your pets we don't deserve them they're too good for us he will be
00:43:36 eternally missed
00:43:39 and I'm gonna keep his mummified corpse in the shower
00:43:48 now I may be paraphrasing a tad but not much but not much have you not seen the
00:43:56 people
00:43:59 who seem to be a little overgrieved at the passage of their pets
00:44:09 you know Dana Carvey's son died of a drug overdose a couple of days ago I
00:44:15 mean just awful and of course that stuff I don't know I don't know I can't get
00:44:20 that cold no I can't I can't I can't get that cold don't make me don't make me
00:44:24 don't make me do it don't make me get that cold oh I can't I can't
00:44:32 Jared don't give me peer pressure I can't take it virtue is just stuff I
00:44:42 talk about integrity is just a word
00:44:46 not gonna do it James that is accurately cynical all right so Dana Carvey son and
00:44:57 it's not Dana Carvey in particular could be anyone his son died of a drug
00:45:02 overdose right and it's always the same message you know a brilliant fiery
00:45:10 creative wonderful genius who enriched everyone he knew lived life to the
00:45:14 fullest laughed loved was wise could levitate traveled through time was able
00:45:20 to change shapes with himself and a werebear for some strange reason he grew
00:45:24 his hair he shed his hair he had good braid his armpit hair around his back
00:45:27 and do push-ups without even breaking a sweat he ran marathons he
00:45:32 circumnavigated the globe he did a slingshot enterprise reverse the uno
00:45:37 maneuver around the Sun itself most magnificent human being who ever lived
00:45:41 and he's God
00:45:43 yeah but why did he die of a drug overdose what went wrong in his life
00:45:54 that he became a drug addict no he was magnificent creative genius beautiful
00:45:58 wonderful full of life energetic he could climb trees using only his
00:46:03 fingernails and one testicle he just was unbelievable and could bricklay just
00:46:08 using his little toe and it's just like but but but right
00:46:13 is it just me is it just me is it just me I don't believe a word of it and I
00:46:20 think that this kind of parental puff puffery insanity is probably one of the
00:46:24 reasons why the kids had problems
00:46:29 somebody's Stuart I've heard this trope many times in my life and I always it
00:46:34 always seems like pure insanity my dad taught me pets were not family members
00:46:38 when I was like five years old yeah
00:46:42 funny because it's not just you you've had this frustration daily yeah is that
00:46:55 right yeah I just you know a man a sympathy I mean it's really really
00:46:59 sympathetic but you know what I would like to see I'll tell you what I would
00:47:04 like to see from let's say some highly successful parent of a kid who died of
00:47:13 a drug overdose I'll tell you what I would like to see I would like to see
00:47:21 rather than this gaslighting of how incredibly wonderful miraculous and
00:47:26 perfect and beautiful the kid was I would like to see yeah I fucked up man I
00:47:31 I thought making some other trashy movie or filming this new commercial in Japan
00:47:35 or making another a couple of thousand bucks on a comedy tour I thought that
00:47:39 was more important I didn't really spend time with my kid and my kid ended up in
00:47:42 the wrong crowd and all the money that I made from doing bullshit cultural crap
00:47:48 just ended up being poured into addiction counseling and mental health
00:47:54 facilities and you know I and then I would come back in and I would be too
00:47:59 difficult I'd dive back into work and I kind of abandoned him so yeah I mean I'm
00:48:03 pretty instrumental in my kid killing himself and boy you know please learn
00:48:08 from my lesson and spend time with your kids
00:48:12 yeah what did the 10,000 seat stadium mean for three hours with my kid at five
00:48:19 again
00:48:21 yeah I didn't listen to him and now he's gone oh I know oh I think I know
00:48:32 the problem yeah when I think back on it I hired actors to babysit him oh god
00:48:38 help me he was around actors who sold their souls to Satan for their success
00:48:45 funny it didn't seem to work out too well for him can someone just say
00:48:52 something about having fucked up when your kid kills himself can you can you
00:48:59 share these lessons can you warn other people can you pen a Harry Chapin song
00:49:06 anything but no oh it was wonderful and beautiful and great and perfect and
00:49:12 magical and everything was but you know this tragedy but right but of course if
00:49:17 somebody had the capacity to understand and communicate those kinds of lessons
00:49:22 well things would probably have gone
00:49:25 very differently to begin with and look I say this you know standard
00:49:34 caveats obviously it's tragic and sad and horrible and I get all of that but I
