In an emotional interview with Piers Morgan, Cheryl Cole has opened up about her split with husband Ashley Cole.
Saturday night will see the X Factor judge talk honestly to Piers on his show Life Stories.
This year has been full of highs and lows for the Girls Aloud singer after divorcing Ashley and contracting malaria, but also having a number one album and huge success with The X Factor.
Piers asked Cheryl if she has ever wanted to run away and she responds with, "I've tried."
Then when asked whether she still loves Ashley, Cheryl admits that a part of her "will always love him."
Piers also compares Cheryl's life to a soap opera to which the Promise This singer says, "It's not a soap opera, it's my life."
Piers Morgan's Life Stories: Cherly Cole airs on Saturday, 10pm on ITV1.