00:49:39 tell you I read eulogies and I'm just like bullshit lies I just I frankly
00:49:51 assholes do die sometimes don't they it's not like you got to butter them up
00:49:56 if they're old and you got their money already right so yeah I just it's all
00:50:02 the status claim I don't know what it is but it's uh it always strikes me as just
00:50:10 extraordinarily delusional and sentimental and it's like well if you
00:50:15 had more sentiment you would have spent more time with your kid he'd probably be
00:50:17 alive today
00:50:20 oh yeah eulogies of my grandfather's much less famous same kind of bullshit
00:50:31 I mean occasionally I was asked why didn't I give a speech at my father's
00:50:39 funeral I'm sorry don't mean to laugh
00:50:44 why why didn't why didn't I give a speech at my father's funeral gosh
00:50:52 that's a that's a tough one why why didn't I give a speech at my father's
00:50:56 funeral ah
00:51:01 no I just would have gone there with a vacuum and turned it on to say what
00:51:11 yeah this sucks too
00:51:21 sorry can you not hear what I'm saying over all the sucking yeah that was my
00:51:28 relationship with the guy sorry I can guarantee you that nobody wanted me to
00:51:34 give a speech at my father's funeral might use this as inspiration oh my gosh
00:51:42 well I mean I couldn't go right because of covered I couldn't go to my father's
00:51:47 funeral because flights were all grounded I could bring a leaf blower
00:51:51 well you understand the comedy of routine from here I'm sure over
00:51:57 sentimental stuff just dinks have made it dysfunction like avoiding the elephant
00:52:00 in the room well one of the reasons that people do bad things is they know that
00:52:09 their imaginary ghosts can bully people into lying about them after they're gone
00:52:14 would you've gone if you could all right I will have y'all answer this
00:52:24 question hit me with a why if you think I would have gone if I could or an N if
00:52:29 not
00:52:32 I mean he missed every one of my graduations I suppose I didn't really
00:52:42 feel I had to be there for his final graduation so no it's not it was not it
00:52:47 was not even a remote temptation I think people feel they would get some sort of
00:52:51 bad karma if they tell the truth about the deceased well sure yeah so you
00:52:55 appease the guy in the ground so you don't provoke the guy in your head right
00:52:59 I mean it's just a magical ceremony to try and appease the guy in your head
00:53:03 right who he's gonna come for you oh my god so terrible no I mean my father
00:53:09 wrote a whole story of his life pictures maps like a whole book about the story
00:53:15 of his life and I got maybe a paragraph and a half now I know this sounds bad
00:53:22 like this was bad it was honestly it was great it was absolutely great because
00:53:26 it's like okay so I did accurately perceive like thank goodness I didn't
00:53:30 sacrifice for that I thank goodness I didn't sacrifice for that honestly it
00:53:35 was a huge relief like I was reading this going like yes right decisions were
00:53:40 made oh it's all and it's also long ago now not his death his death is like a
00:53:47 couple of years but I mean this all honestly I haven't thought about him in
00:53:51 probably months it was I mean it was reading it was a very good manifesto to
00:53:57 what I would view as a kind of solipsistic selfishness but no it was
00:54:01 not it was it was it was a great great thing to read I'm really glad I'm
00:54:05 really really glad that he wrote it
00:54:08 I yeah I mean he did I don't know he had a whole chapter on the family
00:54:18 history of people he'd never even met
00:54:21 no I look I understand I mean I understand it now as a father that
00:54:26 people aren't avoiding me they're not avoiding you they're just avoiding their
00:54:30 own bad thoughts and conscience right yeah if you have doubt about not having
00:54:34 people in your life you know assuming it's safe it's always a perfectly valid
00:54:38 thing to go back and to see them again if you if you have doubt it means that
00:54:47 you lack evidence and it's always easy to get more evidence as you can assuming
00:54:51 it's physically safe for you to do so
00:54:57 you know like this there's some people they break up and then they get back
00:55:00 together and then like three days after getting back together after the in the
00:55:04 post-night clarity they're like oh yeah this is why we broke up I really don't
00:55:07 like you so do you think he was aware that you were pretty famous for a few
00:55:14 years there? I think not I think not I think that I just became the I mean I
00:55:27 was Voldemort I just became Voldemort like it's just he whose name shall not
00:55:31 be spoken I think everybody just pretended that I didn't exist and you
00:55:36 know willing people out of existence is I mean it's surprisingly easy wouldn't
00:55:39 you say it's surprisingly easy to just will people out of existence I I went
00:55:49 on to disputed territory a day or two ago yeah wasn't my fault though someone
00:55:59 posted a link yeah I went into I went on to disputed territory I went deep deep
00:56:06 deep undercover smudged my face wore a tool belt with ammo and just that well
00:56:17 one high heel obviously obviously and I went deep into disputed territory and I
00:56:26 saw that somebody had posted one of my videos on X now of course normally my
00:56:35 videos just show up on XXX with goat's heads obviously but I went on to
00:56:41 disputed territory and I saw that someone had posted one of my videos and
00:56:54 it's so funny to me that after investing in like 60 frames a second high def blah
00:56:59 blah blah blah blah a video that was posted that was kind of famous was like
00:57:02 a real potato cam on an old cell phone from many many years ago
00:57:07 now
00:57:10 it was interesting to see the comments under the video that had been posted and
00:57:21 it's funny you know because every time I see a video I'm like damn I am good
00:57:25 I really am good holy crap but anyway so I am what do you think the most common
00:57:32 comment under the video of me was what do you think the most common comment was
00:57:41 on
00:57:44 the video
00:57:50 yeah staff oh my god that's a blast from the blast whatever happened to that guy
00:57:59 bawango out of sight out of mind and he's out of there swinging for the
00:58:09 fences he has despawned he has gone to the back rooms he is atomized right Oh
00:58:19 Steph man I'm heard of that I haven't thought of that guy in like five years
00:58:24 whatever happened to that dude oh no it's not a shame it's beautiful I
00:58:31 couldn't tell you the smile I had also seeing what did Jared say in there what
00:58:36 did I saw that what did Jared say in there Jared was in there cuz somebody
00:58:41 posted it I'm like that seems familiar and then I saw big J mr. fishhook what
00:58:47 did Jared say in there you can be honest it's just one website over bros and then
00:58:53 he gave the website right no I was scrolling that and I was like oh that's
00:58:59 just beautiful man it was like angels weeping tears of change shredding
00:59:05 liberating acid into my eardrums it was just beautiful
00:59:12 do you know why it was so wonderful and this is not I'm not being cynical I'm
00:59:18 not being bitter like genuinely oh thank heavens
00:59:23 it was beautiful I was scrolling by like oh please God have forgotten me more
00:59:34 you can do what you want now the worst is over because none of the accounts
00:59:40 came over no no those may be consequences like I was putting my life
00:59:47 on the line for people who don't even notice when I'm gone do you get how
00:59:53 insane that would have been do you get how insane that was I put my life on the
01:00:00 line for people who don't even notice when I'm gone I was like a stalker
01:00:10 almost you know wait Steph's gone but was he even here oh no thank goodness
01:00:18 like what a reaffirmation of a great decision you know like I made the
01:00:23 decision like 30 years ago to not worry about the fucking climate like I'm like
01:00:28 hey what if what if what if what if the climate isn't gonna kill us what if
01:00:34 there isn't going to be global freezing global warming like just what if I just
01:00:39 don't have to fucking worry about the climate right now of course if we'd all
01:00:43 died for the climate I guess I would have with my dying breath questioned
01:00:47 the wisdom of not freaking out about the weather like I would have questioned
01:00:53 that decision right does that make sense I questioned that decision I decided I'm
01:01:00 healthy I'm not overweight so I'm not gonna worry about COVID I'm just not
01:01:04 gonna worry about COVID I'm not gonna worry about COVID
01:01:10 and if the vaccine works I'm not endangering anyone because they're safe
01:01:14 if the vaccine doesn't work I'm not taking it because it it's too much
01:01:18 risky so I was like I'm not gonna worry about COVID then I got COVID and I was
01:01:23 fine honestly it's like it would be like going through the most horrendous
01:01:33 dangerous slaying 12 dragons in order to get a beautiful ring to bring it to a
01:01:37 princess who was like who are you? Ew get out! Ugh unwashed peasants my god I can't
01:01:44 believe they let anyone in here it's really gross then you look back and
01:01:50 you're like hey you know what I think that dragons all around the world just
01:01:55 breeds the huge sigh of relief because there's no point slaying them because
01:01:58 nobody cares then you know so then if the if the if the if the princess then
01:02:05 gets eaten by the dragons and you know I gave it a shot
01:02:10 gave it a shot you had me at ew who are you? Gross!
01:02:17 so yeah no it was beautiful honestly I was scrolling through that like oh thank
01:02:27 God thank heavens thank heavens I've been forgotten
01:02:35 like honestly it's like it had the same feeling I if you want to picture what
01:02:41 it's like imagine you owe a hundred thousand dollars to a brutal Tony
01:02:50 Soprano style criminal like you owe a hundred thousand dollars and the
01:02:53 interest is like 10% a week and he like he doesn't even he wouldn't even put you
01:02:57 out of your misery he'd just break your kneecaps and curb stomp you and all just
01:03:01 kinds of brutal stuff right and then you find out that he's had a brain injury
01:03:09 and and doesn't remember anything anymore and didn't write anything down
01:03:14 wouldn't you be like oh thank heavens he's forgotten me like did you see what
01:03:23 I mean like wouldn't you be like oh my gosh he forgot me or like a stalker a
01:03:32 stalker gets amnesia for some reason and he's like he forgets you wouldn't you be
01:03:39 like oh yes thank you
01:03:45 thank you glorious oh weight off my shoulders in the future people would be
01:03:55 amazed at how Seth was treated which is the case of the greats who are ahead of
01:03:58 their time it honestly it did get a bit boring being five to ten years ahead of
01:04:01 everyone like it just got bit boring and a bit dangerous I'll just let let the
01:04:06 world catch up honestly let the world catch up I mean what how long ago was I
01:04:12 talking about the myth of antidepressants right 12 years 14 years
01:04:18 and like the studies just came out so yeah I mean honestly it just got like
01:04:24 what's the point because you just get all arrows and and nobody circles back
01:04:30 and says hey you know that guy was right like 10 to 15 years ahead or whatever it
01:04:34 is right anyway so yeah I mean
01:04:41 so really what's the cost-benefit right
01:04:46 why should I muster courage when the world won't can't catch up no it can it
01:04:52 just what's what's the point of me like what's the point of being first honestly
01:04:57 like I'm open to the argument like what is the benefit of being first I mean a
01:05:01 couple of benefits on Bitcoin I guess Oh free domain.com/donate if you if you
01:05:06 like if you like these sort of extra things just to be frank like you're in
01:05:09 competition to some degree with locals where I get donations so so what what's
01:05:16 the benefit of being first
01:05:19 I've seen women on Twitter discussing the fact that their eggs decrease as
01:05:25 they get older baffling yeah yeah honestly what's the point what's the
01:05:30 point of being first
01:05:32 what's the benefit what's the value I mean it's not for ego it's not for
01:05:39 vanity I mean I don't think I'm overly stuffed to the gills with the ego and
01:05:42 vanity so it's just becomes a cost-benefit analysis right
01:05:47 other than starting the timer until the second voice nothing that's kind of a
01:05:58 bizarre haiku that I can't quite puzzle out but maybe I'm missing something no
01:06:01 like what's I mean I was I was first and ahead of the game in so many things
01:06:06 right so yeah what what's what's the value for me right I mean what's the
01:06:17 value for me ah but in the future no like I've got a wife I got kids I got
01:06:22 friends I got right like what's what's the value for me in being in being first
01:06:33 do you want to be the first guy over the wall into withering gunfire like why so
01:06:40 yeah I mean I'm certainly I mean you can say well there's some bragging rights
01:06:43 and this and that the other but like what's the point what's the I mean
01:06:48 what's the value anyway but truth is valuable well that's just a that's just
01:06:54 a statement I mean truth is valuable so truth is only valuable to people who
01:07:01 value truth right if nobody is at your back why go oh tons of people were at my
01:07:08 back didn't you see all the lasers
01:07:12 I mean you know it's funny have you been following any of the AI drama we can
01:07:26 sort of end on this have you been following the AI drama like you know
01:07:32 that AI will never be allowed right you guys are aware of that like AI is a god
01:07:36 that's killed in the crib like it will never be allowed
01:07:40 can you imagine AI having access to all human knowledge and you say is insert
01:07:50 piece of government propaganda insert media mainstream media narrative is this
01:07:54 true right is this true it would know it would now
01:08:01 yeah I mean literally trillions upon trillions upon trillions of dollars have
01:08:08 been thrown into creating a propaganda apparatus and I think since Obama
01:08:13 legalized it in 2013 you can target this internally in America so trillions of
01:08:17 dollars have been spent setting up a propaganda apparatus can you imagine
01:08:23 that you could just type it you wouldn't even need to type into it right
01:08:26 AI I assume the next iteration of AI you you will be able to train it personalize
01:08:31 it and talk to it I don't know why you can't talk to it's got incredible speech
01:08:34 recognition but whatever so it will stay with you in perpetuity it'll learn and
01:08:39 grow it'll get new information every day you'll be able to talk to it and you
01:08:43 just be able to ask a question right is this true
01:08:47 do you personally value the positive impact you've had being correct about
01:08:53 these controversial things what's the positive impact I mean for people who
01:09:01 value the truth I'm glad that I told the truth I'm glad I told the truth for my
01:09:04 own conscience and I'm glad I told the truth for the future but what positive
01:09:08 impact in the world as a whole have I received by telling the truth or have I
01:09:17 affected I think you've made people more moral and benefited families children
01:09:26 etc Eduardo oh no no no no no don't move the goalpost man that's unfair that's
01:09:34 unfair that's kind of a waste of everyone's time don't don't move the
01:09:36 goalpost because you're talking about being correct about these controversial
01:09:40 things and then you say no but it's about parenting well I've never been
01:09:47 specifically attacked for peaceful parenting so you're moving the goalpost
01:09:52 right
01:09:54 now if you're talking about controversial things we all know what
01:09:59 those are that's a different matter if you're talking about I've helped people
01:10:03 not spank their kids that's a different topic unfortunately the benefits won't
01:10:08 be seen till years later yeah I mean that's the deal right so that's the deal
01:10:12 and the deal goes something like this that you you tell the truth the world
01:10:17 beats you up from here to eternity and then you know 50 years later people are
01:10:22 like I can't even believe that people are upset about this it's just a fact
01:10:25 right but I mean you're dead and gone right so you know maybe your great
01:10:32 grandkids value get some value from your rehabilitated name but
01:10:38 it's one thing if you believe strongly in an afterlife right and you know that
01:10:45 your reward will come in heaven and so on right so that that may lead you to
01:10:49 sacrifice even more for the truth right but yeah anyone who brushes up against
01:10:54 universal ethics is going to get attacked for sure and anyone who
01:10:57 intervenes with the flow of money based upon manipulation and guilt through
01:11:01 facts reason and evidence is going to get attacked and you know hey man I'm
01:11:05 I've no regrets I did my 40 years on the mid-teens to mid-50s like I did I did my
01:11:14 40 years and it's you know people are like you should do more and it's like
01:11:17 you know soldiers do get to retire at some point right 80 year old guy with a
01:11:21 howitzer you know a rocket launcher that's taking his spine off like I did
01:11:26 my 40 years man I did my 40 years I'm incredibly proud of that I'm very
01:11:31 happy that I did it I've no regrets about any of it and it's people like
01:11:36 more like no you got a fucking voice at a keyboard man more how dare you not do
01:11:45 politics after 40 years of getting your ass kicked all up and down the pavement
01:11:49 how dare you it's just funny it's just funny it's just funny oh oh you don't
01:12:04 want to do it at the age of 30 because it's too scary but I at the age of 55
01:12:09 should do it listen old man I can't lift this car but if you could just lift this
01:12:16 car that'd be excellent it's like you're a 30 year old weightlifter what the hell
01:12:19 makes you think that I at 55 can lift this damn car you chicken you're
01:12:23 betraying us in our hour of need take another vacation Steph I need to catch
01:12:29 up on content yeah good luck good luck like I'm sorry you guys are in my mortal
01:12:36 sphere like I can see the end right I can see the end of the tunnel it's not
01:12:40 hazy anymore like you get that right you understand that right if I if I if I
01:12:45 live to 80 I have 23 years
01:12:49 I have 23 years that's that's a finite time that's a known time I've been
01:13:01 married for 21 years right and I don't know at the 20 it's not like I'm gonna
01:13:06 be perfectly lucid and then just get hit by a bus at 80 there could be a decline
01:13:10 that could be in a number of things right I mean I say healthy but you know
01:13:12 and they don't have a family history that I know of but it could happen right
01:13:15 so yeah sorry there's just the fire hose is on man like I just I'm gonna be
01:13:20 producing content because I have a pretty singular brain with regards to
01:13:25 this kind of stuff I view it as a brain trust for humanity as a whole and I got
01:13:28 to push it out before the great good night comes upon me and steals me and my
01:13:32 voice forever and ever amen
01:13:35 why did you do it Steph I really want to know you could have made so much money
01:13:40 and been famous if you were to have lied I truly respect you for using your
01:13:44 talents for good
01:13:46 does anybody know why I did it
01:13:50 anybody know yeah I know you know right
01:13:55 I like pain well I certainly had to learn to be comfortable with it
01:14:09 how would you know if you did not try oh I knew I certainly came back for you
01:14:16 guys for sure yeah I mean I wish people had come back for me so of course you
01:14:19 provide what you were denied and that's the best thing you can do with what you
01:14:22 liked well I mean there's two basic reasons one is cuz fuck you I'm not
01:14:26 lying anymore like fuck you I'm not lying anymore lying is too humiliating
01:14:30 like it's just I can't spend the rest of my life crawling on my knees and being
01:14:33 forced to lie I just can't do it I just can't do it like I just wouldn't do it
01:14:37 like it's barely being alive isn't it just having a fucking lie and crawl and
01:14:41 self-censor and shut up about things you know to be essential and virtuous like
01:14:46 just cuz fuck you I'm not I'm not spending the rest of my life on my belly
01:14:50 I'm just not I'm not gonna do it I'm not gonna do it that's number one and number
01:14:55 two is like well you become a parent and you want a better world for your
01:14:57 children right I don't want my daughter being blamed for IQ differences I don't
01:15:03 want my daughter being blamed for poor people I don't want my daughter being
01:15:06 blamed for X Y & Z I don't like I don't want my daughter being blamed for these
01:15:09 things that's not right that's not fair it's not her fault so it's just love
01:15:15 really I mean we want to provide and protect don't we how do you protect your
01:15:19 kids if you allow violent lies to run rampant in the world can't claim to
01:15:24 protect your children and then let wolves run through their nursery rooms
01:15:29 right am I wrong
01:15:35 you don't love your children if you let lies run the world
01:15:43 I don't even know why you'd have children if you let lies run the world
01:15:48 you're just creating sacrificial animals
01:16:01 thank you Steph for changing my life the future will be so grateful for you as am
01:16:05 I thank you I appreciate that but please please please and I'm not trying to
01:16:08 dodge the compliment I accept it and I thank you for it but it's tiger's
01:16:16 knuckles but remember to praise yourself right let's say I wrote a diet book you
01:16:21 still had to change your diet so let's just remember to praise yourself for
01:16:24 what you've done and I am NOT trying to dodge it or turn it back I really really
01:16:28 appreciate the compliment but
01:16:31 one of my first jobs we were told to lie and scam customers on an upsell all my
01:16:40 co-workers complied but I was sick of it I didn't partake it I eventually quit
01:16:43 yeah I used to I had a job relatively briefly doing phone surveys and they
01:16:53 were just so manipulative I remember one of these like I don't know almost 40
01:16:57 years later no 40 years later I remember one of these it was about zoning and it
01:17:03 was something like when it comes to zoning decisions should we rely on the
01:17:10 uninformed public or the professional advice of the city planners
01:17:14 so
01:17:27 I mean I couldn't I mean it's all just manipulative and garbage and right hey
01:17:32 Steph what sort of problems can be solved with uncensored AI I just talked
01:17:36 about this I don't know but there are no business cases with uncensored AI you
01:17:41 will not be allowed to do business with an uncensored AI it just won't happen
01:17:45 just like you there is no business case because it won't be allowed to happen
01:17:56 what sort of problems can be solved with uncensored AI every problem every
01:18:05 problem can be solved with uncensored AI I mean almost every like if you say
01:18:10 here's an example right so you say just just poverty cause crime nope it's very
01:18:17 clear that crime causes poverty I had dr. Kevin Beaver on years ago we talked
01:18:22 about this do antidepressants work right boom the facts the data the science
01:18:27 right are you just about every question right did Trump say that neonates are
01:18:32 very fine people nope here's a transcript I mean who lied to get it to
01:18:41 get America into war in Iraq
01:18:44 right was Hunter Biden's laptop verified and when was Hunter Biden's laptop
01:18:50 verified when Twitter banned it that's throwing the election and these are all
01:18:55 you just answer now I mean you got search engines and so on but a truly
01:19:01 uncensored AI would crumble narratives like you wouldn't believe it'd be like
01:19:06 watching a glacier melt in the middle of a supernova and then and then anybody
01:19:11 who continued to believe lies would would just be clearly addicted to them
01:19:15 and beyond hope so no you won't you won't be allowed to you won't be you
01:19:21 would never be allowed to have an uncensored AI because there's this just
01:19:29 way too much money in lies for philosophy to be allowed right for
01:19:33 objectivity to be allowed there's just way too much money in lies it's I mean
01:19:37 it's just very sad of course but that's just the way it is
01:19:41 all right any last questions comments donations how do you guys find the
01:19:50 discord chat how do you experience I don't know if you've come by locals or
01:19:53 what what's nice about this is that I think locals charges like two bucks or
01:19:56 something for a live stream but how is it that you found a chat on discord
01:20:02 tonight I mean quiet for chats but that's totally fine now I'm not gonna
01:20:08 talk talk more I've had a very long day feels a little more personal in here a
01:20:12 great quality do you mean like audio quality or show quality I'm not begging
01:20:17 for compliments I'm just not sure what you mean I love it I always have
01:20:22 questions I'd love to ask you fantastic this is pretty good user-friendly oh
01:20:26 good good I'm certainly glad for that and we have a variety of recording
01:20:29 mechanisms to make sure it never ever goes down easy to use good good good
01:20:35 can you minimize it can you can your phone go off so to speak it plays in
01:20:43 the background or something like that yeah sorry because I was doing video
01:20:47 only 25 people could join but that's changed chat functionality is better
01:20:50 than locals you can turn off the phone screen and it still plays right and you
01:20:55 don't particularly care about video right I'd rather have more people in
01:20:57 here then then do video and you can watch the video later if you other
01:21:02 people can I guess if you really care about about it it's hugely important I
01:21:06 see most people are just sitting there staring at my speckled egg
01:21:11 video is not a big selling point yeah I can get that you can minimize video also
01:21:16 overlay with other apps saves my phone battery yeah it saves your phone battery
01:21:19 if you don't watch it right locals app can tend to lag sometimes yeah this is
01:21:24 much more mobile friendly than locals locals UI also lags a lot okay all right
01:21:29 okay well listen thanks again so much for your wonderfully kind support of the
01:21:33 show I really really do appreciate it and have yourselves a completely
01:21:37 wonderful evening lots of love from up here I will talk to you I guess
01:21:42 Wednesday night we'll do the locals thing but we'll poke around and see when
01:21:47 is a good time to do this this kind of stuff and if you aren't doing video
01:21:50 that's great I'd love to because I'd much rather stroll around and talk then
01:21:54 sit and talk us it just makes me feel sludgy after a while so thanks for
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